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Lo’ak & Neytiri
I often see posts from people claiming Lo’ak is exactly like Jake and he’s Jake’s mini-me and it’s not that I disagree with this, exactly, but I disagree with the evidence people use on why they’re similar.
I would argue that Lo’ak’s “hot” anger and impulsiveness is exactly like Neytiri, not Jake.
Jake is shown throughout both films to be calm and even-tempered, with him not taking the bait even when Grace insults him to his face. It’s implied that his training as a marine has taught him to see even the most high-stress situations as problems to be solved rationally. It’s through this line of thinking that he’s able to humble himself enough to appeal to Tonowari, or see taming Toruk as just another challenge to undertake rather than a glory/honor to chase. He pushes away his emotions until after a fight and knows when to retreat.
Neytiri, on the other hand, is as quick to take up Ronal’s challenge as Lo’ak is quick to take up Aonung’s. Remember the scene in Avatar 1 where Neytiri is so incensed over Seze’s death that she’s willing to rush into certain death just to kill even one more sky person? Jake is frantically trying to get her to make a tactical retreat but she wants to push forward.
Across all of The Way of Water, Jake is holding Neytiri back from taking her revenge or taking out her anger in each fight. She gets just as impulsive and reckless as Lo’ak - we can see this in several sequences during the fighting, from when Jake has to cover her because she becomes exposed and Quaritch chases her tail, to the final battle sequence where she kills Z-Dog, where she stops her with an arrow to the hip while she kills someone else, knowing Z-Dog could still shoot her. She becomes completely taken over by the rush of the battle. She loses control of her anger to the extent that she breaks her father’s bow.
In the same vein, it’s Lo’ak’s and Payakan’s joint anger that leads to the rush on the boat in which Neteyam is killed (in my opinion, had Payakan intervened with Jake already on the ship, the fight would have gone much differently and much more quickly.) When all of the children are untied and have the opportunity to escape, it’s Lo’ak’s desire to re-enter the fight that leads to Neteyam’s death (remember, the ship is sinking and once the non-recon humans escorting Spider are in the water, they’re easy pickings).
currently my fav neteyam edit on tiktok! he’s so handsome 🥹😍
still my absolute fav 🥹
Out of the people you know on here, what do you think they're aesthetics are??
Oops I kinda ended up writing little love letters / headcanons about my moots… 🤭
@theycallmesia is such a wholesome person, super friendly and always respectful, very down to earth, she seems like that type of friend you’d want to have around when you’re feeling down, probably super organized and idk why but I think when you step into her home it smells like vanilla 💛
@jakexneytiri you can’t dislike her, she’s such a sweetheart, was definitely one of the cool kids at school that’s friends with everyone, she seems like a family person and gives me older sister vibes or maybe the mum of the friends group, I just know all of her friends parents LOVE HER, probably very honest and good at giving advice 💙
@andraga12 i just know everyone was begging to copy her homework at school, she was probably one of those super pretty, intelligent girls that I’ve always looked up to (like how are you beautiful AND smart it’s not fair absbejwj). She treats everyone with respect and kindness, people can count on her and she’s always there if someone needs her, she probably doesn’t even realize how funny she is and how good it feels to be around her 🩷
@clockmax is the funny friend of the group, you NEED to have her around or it’s gonna be super boring, I just know that she’s invited to everything, was 100% one of the cool kids at school too, when you need her she can be super down to earth and serious but will still try to lighten up the mood, probably very cuddly but only with her close friends. I just know that if you send her a message at 3am saying you need someone to talk to she will wake up and come over IMMEDIATELY -no questions asked. Definitely a comfort person to all of her friends ❤️
@sweethoneycn I imagine she smells like roses and freshly cut grass or cinnamon and honey. She’s just a wholesome sweetheart that is very kinky by heart haha, a great listener, like she’s genuinely interested in what you have to say (you know these kind of people that are always like "I’m listening" while the rest of the group completely overheard what you just said? That’s her), so she’s very appreciated by all of her friends, I feel like she would make you completely forget the time when talking to her 🧡
@draiochtwrites is a cute cat mum, definitely calls them her children and I’d bet good money that she has them as her phone background too. She probably loves all animals, loves to receive those cute pet tiktoks or sends them to her friends. Being a cat mum already prepared her for the role of the mum of her friend group too, she makes sure everyone stays hydrated and nobody gets lost when going out, she’s also a little night owl and makes everyone wonder if she even sleeps at all lol but that also means she’s always up when you need her. I feel like she loves talking to her friends a lot, she’s definitely the lalalal to everyone’s okokokok, she will always find a solution for problems and talking to her will immediately make you feel so much better. 💓
