mosseater

take shower

JORK MY SHIT

eat handful of peanut butter pretzels

watch moistcritical

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give me a million ways to self soothe

i choose you

all i do is ache

not that i feel much

i feel enough

proud of the marks i left on you

anyone who knows the feeling knows

the never ending pit in your stomach

that i threw up into

god, who fucking cares

i could never love you

i have never loved anyone

more than i love the look you give

the hate you feel

the fear in your eyes.

i can wrap myself around you

but i’ll pierce through you instead

i could get you off

but it’s not enough

i will drain your soul

for which i have no use

i will die without you

and i intend to

when i jump

i’ll jump through you

i know it’s foggy in the morning

but i hope you see me

and call me back to you

as i writhe on the ground

begging it to end

begging myself to grow again

i cut my nails because i kept digging them into you

i kick you while you sleep so i know how you feel

i say i’m sorry and i mean it

follow your gaze and break it,

to break it.

to test something

to see nothing

open my mind to be disappointed

life is beautiful legit kicking my feet and giggling