NO MERCY, NO PARDON FOR STOLEN TIME
Ray × f!reader ⸝⸝ ⸝⸝
smut w plot ⸝⸝ naked humping & grinding ⸝⸝ slight sub!Ray ⸝⸝ he cums without the tip even being in ⸝⸝ . . wc 6k
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Ray sat on the bottom bunk with his elbows on his knees, staring down at the cracked floor beneath him. one crack split into three near the leg of his bunk, seven smaller cracks branched toward the aisle. he counted them again. anything to keep his mind occupied.
the sudden call of his name made his head snap up instantly. a drill sergeant stood a few feet away from him holding a thin packet of papers.
"Visitation orders." for a second Ray just stared. then his chest tightened so fast it almost hurt.
finally
he crossed the room quickly, taking the papers with careful hands despite the excitement in him. his eyes skimmed the page once, twice, just to make sure he wasn't imagining it.
authorized leave: Family visitation approved
he didn't even remember the last real break he'd had. the second basic ended, he'd been shipped straight into additional training commands. no leave, no breaks, no chance to breathe. just one set of orders after another until the days blurred together. but now he got to see you. a grin tugged at his mouth before he could stop it. he was already kneeling beside his bed, dragging his duffel out from underneath with a rough scrape. the bag looked worn now, edges roughed up from travel, your careful packing long since ruined by rushed inspections.
still, the moment he unzipped it, even now, he could see you in it. the way every shirt had originally been folded with careful hands, the socks rolled together neatly, the tiny stitched initials you'd added near the inside lining because you worried he'd lose things.
his throat tightened. he missed you. missed your hands, missed your voice, missed the way you'd stood on the bed to reach the top shelf while packing for him, pretending not to cry whenever he caught you wiping your face.
"You're overpacking" he'd teased back then
"And you're underpacking" you shot back immediately, shoving another pair of socks into the bag.
"I'm going to basic, not dying."
your face had fallen so quickly he regretted the joke instantly. Ray swallowed hard at the memory now.
he started pulling unnecessary gear from the duffel, tossing extra shirts aside, reorganizing things with hurried hands. but unlike your careful folding, his packing was messy and efficient. you would've sighed dramatically and fixed it for him already. a quiet chuckle escaped him at the thought.
one of the guys across from him raised an eyebrow. "You good?"
"Yeah" Ray answered immediately. he was more than good. for the first time in months, he felt alive again.
his fingers brushed against the bottom pocket of the bag where your letter was kept, the edges were worn soft from rereading. he opened it carefully despite already knowing every word by heart.
‘miss you more than anything. come back to me soon, okay?’
Ray shut his eyes briefly. this time, he actually could. but that didn't last long. his train of thought was broken by the sudden dip of the mattress beside him. Ray's shoulders tensed instantly.
"how's it going?"
he didn't look up at first. instead, he kept stuffing clothes into the duffel, folding one shirt with unnecessary concentration as if that alone would make the conversation die naturally. most days people took the hint eventually. the barracks had taught everyone how to leave each other alone. apparently not today.
Ray finally glanced sideways. a guy sat casually on the edge of his bunk, forearms resting on his knees like they were old friends. familiar face, same buzzed haircut as everyone else. same tired eyes. Ray knew he'd seen him every day for months and yet nothing. no name came to mind.
"Going well" Ray answered shortly, voice flat with disinterest.
the guy nodded anyway, unbothered
"You got anyone waiting for you? Family?"
that answer came instantly, it didn't even require thought.
"Got my girl-" Ray corrected himself quickly, unable to stop the small smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.
"My girl is back home."
the guy gave him a slow, knowing nod
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
the guy smirked faintly "I'll see you around, man." he stood, giving Ray's shoulder a quick pat before walking off toward the other bunks. Ray watched him leave for a moment. in all honesty... he had no idea who that was. not his name, not where he was from. nothing and somehow that felt wrong.
they'd spent months together. eating side by side, running until their lungs burned. sleeping in the same barracks, showering shoulder to shoulder with thirty other exhausted recruits, getting screamed at together. yet everyone had become a blur of same uniforms.
