The Inner Eye Does Not See Upon Command

                               ❝   you won’t even know I’m here                                              you won’t suspect a thing                                         you won’t see me in the mirror                                             but i crept into your heart                                         you can’t make me disappear                                                     til I make you … ❞

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“And when you are feeling down what makes it better? Friends, maybe family? Imagine being upset and someone you care about needing you… That is another reason to stay happy. To look on the bright side, at least in my case. I feel for those I care about. I feel their pain, sorrow, and glee all quite literally as they approach me. If I cannot keep my own emotions light and happy then I would drown under the weight of those I care for as all.. It is just something I have been able to do since I was little and I learned to be happy to balance it out, but I am not always happy. I just hide when I am not..”

      “I always want to be happy..” she starts softly, moving a hand to cup Sybill’s cheek her thumb gently stroking it as she shifts Sybill’s head so that she would look at her, “Happiness is all I want, but sometimes it is tiring and I break. And it’s not because I don’t want to be happy in that moment, because I would want  n o t h i n g  more, but it is because I am exhausted and overwhelmed. Everyone has those moments, even me..” she speaks so soft and sweet.

Her voice broke again as she felt a mix of sadness and anger course through her. "I'm not. And I'm not sure I know exactly why."

                                             ‟And I would very much like to leave                                              you here- but unfortunately we are                                              expected to sign the papers in less than                                              2 hours, so I am afraid we have certain                                              things to discuss.„

"W-what do you want to discuss?" she asked, refusing to raise her head and meet his intense glare.

“Amaria! It’s so wonderful to see you! Come in!” Opening the door wider, she moved to the side to let the woman in.

“Hello Professor!” She spoke embracing the woman briefly before wandering into her classroom and falling into her favourite chair. “How have you been?”

“Well, I suppose you can call me Sybill now, dear,” she said with a laugh. Sitting down across from Amaria, she continued. “I’ve been fine. Same as always. How about you?”

“I’ve been well, Mungos is keeping me busy now and I’m still working the odd shift at the three broomsticks.” She commented contently, Amaria was happy now in her life.

Sybill couldn’t help the pride she felt for Amaria. She had always been an excellent student and determined to succeed. No longer did she appear to be the young girl mourning the loss of her father. It was both strange and heartwarming to see a rare light shining in the girl’s eyes.

Despite dropping Sybil’s class after OWLs she still maintained a good relationship with her of teacher.

Standing to make some tea, she asked, “How about life outside of work? I can hardly find anything to do with myself when I don’t have class.”

Bringing two cups of tea over to the table, she settled back into her seat. "So, I take it this is a rare time off for you if work keeps you so busy."

Minerva was a lady who enjoyed her space, looking around the quarters it was far too cramped for her liking but she could see how it could become very homely. “Do you have more belongings coming?” She wasn’t trying to intrude it just seemed rather a little amount she had with her.

“Hmm? Oh, no, this is all,” she said, patting her suitcase gently.

“Professor?” she said, rapping a knuckle against the door frame of Minerva’s office. “Could I speak to you about something?”

Pausing to gather her thoughts, she then said, “I hardly feel like an adult at times. How am I supposed to teach, to be an authority figure to children?”

She stiffened a bit when Minerva said "family." She hadn't considered herself to have anything similar to family in ten years. "T-thank you," she said, her voice catching in her throat.

Luna wiped the tears from her eyes. “I just found out that Professor Hagrid’s Hippogriff is going to be…” she couldn’t even bring herself to say the words. She might have hated the Malfoy boy (though she’d never met him) in that moment.

"There, there, dear. It isn't right what is to happen to the poor creature, but everything will be alright."

