Lluvia de Estrellas☄️

The attempt at the popular bunny suit is not what drove me to draw Cameo in this outfit, but the gloves and long platform heels were 😭✨ I've been a bit obsessed with drawing them this week and Cameo just happened to be around 🏃🏻❤️

I let down his hair but left his scrunchie on his wrist heh 🎉 also I found a big bag of stickers and paper, so I tried a bit of collage 🌆

Espero poder hacer más fanart de los demás integrantes, fue muy divertido celebrar mi cumpleaños con mis amigos mientras los escuchábamos tocar ‼️

A Venus la vi tocar por primera vez en un festival de pride en mi prepa, le regalé un dibujo y está vez también le prometí uno jj 🎉

Increíble energía de parte de todos, pero el cantante en especial por integrar al público 😭✨

Since this is a vlog, I'll be honest, I'm going through grief. A friend from my old group passed away of a brain hemorrhage last year. That alone is hard and I find myself slipping into some pretty bad anxiety attacks at night. The part that pisses me off and didn't let me move on was my old friend group.

Only one person communicated with me to let me know what happened, they created a group to organize our arrival to the funeral but ignored me when I asked for directions and when I arrived and attempted to come close and share our loss. They were supposed to share the pictures of them in the beach supposedly remembering our deceased friend, but didn't talk about it and moved on to another app (and I can't help but feel that it's because they didn't want to share them with me). It disturbed me how the group's picture was a picture of my friend, and the name was cutesy emojis. They took a plushie representing them to graduation, saying she graduated too... No, she didn't, she's dead, were you guys not aware?

The final straw was the same ex friend who communicated with me and asked me to participate in a memorial video with pictures, phrases or whatever else I had for our friend who passed away. I'm sorry, no, I don't have any pictures of when we all used to be friends because you all decided to protect the pedophile in our group and cast me away for casting HIM out. I deleted everything, and I regret it, but I know I made a decision that was right for me at that time.

I can't and I don't want to live in the same fantasy world these people create where their friend lives on through aesthetically pleasing videos, posts, art posts, video projects. "How do I make my friend's death aesthetic content for my film career?" Hey, how about you don't.

I'm sorry, pollito, I really tried and had high hopes that we all matured, and could be friends again, but I realized that's not the case. I blocked them all, again, there is no way I could move on with this kind of bullshit dragging me down. I know you're resting peacefully, and I will think of you with every ladybug that I come across. Thank you for waiting a week to appear in front of me as a ladybug, the same day I got the news, that was actually quite awesome of you, you're a super strong ghost, hah. I cry every day I remember you're not alive anymore, please be waiting for me once I'm gone too.

Blocking them was kind of a last resource for me, I couldn't find a way to reach out to any of them without seeming "desperate for old times", especially after how I was treated in person at the funeral. Like my grief didn't matter, not as much as theirs. What a fucking waste, what a shame this couldn't bring us together. Pollito was the only one who apologized to me for talking to him again, and I couldn't blame them as much as the other, he really had no idea of how severe things were.