i beg of thee, have mercy on me

btw with art when people say 'youve got to do it scared' 'youve got to draw bad' 'youre not gonna know how to do it until you do it' it sounds like bullshit but its true. 90% of art is just getting over the fear that it's not going to be good enough to deserve to be made in the first place. but you're here. you're alive and, with no need to justify that, you're going to make art. it's just part of being alive. you'll spend so long worrying you aren't doing it good enough that you'll look back and realized you didn't live a single day of it.

Sitting whispering to my self " being bad at stuff is normal part of on the way to being good at it" over and over (still angry)

Looking at your own art for reference going “how the fuck did I do that”

[guy who hasnt drawn in a few weeks voice] yeah the world is horrible and life is agony