munen musô

I always thought of not belonging to this world but it became a belief for everything is changing so fast and I can't follow the clock. or the calendar. it's already may and I'm still feeling the birthday blues (it was on february). I just woke up, blinked and it's 3pm already. time turns out to be an entity I have no access to and another of the Worldly Things I'm not allowed to understand anymore

I don't know if I'm going crazy or just perceiving the world so much that I became too rational. not more intelligent, but aware. my soul left my body and I'm looking at everything from up there not because I'm better than anyone, that concept doesn't even feel real anymore.

I just don't belong.

things are calmer up here. your soul have a funny shape when you have a chance of taking a glance at it

it doesn't make you laugh

it's time to stop looking down

you're not supposed to have eyes anymore