Ray frowned slightly, guilt settling uncomfortably in his chest. he tried to remember.
maybe Martinez? no. Miller? something with an M maybe.
he rubbed a hand over his face with a quiet sigh. the military stripped people down fast. same clothes, same haircut, same schedule. after a while, individuality started fading whether you meant for it to or not. but never you. even now, with months between you, he could still picture every detail perfectly. the curve of your smile. the way your fingers hooked around his wrist when you didn't want him getting out of bed yet. the sound of your laugh when he said something stupid just to hear it.
Ray looked back down at the duffel and noticed one of his shirts folded crooked. without thinking, he fixed it carefully. just the way you used to.
but god, he already knew he wouldn't hear the end of it once he got home. he could picture you perfectly. standing in the doorway with your arms crossed tight over your chest, pretending to be upset. your face turned away dramatically, lips pushed into that stubborn pout you always wore whenever you were trying not to smile.
"You know how long you left me for?"
the thought alone nearly made him laugh because there was never any real bite behind it. not when your eyes always softened the second you looked at him too long and especially not when you missed him just as badly. Ray's tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek as he tried holding back the grin threatening to spread across his face. he already knew exactly how it would go.
the second he saw you, you'd try acting annoyed for maybe thirty seconds. a minute if you were really committed to the act.
then he'd pull you close by the waist
"come here."
and one kiss. that was all it ever took and you'd melt right back into him like always. the thought made a warm feeling settle deep in his chest. he missed touching you, missed the weight of you against him after long days. and missed the way you always automatically reached for him without thinking. the way you'd curl into his side like your body already knew where it belonged.
home never really felt like a place anymore. now it was just you.
Ray leaned back slightly against the bunk frame, staring up at the ceiling as noise echoed around the barracks. for once, it all sounded distant. because in his head, he was already home. already imagining your face when you opened the door. he wondered if you'd cry. you probably would. you always cried when emotions got too big for you to hold inside. that thought alone made him frown.
his hand tightened around the folded letter still sitting in his lap. a few more days. just a few more days and he could stop hearing your voice through shitty calls. he could stop pretending letters were enough. a few more days and he'd finally have you in his arms again. and he swore to himself right then he'd make up for every second apart.
and that was exactly how it played out. Ray didn't warn you he was coming home. no phone call, no text. no, "Hey baby, I'm coming" he wanted to see the surprise on your face for real.
so he showed up one afternoon, duffel hanging off his shoulder as he stood at your front door with the biggest grin on his face. the moment the door opened, your eyes widened so fast it almost made him laugh.
"Ray!" you squealed his name like you couldn't believe he was actually standing there before throwing yourself at him immediately, arms wrapping tight around his neck and there it was, home.
Ray caught you easily, laughing under his breath as he held you close. god, he'd missed this. missed you, your warmth, your voice right in his ear instead of through a static phone call. for a moment, you just held him and he buried his face against you, eyes closing briefly.
but just as quickly as your excitement came, he felt they way your body stiffened slightly in his arms.
Ray already knew what was coming. could practically see the words sitting right there on the tip of your pretty lips and he was waiting for it. you pulled back just enough to look at him properly, and there was that tiny pout the one he'd been expecting since the second his leave got approved.
"You know how long you left me for?"
there it was. he bit back a smile.
"Baby..." he started. Ray's voice softened immediately, one hand already sliding naturally toward your waist. "It was only a few months."
your jaw dropped. "Only?" you repeated in disbelief. Ray's grin widened.
"Don't touch me" you huffed immediately, trying to pull away despite the fact you were still practically glued to him.
"Don't touch you how?" Ray murmured, voice low with amusement as he stepped closer again anyway. before you could move away, a large hand settled firmly against your waist before pulling you against his chest like he physically couldn't stand even an inch of distance between you.
"Like this?" he asked quietly.
his brown eyes stayed on yours; warm, amused and so unbearably fond, watching every tiny reaction you tried so hard to hide. "You don't like this?"
you were fighting it with everything you had. avoiding his eyes, trying to keep space between you. trying not to smile. trying to keep your little attitude going for at least another minute. but Ray knew you too well. always had. knew the exact way your breathing changed when he got close, knew how your hands twitched like they wanted to grab him already.
your breath caught slightly when his thumb brushed against your side, and he noticed.
"Ray" you warned.
