Apatura Ilia (@malapreljevalica)

so i’m sending my love and support to people who have ‘disturbing’ intrusive thoughts about things such as;

- hurting other people

- hurting yourself

- violence in general

- incest or similar themes

- sexual themes

and other similar themes, these are just a few examples.

it is incredibly hard to have these unwanted thoughts, and it doesn’t make it any easier when people have completely changed the meaning of ‘intrusive thoughts’.

to people without disturbing intrusive thoughts:

Even though B/12 died for the companions, and probably thought he could never carry on humanity's memory, he did. He absolutely did, even if this is the same argument as chance evolution versus intelligent design and I LOVE THAT PARALLEL AS A CHRISTIAN but HE DID. Gosh, he did. All of the pieces of him are attached to this City, and how should we know that somebody, anybody, all of them didn't find pieces of themselves in the humanity he could have shared when he fell into the network for the first time? He has a legacy. He's their God, come down in a body to fit the image he's made them in, and he died for the new humanity, whatever they want to make themselves.

inspired by a post by @the-colossal​ here are screenshots of the stray models i extracted and built to use as art ref for myself - i hope they are useful to you too!

apologies for the haphazard organisation of these. i realise some are quite hard to make out - you can download all of them in super ultra mega Large™️ version (5000 px wide!) from here (google drive link to a 50mb .zip download)

(lots more under the cut!)

Ako ikada

IKADA

osjetite da negdje

niste poželjni,

da niste svoji,

da ne smijete reći

ono što mislite.

Ako se bojite 

pitati za ono što želite.

Ako odlazite u kupaonu

kako bi zaplakali.

Ako IKADA

osjećate da vam negdje nije mjesto,

ako se osjećate 

prazno,

usamljeno,

anksiozno,

depresivno,

IDITE.

Molim vas, kao Boga, odite tamo gdje vam je duša.

A duša je tamo gdje se 

smijete,

osjećate ljubav,

pažnju,

sreću,

ispunjenost

i kao da si došao doma.

Idite doma.