A collab type thing with the lovely Wren in which we squee over Samcest. We were talking about the deep emotional fuckery that would go down with this brand of Samcest, what with how scared Sam is of being unclean or corrupted and this is what happened. 

Summary: Being told that his future self goes dark fucks with Sam’s head, especially while Boy King Sam is reaching down the back of his pants. 

Warnings: non-con type things, emotionally fucked up goodness. Sam is around 14.

Having sex with children is not okay. Reading about it, however, is just fine. 

Any mistakes are my own. Wren is perfection. 

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The Boy King whispers against Sammy’s neck as he pulls little Sam’s pants down to show off his perky butt and Sam’s thighs are trembling so hard and finally he’s not struggling so much as he is begging “P-please be gentle, I’ve never had anything in there b-before—”

Chuckling darkly and feeling little Sammy up, the Boy King squeezing his round little butt while Sam flinches in fear.  ”Gentle?  Oh no, I don’t think so.  I want you to squirm under me.”

Little Sammy chokes off a cry of alarm as Boy King Sam takes him by his hair and manhandles him into a more pleasing position, ass in the air. He expects to feel the King of Hell’s cock pressing against his ass, forcing it open and this time he can’t hold back a moan when there’s a hot tongue wriggling between his cheeks instead.

Boy King Sam hears that moan. Spreading Sammy’s little cheeks wide and whispering hotly against his hole between licks.

“Sammy Sammy, look at you.  You’re enjoying this.  The King of Hell is about to fuck your virgin ass, and you’re all ready to spread your legs and offer it up, aren’t you?”

“N-no, I’m not — please — ”

“Looks like I won’t have to corrupt you.  You’re already a needy slut for anything dark. Can’t wait to get a demon between your pretty legs.”

“That’s n-not true, no-” But the rest of Sam’s response dies in his throat when the King of Hell chooses that moment to probe at his hole with a slick finger and Sam wonders if it’s spit or something else. 

“No? Well let’s test that, hmm?” 

Sam’s about to ask what he means by that when his future self presses and the finger slips inside. “Oh shit.” It’s so tight he gasps and tries to escape the sensation, but there’s nowhere to go. 

"Hmm, naughty boy. Think you were lying before, Sammy. Your ass is opening up so nicely for me,” the King of Hell growls as he thrusts in harder and Sammy’s asshole clenches around his finger. “Just wait, gonna get my dick in there soon. And that’s a lot bigger than my finger.” 

Sam shivers and starts to resist again. “Can’t you l-let me go? I’ll be g-good I p-promise, do whatever else you want, p-please don’t hurt me-“ 

Boy King Sam hits his ass hard which makes him yelp. “Don’t ask stupid questions. You know, I might just have to keep you as my own personal little fuck toy.”

i particularly like the idea of season 9 sam, in the middle of the gadreel possession, meeting soulless sam.*

s9 sam is tired, he's exhausted, he's in denial. he knows there's something wrong but he desperately doesn't want there to be. he knows he's being naive. he knows there's something wrong. but he'd rather not investigate it (and it's not like gadreel would let him).

soulless sam doesn't put up with bullshit. he sees right through it. he cuts s9 sam no slack. he's not necessarily mean. he's just better than the average person and he knows it and isn't afraid to say it. it's himself, but he doesn't particularly feel any special affection for s9 sam. he kind of sneers at him for putting up with dean's blatant lies. i kind of see it going something like: soulless sam calls s9 sam's denial out, s9 sam argues back half-heartedly, soulless sam is disgusted, s9 sam admits he's tired of distrusting dean and tired of feeling terrible and he just hopes he is finally turning the corner. soulless sam rolls his eyes. s9 sam says he just wants to feel good for once. soulless sam - i could make you feel good. it takes s9 sam a bit but he's like. oh you don't mean that. that's crazy. soulless sam - is it really? they bicker back and forth a bit. soulless sam crowds s9 sam's space. i think s9 sam doesn't want to be fully submissive but soulless sam holds most of the power. s9 sam is fully into it and it's passionate, it's rough, it might be a little kinky, it's a little angry, because it's covering up sorrow and betrayal. soulless sam smacks some sense into s9 sam, some tough love empowerment. it ends up being soulless sam power bottom, a little bratty, goading s9 sam into taking everything he wants.

and young sam seething about how he turned out. About how he got dragged back into the life he tried so so hard to escape all while older sam just sits there because it may not have been the life he wanted but its what he's got and at least he's still alive

AND THE DADDY ISSUES

because 18 year old sam just left everything he's ever know and was told to never come back and now this calm mature older man (whos so much like his dad but not at all at the same time) is paying attention to him and it makes something click in his messed up brain

and late season sam would throw his younger self onto some ratty bed in a cheap motel room and ride him until his legs give out and the version of himself under him has tears running down his cheeks.

bitey, check, food motivated, check, will come at you if you come near the nest (sam) check.

What even is the point of being the little brother if Sam can't tease and mock and poke and use his puppy eyes and soft little brother voice to get his big brother to do whatever he fucking wants?

Whether that's getting Dean to take care of himself better, calm the fuck down from a panic attack, get him to manhandle and fuck Sam until all the thoughts leak from his ears, or even get Dean to let him fuck him so hard in the ass he tastes his little brother dick on his drooling tongue. Or maybe Sam just uses his wiles to softly say "please" and pull Dean down into bed to cuddle soft and small into the curve of his neck so Sam can finally sleep without some nightmares for once.