(ᵕ—ᴗ—) @appetiteofapplpleaser - Tumblr Blog

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✉︎ mostly a vent blog, block and move on <3

✉︎ june | he/they

✉︎ '07

✉︎ catalogue of my mental illness

✉︎ trigger warnings for mentions of s/h, ed etc, the full package, no i am not okay, no im not glorifying or encouraging anything BYE

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#this is a sideblog btw #yanblr #jirai danshi #bpd blog #bpd safe #jiraiblr #v anxious to interact with this side of tumblr but ive been lurking for very long-#bpdblr #4n4blr #not pro but we know how it is.

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pov u just admitted to a person a very fucked up intrusive thought you have and theyre typing for a bit too long :3

appetiteofapplpleaser

she is. taking a really long time to respond.

#bnbhajjdbjs im going to ghost everyone change my entire online identity hahahaha #ohhh my god why do i keep on doing this to myself

pov u just admitted to a person a very fucked up intrusive thought you have and theyre typing for a bit too long :3

#:3 #we stay. fucking silly. its ok i mean sURELY SHE WILL NOT JUDGE ME.

haven't been ed rambling here in a while but i think a big part of my relationship with food is that i was forced to eat everything on my plate.

#unfuckingbelievable how much of a universal experience it is among overweight folks #'you have no self control' idk because my parents forced me to overeat as a child bye

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseeeee

#IM SENDING YOU HEART EMOJIS OCME ON

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being staunchly against ai but at the same time having a lowk crush on a person that likes fucking around with gen ai models so here I am

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this is about [redacted] btw

being staunchly against ai but at the same time having a lowk crush on a person that likes fucking around with gen ai models so here I am

#have I mentioned it's a person Ive never even met irl

aaaaaaaaaaaaa HEAD IN FUCKING HANDS KILL ME I AM NEVER GETTING OVER THIS.

#giving like. 80% chance that i will text her at 3am apologizing #because im ufcking stupid apparently

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i keep on just fucking it up over and over again and oh my fucking god can someone bring the fucking firing squad out

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yeah i should be fucking shot actually

i keep on just fucking it up over and over again and oh my fucking god can someone bring the fucking firing squad out

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i am so fucking bad at talking to [redacted] that its not even funny oh my fucking god.

#a new person to go insane about for few weeks until i decide that i am not normal #we will call them [redacted] for the sake of names #yes #i doubt they even know about this blog #hopefully.

recovery from any mental illness is such a weird experience bc i get insanely attached to music so when i hear something that i listened to during my ana days im getting just frozen in spot.

#'he stayed skinny to feel pretty / can't say that it worked but it got to my head'#like yeah damn i did. i did do that.#bonus points if spotify does me an emotional whiplash and plays me sth i listened to in the early recovery.#'zielone winstony' my beloved

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checking my notifs every 2 seconds because

#*gets shot*

appetiteofapplpleaser

touch starved, attention starved, affection starved, starved in general

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some things never change huh

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this type of mood istg

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fucking stupid latvian man and his platonic flirting UGH

#kyskyskyskyskys #I got it bad and i haven't even seen him in person PLEASE GOD #it's just a crush and i know it's just a crush and it has No Way of happening ever because he's straight and older than me #i need someone to fucking lobotomize me out of this oh my fucking GOD UGHHH

I wish I wasn't such an emotional burden to my mom.

#each time I hear her say 'im sorry i can't help you' i have to hold back from crying harder #i wish she didn't have to worry. that ill die. that ill struggle in life. that ill never be happy.#i wish she didn't have to deal with the burden of having a depressed child.

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