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Ameen 🤲🏼

"the time will pass anyways" has truly rocked me to my core since reading it and changed my life.

and you'd spend the entire winter thinking the sun will never come out again, that this gloominess is forever but then! oh then it does shine again! and oh what a joy it is !!!!! ! what a joy

Let's talk about the love that I feel when I listen to old bollywood songs describing the purity of love, the love that we can see in their eyes, the love that they share in holding hands gently, the love that is there in the secret glances, the love that is there in sharing earphones, the love that is there in slipping the handwritten love letters in the book that you borrowed, the love that is reading books in the library, the love that is in pressing the flowers that someone gave you in your favourite book, the live where you watch the sunsets and moon in slience together, the love which was pure, the love which was above all. And today when I look at what this generation has made out of love just scares me to think that will we ever be able enough to share love like this ?

I seriously dislike that we as girls have been conditioned to seek relationships, and feel so fucking bad when things don’t work out. I wish we could adopt the boy’s approach of just living in the moment more often. I don’t think it’s anyone’s fault if someone thinks this way, like we were practically raised on romance and true love and shit like that. But the older you grow, and the more disappointed you are by people, the more psychic damage this thinking inflicts

It’s not lost on me that we use people as objects of desire we fulfill our romantic fantasies through. I feel like it’s why girls start playing mind games and get so anxious when a guy fades out or ghosts. We lose touch with the person we once liked. They just become a vessel to envision the outcome of a relationship through. And idk I think that’s so unhealthy

Anyway if you’re like. Hyperfixating on a crush to an unhealthy degree. And you want him/her/whatever to so badly just like you back and do more and whatever. Just pause for a sec and ask yourself if this person has become nothing more than an object to project through. Are you truly interested in building a connection with them, or do you do everything with the goal in mind to start a relationship? Or to start something romantic, period? That’s not healthy and it’s not fair for the other person. Bc they’re a person, not a means to an end. If you truly liked someone on a deep level, you’d recognize that you can’t control them like that. And you’d just let things flow bc in the end if everyone’s happy and healthy nothing else should matter

falling in love makes me want to eat

& actually its romantic and intimate to have someone in ur life who wants u to eat, who reminds u to eat, who treats u to snacks bc they want u to be happy and full way more than they would ever care about u keeping thin, i think wanting someone to take care of themselves and eat without shame or fear for their appearance is like the worlds closest thing to unconditional love

doctor said i need to be kissed hard. for an hour

How much I want to reach for you, but yet I cannot do so. So I pray, your name escaping my lips effortlessly and I ask my lord; “make him wait for me, make him wait for Me if he’s the one written for me”