"What? come here." he said innocently, though the grin threatening his mouth ruined the act entirely.
you tried turning your face away from him again, but he only leaned closer until you could feel his breath fan softly against your cheek.
"still mad at me?"
"yes.”
"Mm." his eyes flicked to your lips for half a second, then back up to your eyes. "you don't sound very convincing."
you opened your mouth to argue, but he stole a quick kiss before you could. just one. fast enough to make you break into the most annoyed little groan afterward.
"Fine, okay" you muttered finally, defeated.
Ray grinned immediately. there it is. he won. whatever this little game between you was, he won it again, every single time.
your hands moved to the tags hanging from his neck, fingers curling around them gently as you tugged him down closer again. Ray let you, his eyes moving slowly across your face while you talked. his expression changed the second he looked at you properly. the tiny crease between your brows when you pretended to be upset, the softness in your eyes that only ever showed for him. he'd spent months trying to remember your face exactly right, scared time would blur it somehow but standing here now, no picture in his head could compare.
"ony because I love you" you murmured quietly.
that softened him immediately. "Really?" he asked, smiling now, warm and boyish and so painfully in love with you it made your chest ache.
you simply answered by kissing him and this time you didn't pull away. his hands settled at your waist while yours stayed in his tags, the cool metal pressed between your fingers, enough proof he was actually here, actually home.
Ray kissed you back like he'd missed breathing you. slow at first, savoring the soft feel of your tongue against his, warm spit making your lips glide perfectly against each other, then deeper when you melted fully into him, your earlier complaints forgotten entirely. his hand tightened at your waist while yours slid into the short hair at the back of his head, your lips started moving diagonally, then to the corner of his lips, then his jawline, down towards his neck where his dog tags rested. he let out a long content sigh and suddenly all those lonely months apart felt very, very far away.
Ray wasted no time and met you in bed, discarding his clothes and your own. the mattress dipped beneath his weight as you settled on top of him, your legs sliding along either side of his hips. his breath fanned softly against your skin, while the fabric of his boxers skimmed the inside of your thighs every time either of you shifted. and there it was again that big, stupid smile. the same one he’d worn the second you opened the front door. his brown eyes were wide and curious like he still couldn’t fully believe you were actually here beneath his hands instead of hundreds of miles away. his dog tags pooled around his neck, the cool metal resting against his chest as he looked up at you.
your thumb dragged slowly along his chin. Ray’s smile softened instantly, while the other hand smoothing over his chest made him exhale quietly, muscles relaxing beneath your touch in a way they hadn’t in months. training had left him constantly tense, always braced for yelling and orders. his hands settled at your waist automatically, thumbs brushing slow circles against your sides.
you fingers found the band of his boxers absentmindedly, toying lightly with the elastic while you sat over him. Ray’s breath hitched at the light contact. even now after months apart, neither of you hesitated. it was strange how the body remembered.
you remembered the feel of him beneath your hands, the shape of his shoulders, the faint scar near his collarbone. and Ray remembered you just as well. the tiny freckles and moles you didn’t even know existed until he pointed them out after the first time he saw you bare. he remembered the places your body reacted when he touched you, the little expressions you made when you were trying to hide how much you wanted him. every inch still familiar despite the time apart.
his hands slid slowly up your sides as you slowly began moving over his bulge, his eyes widened slightly when he realized what you were doing.
“Baby.” he murmured softly, half warning and affection mixing together in his voice. but you couldn’t help it anymore. Ray had been gone too long. phone calls and letters weren’t enough, sleeping alone wasn’t enough, missing him had been a growing ache for months, and now that he was finally here, warm beneath you, smiling up at you like you were everything. you needed him close. you needed to feel him.
without much thought, you started moving slowly against him, a gentle back and forth motion that made Ray suck in a quiet breath through his teeth. his grip on your waist tightened instantly.
“you like that?” he muttered under his breath, smiling slightly despite already knowing the answer to that.
you tried hiding your face in his neck out of embarrassment, but the low laugh that came from his chest told you he noticed anyway. you mentally noted how much you had missed the sound of his laugh pleasantly filling the bedroom.
“Couldn’t stay sweet for long, huh?”
“You left me” you mumbled against his skin.
“It was just a few months.”