‘  getting the fuck over things is the best!  ’ ‘  i love the concept. never tried it, but it’s a hell of a concept!  ’ ‘  you know that feeling you get when you’ve just showered and you crawl into a soft bed with clean sheets and you just feel safe and calm? that’s how i want my heart to feel.  ’ ‘  when dogs say boof instead of barking. reblog if u agree  ’ ‘  where does a mansplainer get his water? from a well, actually.  ’ ‘  do girls really mature faster? or do we just excuse boys’ immaturity longer?  ’ ‘  if i had to pin point my biggest flaw, it would probably be me.  ’ ‘  will anyone ever fall in love with my boring ass???  ’ ‘  date a girl who keeps a post-it note over her webcam bc the government is watching her.  ’ ‘  the difference between 4 a.m. and 5 a.m. is late as fuck and early as hell.  ’ ‘  does anyone else get language cravings? like you’re doing the dishes and suddenly feel an irresistible urge to learn a little danish.   ’ ‘  kinda want a relationship. kinda don’t ever want to give someone the power to hurt me.  ’ ‘  fuck boys, I only trust rice.  ’ ‘  whoever i end up marrying is going to be lucky af cause i got so much love to give.  ’ ‘  luke skywalker is relatable because he did a couple days of exercise and was like “actually i’d rather go die in a war.”  ’ ‘  mood: saying “mood” to everything.  ’ ‘  i’m really bad at conversations. sorry if i’ve ever talked to you  ’ ‘  share a coke with the indescribable, omnipresent feeling of dread in the pit of your stomach.  ’ ‘  the struggle between me wanting to be successful and me wanting to lay in bed 24/7.  ’ ‘  i’m at the “we’ll see” stage in my life. with everything and everyone. we will see.  ’ ‘  while extroverts get their energy by being around other people, i (an introvert), get energy from being hit by a train. more or less.    ’ ‘  a cup of hot tea really heals ur soul this is true science.  ’ ‘  i’m going to cry i’m so lonely now and all i have is this fucking cup of leaf water.  ’ ‘  why do superheroes care so much about their cities? its always “i have to protect this city” or “people of this city will die” like chill, i mean shit i don’t even know who my mayor is.  ’ ‘  when i say “the other day” it can be anytime between yesterday and my birth.  ’ ‘  YOU KNOW WHAT’S EXTREMELY TOXIC? JEALOUSY, turning saints into the sea. swimming through sick lullabies. choking on your alibis, but it’s just the price i pay  ’ ‘  two years i ago i was a fucking mess and now i’m a fucking mess, but at peace with it and i’ve found a bunch of great music.  ’ ‘  move, greg. i have depression and i want the pasta. it’s an emergency.  ’ ‘  life problems i anticipated as a child: quicksand, ghosts. life problems i did NOT anticipate as a child: the crushing sense of failure associated with botched social interactions.  ’ ‘  i get so excited when i can’t remember the name of someone i knew in high school it’s like i’m one step closer to being fully cleansed.  ’ ‘  what do u mean i don’t have a social life??? i just went grocery shopping with my mom.  ’ ‘  i’m a laid back person with a ton of anxiety.  ’ ‘  i can’t hear you over how much i hate my town.  ’ ‘  i accidentally vented to them so now i can never speak to them again.  ’ ‘  oh sweet, sweet sounds of 80s synthesizers, alleviate me.  ’ ‘  “i’m trying my best!!” i say as if my best didn’t pack up and leave me in 2012 without any warning.  ’ ‘  we all went through something when they played hallelujah in shrek.  ’ ‘  imagine getting a mental notification for every single time someone thought about you… it’d still be dry like my phone.  ’ ‘  it’s funny because even online i find it hard to be social and make friends.  ’ ‘  bamf: bad at making friends.  ’ ‘  i hate when someone turns my music down in the car to speak… u think your convo is more important than this absolute banger??? get out!!  ’ ‘  (to the tune of the final countdown): it’s a mental breakdown!  ’ ‘  rip doesn’t even mean rest in peace anymore, it’s just rip.  ’ ‘  if you wanna be my friend you gotta put up with me disappearing for weeks at a time and my inability to make emotional connections so be prepared.  ’ ‘  “it’s uncool to tie your jacket around your waist” is straight propaganda and they might have to carry theirs around but we don’t.  ’ ‘  why do tv shows get canceled like finish what u fucking started.  ’ ‘  the number of messages i’ve failed to answer across all my devices and media platforms will be weighed against my soul on judgment day, and i will be cast into hell.  ’ ‘  i’m really boring if i’m not comfortable with you.  ’ ‘  do you fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone??  ’ ‘  just cus i cant live off pasta doesnt mean i wont live off pasta.  ’ ‘  i need a small loan of $1,000,000.  ’ ‘  i’m not the same person i was 2 minutes ago.  ’ ‘  where can i find this friendzone i need some friends.  ’ ‘  i have an idealized version of myself in my mind and she’s really pissed off at my life choices.  ’ ‘  i like staying up at unhumanly hours but i also like getting 12 hours of sleep do u see my problem?  ’ ‘  i hate how when ppl get in an argument they start using big ass words, like how u go from a meme loving fuck to an english professor in 2 seconds.  ’ ‘  when someone calls u their best friend out loud > romantic love.  ’ ‘  sometimes u just have to say ‘tragic’ and move on.  ’ ‘  if u can afford to spend 12k on a festival to see blink 182 u can afford to die there.  ’ ‘  i feel like i’m in the sims where it takes 5 hours to make pasta and then u have to immediately go to bed.  ’ ‘  my kink is having absolutely no one from high school know anything about me or what I’m doin now lmao  ’ ‘  dont ignore me ?? i despise being ignored ?? i mean im ignoring like 8 ppl right now but still ???  ’ ‘  people who suggest getting breakfast together as a hangout plan are the kind of people you want to hang onto.  ’ ‘  my specialty: the accidental 12-hour nap in broad daylight.  ’ ‘  i think what’s wrong with me is that i don’t live secluded in a hut in the woods. i don’t bang enough rocks against enough things. i just haven’t forged any swords.  ’ ‘  whoever invents headphones that are comfortable to sleep in will get so rich.  ’ ‘  i’m an angry person and i want to let it out and be an asshole but i’m also a nice person and i don’t want to actually hurt anyone’s feelings. do u feel me??  ’ ‘  your smile makes any day a thousand times better.  ’ ‘  hey hmu if u wanna fall in love with me.  ’ ‘  90′s babies… we getting old.  ’ ‘  stay safe because I like being alive at the same time as you.  ’ ‘  i love my solitude but i was meant to be a lover.  ’ ‘  i’m literally tired of myself.  ’ ‘  i really do mean all those things i say to you. i hope you know this.  ’ ‘   there’s something so nice about friends who tell you they love you. ’ ‘  i love the moon!!!! she follows me everywhere to make sure i’m safe.  ’ ‘  brah fuck it i’m just die.  ’ ‘  i won’t hesitate (to love you unconditionally) bitch.  ’ ‘  i’m kiss deprived.  ’ ‘  i just want someone to kiss my neck, cuddle me, and play with my hair.  ’ ‘  me, two days into spring: do you remember the good old days when all the bugs were in hell where they belong?  ’ ‘  je suis,…. how do u say it……….. ready 2 die.  ’ ‘  not putting a case on your iphone is like not putting a baby in a car seat.  ’ ‘  if i want you, never worry about who wants me.  ’ ‘  calling me baby makes me so freakin weak.  ’ ‘  i’m a solid 2/10 but i’m kinky and loyal so hmu.  ’ ‘  watching documentaries and making out on the couch is my kind of date.  ’ ‘  space pisses me OFF the sun is TOO large and black holes are TOO mysterious and aliens are TOO sneaky.  ’ ‘  date someone who makes it feel like there’s a sunset in your chest every time you look at them.  ’ ‘  push me onto the bed and climb on top of me.  ’ ‘  hearing “i love you” from the right person feels like a big warm hug.  ’ ‘  all the love songs are becoming about you now.  ’ ‘  the rumors are true: i’m soft and i just want to be loved.  ’ ‘  avatar: the last airbender (2005-2008) would never have let me down like this.  ’ ‘  first of all i love tiddies so jot that down.  ’ ‘  fr tho, communication is so important to me. tell me what u want from me, tell me how i make u feel, be real with me, be real with ur soul.  ’ ‘  i really need to be fucked by something other than life.  ’ ‘  you are good and kind and the sun shines differently on you.  ’ ‘  goin home to be ugly in peace is one of my fav things to do.  ’

