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One of the most frustrating things in the world is how much I obsess over people, not even in the stalking creep way, i just think about them sometimes, its not even constant but its enough that its a burden. The thing that makes it worse is this is not something that could ever possibly happen, ive discussed it in depth with ONE (1) person and UHHGG. Being gay and transgender is a prison sentence when you dont participate in hook ups. Speaking of that, i so wish i was able to just like hook up with anyone and kiss anyone but i learned the hard way that sexual contact for me really liek really depends on the connection i have with someone?? I dont think i know what i look like and when people tell me how they perceive me i dont believe them so i also dont know what other people rreally think of me, i wish everyone i knew could come up to me one by one and tell me every thoight theyve had about me, and all these thoughts come up because i think about an unatainable man once a night when im in the shower.
