Rewatching The Piano Teacher tonight and making a bad decision knowingly. This is 26.

Adolescence is always painful and awkward but I fear the nonchalance epidemic has poisoned the heart of the youth…

This job application just asked if I’m bisexual….. y’all better be scouting for a personality hire or smthin what is this

Had a sensual dream about my month long situationship from last summer. I cherish the memories of us going to the gas station in his truck to pick out new beers to try and watching movies together. He was kinda my boyfie in a very lowkey way and we were both happy w that bc we were both moving out at the same time. Was so beautiful and strange, the whole thing, but the last time I saw him he was kind of cold about parting ways which disappointed me. We’d really kinda become friends and we haven’t talked since. Think he blocked me on letterboxed lmaooo. Part of me wants to reach out and be like babe, that’s just so us!

Yknow that weird sadness you get before everything’s about to change? It’s not even bc I’m going to miss where I am, I’m ready for change but I’m still getting my dose of (sadness you must feel bc of the great shift) and I don’t really wanna feel it but I’ve been around long enough to know it must take its course.

Going to Albania for a week to experience Eastern Europe and see bestie but then I want to spend another week in a new place and idk whether to opt for more eastern eu (Belgrade, Budapest, maybe even Tbilisi) or if I want to head back west and go somewhere in South America for the first time? Also keep thinking about Mexico City. I’ve only been to Guadalajara……. Earth so big someone weigh in. I’m a 5’2 woman trying to swallow the universe