Zygomancy: by weights

Gellert replied: “In my school days only one person. He helped me a lot with getting a hold on my ability. Sadly I do not know what he does nowadays, leave alone where he is. But I bet he’d pop up randomly when you need him the most. I am not kidding. This man appears whenever he is needed.”

Quelling her child-like excitement, she said, "I'm sorry. I'm sure that has nothing to do with what you want to talk about right now."

“Where was your mind a moment ago?”

It was nothing important, after all. What good would it do to burden him with her feelings?

“If you were thinking, then it was not nothing.” he reasoned. “But if you would rather keep to yourself it is perfectly understandable, of course.”

"Just a vision. And as far as most are concerned here, that is nothing," she said, her voice sounding more tired and distant.

“It could be true-…you are the specialist here, after all.“ she laughed, taking her first sip of the tea. “What would be your favorite then? We should try that, for a change.“

Skimming through the contents, she opened the book to page containing images that labeled and explained the various lines of the palm.

“I’m sorry, Professor.” And she truly meant that. They had different opinions, but being rude was no solution.

Settling herself back into her work, she merely shook her head. "But no matter, my dear. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors."

❝However- I expect thing to be uncomfortable for quite some time to come, and if you do ever find yourself tempted to lash out again, I suggest you are ready to accept the consequences of such actions as well.❞ A threat, and nothing less. 

"Now, if you don't have anything helpful to say about this situation, then you can see yourself out. I have better things to do with my time than listen to your complaints."

“And when you are feeling down what makes it better? Friends, maybe family? Imagine being upset and someone you care about needing you… That is another reason to stay happy. To look on the bright side, at least in my case. I feel for those I care about. I feel their pain, sorrow, and glee all quite literally as they approach me. If I cannot keep my own emotions light and happy then I would drown under the weight of those I care for as all.. It is just something I have been able to do since I was little and I learned to be happy to balance it out, but I am not always happy. I just hide when I am not..”

      Slender arms wrap tightly around the other witch as a hand began to play with her hair, “I’m not going anywhere..” Pandora promises in a gentle whisper, “Not ever my love..”

"Does it ever tire you? Staying happy for so long even when you don't want to be?"