@eclipseatsea 100% smells like the ocean, she reminds me of pretty waves and golden hours, probably wears shell jewelry too. She seems like such a sweet soul, very soft in all meanings, her voice will instantly calm you and she has a great sense of humor that never fails to make everyone around her laugh. I just know being around her will instantly put a smile on your face. She’s the type of person you‘ll describe as "good for your mental health" 🩵
@theblueflower05 she reminds me of a field of daisies, dandelions or sunflowers. She’s not afraid to say what she thinks and you can always count on her opinion. She’s very loyal and generally makes you feel comfortable when being around her. I just know that she makes people that usually feel very shy come out of their shell pretty quickly and it’s so refreshing to spend time with her because you feel so appreciated and understood, she will speak up for all of her friends without hesitation and is definitely a safe space for them. 🤍
@thewayofhim reminds me of summer rain, that kind of rain you‘ll watch in awe from inside the house after spending the whole day out in the sun with your friends, when everything smells so nice and you just feel so happy. She probably doesn’t even realize how much she means to the people around her and she’s the first person people ask about when she’s not there. I just know you‘ll have the most soul cleansing talk of your life with her while sitting in a car in a random parking lot at night. She’s the type of person that reminds her friends to eat and drink and take care of themselves but probably forgets to do it herself (this is a reminder to stay hydrated, cutie). She’s always ready to help others, gives the best advice when you struggle with something and people value her opinion a lot. 💖
@teyums makes me think of cozy fall weather, snuggling under a blanket inside, watching a movie or going on a walk with those leaves crunching under your shoes. She definitely makes you laugh with the simplest things, gives all of her friends a warm and cozy feeling when spending time or talking to her. I just know she offers everyone snacks at all time and loves simple date ideas like sitting in a cafe or watching a movie together. She just gives me big sister vibes, always encouraging others and bringing out the best in people. She’s very understanding and you‘ll always have a sense of security when being with her. 🤎
@aostahni she reminds me of late night walks at the beach, talking to her is like a mini vacation and you can completely relax when you’re with her. She’s one of those people you can spend hours with, without even talking, just being in each other presence and feeling absolutely comfortable. She probably loves to express her love with little things, like buying food or picking flowers, holding hands. She definitely gives the best hugs too. 💙
@truetogaia reminds me of a coral reef, with pretty, colorful fish swimming by and clear water, a perfect white beach and warm sun from above. I‘m pretty sure she was the it-girl of her school, yet she’s still so incredibly down to earth, kind and very respectful. Talking to her always feels so natural, she just knows what to say to make you feel comfortable and she is the type of person that will never fail to make you laugh, you’ll always be in a good mood when you’re around her. Spending time with her probably always results in laughing so hard until you can’t breath and your stomach hurts because her hype of humor is insanely funny. Sending each other funny tiktoks or thirsting over fictional characters together is definitely part of her love language and I just know she’s the safe space for her friends. 🩵
@coffeeandbookskeepmealive is the type of person you‘ll think about when smelling a new book. I can totally see her spending a lot of time in Cafés or at libraries. She’s not afraid to demonstrate her love and let her friends know how much she appreciates them which always gives the people around her a good feeling and makes them feel welcomed. She’s probably a great listener too and doesn’t need many words to help you ease your sorrows. 🤎
@viviartsy she is obviously a very creative person, probably doodling a lot so whenever you find little scribbles somewhere you know that she was there. I can totally see her drawing on her friends hands when she’s lost in a conversation with them or leave little notes and drawings as part of her love language. Deep talking to her feels very therapeutic and you‘ll always leave the conversation feeling refreshed and in a good mood. She probably doesn’t even realize how much she’s loved by the people around her. She reminds me of the forest, a place that calms you without much effort, that’s filled with many fascinating and pretty things, nice smells and wonderful views. 💚
@cinetrix is the kind of person that seems very passionate about everything she does. She seems organized and has a goal in mind, a quality that her friends admire a lot. She’s such a pure soul, the type of friend that loves others completely unconditionally, that shows everyone the same amount of respect and treats all of the people around her with so much kindness. She always finds the right words to say and being friends with her feels so easy and natural, you don’t have to overthink anything when being with her. She reminds me of mint, because it symbolizes virtue, protection, personal strength and hospitality all wrapped up in one. 💚
@tiredmamaissy there’s no doubt she’s the mum of the group. She has all of her friends wrapped in a cozy blanked and secured in her big heart. She’s not afraid to speak up for herself and for others, she makes you feel safe and loved and you just want to express your love for her whenever you can, because she doesn’t hesitate to the same. When I think of her, I think of the beach and the warmth of the sun, because talking to her feels like being there. She just has a way with words that instantly make you feel understood and like someone is actually listening to you. I just know she gives me the best hugs too and physical touch is probably one of her love languages. 💜