“just a few?” you scoffed slightly “it felt like forever.”
that earned another soft laugh from him. his eyes closed shut. “I know.”
Ray tipped his head back against the pillow for a second as you moved over him again, his dog tags shifting against his chest with every breath. his hands never stopped touching you; smoothing along your waist, your thighs, your back, cupping your breasts gently at first, thumbs grazing your nipples, then slowly, giving them a squeeze.
“fuck they’re so soft.” he exhaled breath ragged, toying with them.
his hands settled back on your waist, tightening at your hips, helping guide your movements as he looked back up at you, laughing softly under his breath like he still couldn’t believe this was real.
“I missed you so bad” he groaned softly, helping you shift against him. in one quick motion he tugged his boxers down just enough for his cock to spring free, he exhaled sharply through his nose seeing pre cum already beading at the tip just from you sitting so pretty on him. the movement earned a breathless little sound from you, and Ray immediately looked back up with that same stupid grin threatening at the corners of his mouth.
“There you go” he murmured, voice low and affectionate.
his cock rested warm and hard against your stomach. he’d been gone too long, and you weren’t about to make this easy for him.
his hands slid to your hips as you positioned yourself over him, his cock pressed against his stomach now while you hovered just above it. the sight made both of you glance down for a second, and Ray let out a quiet laugh, confused almost as to why you weren’t guiding his cock to your entrance.
“Seriously?” he murmured, eyes flicking back up to yours. “you going to make me beg too?”
“Maybe” you whispered, unable to hide your smile. you were going to drag this on until you felt he was worthy enough to feel your pussy around him.
his expression softened, somewhere between amusement and desperation. “missed your attitude too.”
you rolled your eyes at that. slowly, carefully, he hooked his thumb into the fabric of your panties and tugged them to the aside just enough for your bare pussy to brush against him. the contact made both of you inhale sharply.
“Fuuck" he mouthed silently, eyes closing shut, his hands tightening on your hips “That’s better.”
you moved fully against him now with his cock rested right below your pussy. you rubbed his cock through your pussy slowly, letting the head glide along your slickness, sliding between your lips without pushing in, but just enough friction to make you suck in a small breath. his cock nudged at your entrance until you pulled back, teasing him again and again.
his cock slid slick against your folds, the head catching on your clit with each forward grind, and you watched as he fought the urge to buck up into you. Ray’s grip tightened at your waist, his head falling back for a second before he looked at you again
“Yeah… cmon” he urged quietly. “Don’t play fair.”
you continued moving against him in slow drags, every roll of your hips pulled another strained breath from Ray, the mess built quickly, precum dribbling down his tip and onto his stomach. you pressed his cock deeper between your lips, not inside but nestling against your entrance, teasing the barest hint of what he couldn't have. each bead of precum mixing with your own wetness, making a wet, squelching sound with each grind forward.
Ray's hand landed on your ass, a firm smack, followed by his fingers digging into the soft flesh. “Look at us” he whispered, and you obeyed, gaze dropping to where your bodies joined. the contrast of his flushed cock against your bare pussy, your panties pushed aside, the wet string of arousal connecting you was perfect. you laughed breathlessly, and the motion made you rock harder, his cock sliding up to press against your clit again. a jolt of pleasure shot through you, and you let your head fall back. his hands slid up your sides, thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts.
your pace quickened without meaning to, chasing the warmth building between you both. Ray’s hands slid up your body, settling at your chest while his eyes stayed on you moving over him, he couldn’t look away even if he tried.
the room filled with uneven breathing, your thighs started to ache from the movement, but you barely noticed,
“you feel so good like this.” he breathed, hands finding your waist but not daring to guide he knew better. his thumbs traced circles on your hipbones instead. you rewarded him with a slower grind, circling your hips so the ridge of his cock ran along your clit in a lazy figure eight. his fingers tightened on your waist. the sight of his tip disappearing beneath your folds, then reappearing shiny and wet made his hips twitch up ever so slightly.
your palms pressed harder against his chest as the feeling finally grew overwhelming and warm. a broken moan slipped from your lips as your head tipped back, completely lost in it for a moment.
