Aria Angel

This is the longest break I've had in the last couple years. I'm not even sure if it's a break or if I'm going into sort of an early retirement. It's weird, when I first stopped dancing it was really hard for me to adjust to vanilla life. For years my life has been cash, traveling, shopping, drugs, music festivals, vacations, etc etc. But then it changed immediately to school full time and two vanilla jobs completely sober waking up at 630am and no socialization. It was like I used to live in fantasy land. I did whatever I wanted whenever I wanted and I didn't care about anything. Now I care so much. Idk it's been months and I'm still not used to everything.

It's been a long time and some of my fave blogs were deactivated and I'm sad :(