@vinciwolf has a great sense of humor, she will manage to make you laugh even when you feel absolutely down. It just feels good to spend time with her and her friends probably come to her first when they need advice with something. She’s very supportive and encourages others as best as she can, without ever asking for anything in return, which is a rare quality that her friends value a lot about her. She’s the kind of person that makes others feel good about themselves, which is why she reminds me of the sun, giving everyone around her warmth and comfort. ❤️
@tsireqas reminds me of those pretty white clouds in the sky. She seems like such a soft person, kind and caring for others. She makes sure no one feels left behind and knows exactly what do say and do to cheer her friends up. 💙
@loaksbitch is the definition of a safe place. She’s non-judgmental, she brings others joy and laughter and talking to her feels so refreshing. She’s not afraid to reach out to others first and make her friends feel appreciated and wanted. When talking to her, words flow so easily and you don’t have to overthink everything you say. Being friends with her just feels natural and easy. 💘
@cyberfreaky she just screams confidence to me. She’s the type of woman that girls look up to and she will most definitely turn you into a blushing mess with just a smile. I just know she’s extremely loyal to her friends and she will always have your back and be there if you need her. She keeps all of her friends very close, definitely the big sister of her friends group because taking care of others is like a part time job for her. If you’re with her, you‘ll always feel safe and understood. She gives me those cool futuristic, cyberpunk / matrix vibes which I absolutely love 🖤
@whereireid reminds me of coffee in the morning, because it offers us energy and serves as a reminder to maintain balance in our hectic lives. She’s friendly with everyone and very down to earth, she seems very organized too and that gives others a feeling of security. She also makes people feel welcome with the way she talks, she’s mindful, authentic and very respectful towards others. Having her as a friend just feels good 💕
LUNA!?!? the way my jaw dropped when I read this…I’m in in LOVE with you!!! 💞💞 these headcanons are adorable and the fact you took your time to write this for your moots and say such kinda words tysm! this put a huge smile on my face </3 “sweet soul, very soft in all meanings” aaahhhhHHHH luna you’re the coolest and nicest person here ily ily 🫶🏻 I hope you know you make people happy :) never stop being yourself <3
she’s literally the sweetest!! i love her sm!! 🤍🤍🫂
lo’ak is literally the prettiest it’s not up for debate

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nah. they look so alike
they’re so pretty…
i wanna talk to my mutuals more & jump in their inboxes but i’m too scared bc they’re so cool & im rlly annoying
yeah okay i’m officially sobbing
art creds: soumart_1 on tiktok!
omgggg this is so freaking cuteeeeee 🥺💖
he really is neytiri’s son, same pout and everything!
I-I-I-I feel like he’s looking directly at me, right into my soul 😭 he looks like a fucking prince oh my days
HE SO FUCKING PRETTY GODDD 😩

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He’s so pretty I’m going insaneeee
likeeee he could get anything he wanted out of me. 😍
Your writing is incredible omg 😩😩
omg no way! I love your writing so much!! 😭
currently my fav neteyam edit on tiktok! he’s so handsome 🥹😍
Avatar The Way of Water (2022)
I‘m going absolutely feral over this

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hey, i want to get into writing but like idk how 😭 like how would i even start it off, how to finish, how to write smut? yk but i wanted to ask u bcs ur so good at it, so maybe u could help😋😋, perfectly okay if u don’t 😭
Hey! Thank you so much :').
I'm flattered that you're even asking me this question.
I honestly have no specific way of writing! (not that I'm aware of at least). I kind of feel like my writing is forever changing. When I wrote 'neteyam's first rut' (first post) I had the idea in my head for like days. One night I was like 'I literally can't keep this in my head any longer'. So I wrote it out, in no specific way/style of writing and did a quick proofread and decided:
"hey, why not post this shit? lol people probably won't even see it. and then i won't have this filthy smut in my hard drive for people to find when i'm dead (not even joking, this was literally what was going through my head.)"
But since I feel like my writing has changed a bit, hopefully not too drastically or out of character. Of course I've also gotten a little more comfortable on this site, too. :)
beach days
setting: awa’atlu, reef clan.
love interest/character(s): neteyam, ao’nung, kiri, tsireya, & lo’ak
warnings: graphic flashbacks, platonic fluff, & hints at budding romances.
rating: F— for anyone!
synopsis: the teens set aside a day to escape the harsh aftermath of war and come together after times of sorrow.
❝do you think they’ll return?❞
After endless weeks filled with mourning and clearing of the wreckage, finally, it was a beautiful day in the village of awa’atlu. Today, the whole group had finally come together, now that everyone’s priorities were in order. Most of them had thrown themselves into their duties, burying the terrible memories of the war they’d faced. It often kept they’re minds busy, the scent of blood, smoke, and tarnished metal still fresh in their minds.
