my story is infinite

I don't really know how else to say this, but I've been feeling lousy for the past few days and can't seem to shake it. I don't even know how to elaborate.

I remember singing along to this as a teenager. I think they released a more recent (but not too recent, of course) version of this, but this one is my favorite.

My weekly* cry.

Tell me why it's 1:00 am, and I'm wide awake, unable to sleep.

I'm open to ideas for additional information I could collect. I was considering recording my dominant emotion for each day OR a ranking of how the day went, overall. I don't want to make the data collection too complicated or else I'll give up by July. I've never committed to a yearlong project (outside of Duolingo, but I have an aggressive owl keeping me in line).

I hate how thin the walls are in these old houses.