Ray let out a low groan at the sight, one hand sliding to your hip while the other gave your thigh a light, approving squeeze. “There she is” he whispered, smiling like he’d been waiting forever to see you like this again.
your pace grew faster, more desperate now, every drag of your hips pulling shaky breaths from both of you. Ray’s head fell back against the plush pillow for a second
“… just like that” he breathed, voice strained.
you squirmed ontop of him, your hips twitching involuntarily as your body tried to keep that sweet overwhelming sensation. every brush of his cock against your slick folds, every graze of your swollen clit against his pelvis, made you shudder. but to Ray, it was fucking adorable. he smirked down at you, his hands gripping your waist hard enough to keep you steady while you chased the feeling building tighter and tighter inside you.
"Hey, stay still for me" he hissed through gritted teeth. “going to make me cum just from this”
your palms pressed hard into his chest, fucking yourself harder and needier. Ray watched you completely fucked beneath you, eyes heavy, lips parted every soft sound from you pulling him closer to the edge too.
your head tipped back with one last broken moan as the pleasure finally snapped, warmth rushing through you all at once.
Ray groaned loudly, as your release triggered his own.
“Wait- Ray, don’t—” you gasped, but the words came too late.
Ray’s body tensed as your pussy rocked forward over his cock one last time "baby fuck" he gasped, thick ropes of cum leaked from the slit, splattering across his stomach and your inner thighs.. and onto your panties.
your hips stuttered against him, still grinding, but sloppier now, riding out the pulses that gripped your pussy with nothing but his cock sliding between your folds. you rolled your hips once more, deliberately dragging your clit along the entire length of him.
Ray groaned softly underneath you, the sound half pleasure, half disbelief. his palms stayed over your waist, urging you to keep grinding slowly now, squeezing out the last spurts of cum that dribbled down his cock.
he laughed breathlessly afterward, one hand dragging over his face as he tried to catch his breath.
“Fuck… that was way too quick” he admitted between pants, clearly embarrassed despite the grin tugging at his mouth. “wasn’t even inside you.”
you collapsed forward, forehead pressing against his, your breath uneven and shared. his cock was still trapped between you, slick with your release, twitching against his stomach. you finally looked down at the mess between you both and let out a dramatic groan of your own.
"Shit, look at all that cum…” he groaned.
“Ray!” you whined, smacking his chest lightly, “this was my favorite pair.”
he glanced down, your panties were coated with his cum now soaked into the fabric, glistening where it had landed. then looked back up at you, still trying not to laugh.
“They’re my favorite too” he shot back immediately.
your jaw dropped in offense while he finally broke into a tired grin, clearly amused that even after all that, you still had enough energy left to argue with him.
“I’m sorry” he breathed out, still catching himself between uneven breaths. his hands slid carefully along your thighs, thumbs brushing soothing circles against your skin. “Just… let me feel you. Just the tip”
you stayed where you were for a moment, trembling slightly from the aftershocks still rolling through you. the warmth between your bodies hadn’t faded at all, and Ray looked up at you like he was hanging onto every tiny movement you made.
with your thighs aching, your pussy still fluttering against the underside of his shaft. slowly you lifted your hips just enough to align the head of his cock with your entrance, not pushing down, just letting it rest there, the head nestled at your opening, you could feel the slight, burning pressure of him right there. enough to tease him with the possibility of fucking you properly.
“I’m sorry for leaving. I shouldn’t have.” Ray said letting out a shaky breath, dragging a hand over his face. “Fuck, I’m sorry” he repeated.
“No, you’re not” you murmured, your thumb brushing lightly across his lower lip. maybe that was cruel.
but Ray’s eyes softened. he turned his head just enough to press a kiss against your thumb, his gaze half lidded as it lifted back to yours.
“I swear baby” he said quietly. “I am.”
the sincerity in his voice almost made you cave immediately. almost.
but instead, you tilted your head slightly, curious to see how much more you could drag this on for. you rolled your hips forward again, dragging him away from where he wanted to be and back into letting his cock slide up, past your entrance, back against your clit.
Ray let out a helpless sound somewhere between a groan and a laugh, his forehead falling briefly to the side.
“you keep playin’ like this.. and I’ll be begging” he muttered almost pleading this time, though the smile in his voice gave him away instantly and maybe that was what you wanted.
𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 ᴗ͈ . ᴗ͈
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