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Dear, MNA

The morning when we had to part ways was the moment my heart felt heavy as our time together was cut too short. On our way to the station, I had hoped for every traffic light we passed to turn red.

Truthfully, I cried in my hotel room after I said goodbye to you. Every tear that fell made me realize how deep I was in love with you, and how I’d never felt this way for anyone before.

The thing is, what made me cry wasn’t the length of our time together, but it was the fact that our situations forbid us from being together. Sometimes I question whether the problem was really the distance. I hope it is. I don’t blame you for not wanting to try when I asked, because you told me before about what happened in the past, and I understand that.

I will wait until you’re healed and I’ll even be there when you’re healing. I will always be there– whenever you need me and whenever you don’t

I want us to keep in touch with phone calls (though I prefer VC because I’d like to see your face) because we both know you’re not good at texting. I would love to hear all your stories, what’s going on with you– I just love talking to you, and I don’t want that to ever stop.

Please don’t be with someone else who doesn’t truly love you because I don’t want you to not get something you deserve. Even if I wanted to be that person you love.

Remember me as someone who tries his best to make you happy and in the future, if by any chance you find yourself in the position to fall in love again… fall in love with me, because I want you. that’s all.

I will always be here for you and keep all my promises. take care

yours truly,