Now that they were all together, they’d realized how much they’d all missed each others company. The group was spread out within the warm sun, their feet embracing the beige sand beneath them. Neteyam was a month ‘post surgery’ according to the sky people, who’d jake brought to the village— norm and max. He still wasn’t able to participate in much of the daily duties, or allowing the water go above his chest, it was a workout for him just by walking to the side of the village ao’nung sought out for them but he still thanked the great mother for blessing him with another day in his life.
Neteyam needed the new scenery, he’d often found himself trapped to a cot that lay within the mauri, back propped against a pole to allow him to see the distant shore as na’vi passed. Though he’d never get to watch sun set or rise in the distance, most of his days were devoted to sleeping due to his restless nights. He’d experience reoccurring nightmares, waking up in a pool of sweat against the heated cot below him. A skyrocketing heart rate that reflected on the screen of the machines max and norm brought to keep tabs on him, and pain surging through his chest as he tightened his grip on the bandages protecting his wound.
his screams sent spine-shivering chills throughout his families bodies, his cheeks stained with tears as he reoccurred the day he faced a bullet with death engraved on it. The group seemed to all be connected like a hive mind because those same screams were heard from the royal families mauri, the nightmares almost contagious and occurring simultaneously. only they were haunted by different visions. Tsireya— dreamt of his limp legs, pressing against them as he started to lose consciousness. Lo’ak— dreamt of his hands covered in blood once he’d released his chest for Ronal to examine. Kiri and Tuk— haunted by the echoing voice of Quaritch stating that ‘your boy didn’t have to die’. Ao’nung and Rotxo— were haunted by his toe curling screams as they plunged to find the bullet fragments and the left over cot that was drenched in his blood, sweat, and tears.
They all needed time alone, time to think, and time to heal. Until they’d found themselves sprawled out on the shore, blessing the sea with their presence as they splashed each other with water. With each other life felt less crushing, and they’d all found themselves smiling for a change.
“let’s go for a swim.” Kiri blurted, rising to her feet with a grin as Tuk built a sandcastle in the sand beside her. Neteyam stretched his sore muscles wincing at the slight pain within his chest earning a concerning palm against his chest from Ao’nung. Neteyam says nothing, only giving him reassuring eyes as they communicate amongst themselves without alarming the rest of the group. The two stand to their feet, Ao’nung placing out a helping hand as he pulls the omatikaya up to his feet carefully. The group enters the warm water, already occupied by lo’ak and tsireya’s cringy flirting.
“oh now you all want to join us?” Lo’ak rolls his eyes playfully, slightly annoyed by the intrusion of his conversation with his love.
“don’t worry brother.” Neteyam places a teasing hand against lo’ak’s neck, shaking gently. “you’ll have all evening to pine after tsireya with your cheesy lines.”
“yea whatever.” Lo’ak swats his hand away, mumbling before excitement slips off his tongue. “I have some fun planned for us today.”
“you? fun?” Tsireya teased with airy gigglies. “we must prepare ourselves from a scolding from my baba.”
Lo’ak only laughs, not taking it to heart knowing he’d been quite reckless with his life in the time he’d spent in their village. He grown out of his insecurities since the war, speaking up much more about his feelings and difficulties he faced by his avatar like features.
“i’d like you all to meet payakan...” Lo’ak states, slowly, not sure of their reactions. “you know during peaceful—”
“of course lo’ak.” Tsireya grins, taking his hand in hers. “payakan saved us.”
“turning the tide so the war was in our favor.”
“i’m down.” Rotxo shrugged.
“long as he shows us a good time forest boy.” Ao’nung snorts, chuckling before calling for his ilu.
“yay! I hope he’s as sweet as the ilu.” Tuk giggles mounting onto the ilu behind kiri.
The other ride behind Lo’ak, racing toward the seawall terrace. They group stays above water though, Neteyam not yet allowed to fully submerged the healing wound. Tonowari still hasn’t granted many na’vi of the village permission to go past the reef, so they settled outside the terrace. Lo’ak calls out for his friends as his ilu pats it’s fins playfully against the current, sending it vibrations through the water in hopes that it’ll reach the tulkun.
The tulkun emerges from the depth, releasing a surprised coo as he examines the other na’vi with his spirit brother. His clicks pulsing through the water as he questions Lo’ak of the others behind him.
“I thought you should meet my friends buddy.” Lo’ak chuckles placing a hand against the rubbery smooth skin. Still figuring out how to properly communicate with his brother. “show.. our thanks to you.”
High pitched calls echo through their ears as payakan happily circles around the group, happy that his brother didn’t feel alone anymore and found happiness within others. ‘i’m excited to meet you all!’
So the teens spent most of their day with payakan, getting to know him, playing, and exploring the sea. Lo’ak, Ao’nung, and Rotxo flipped off of his tail, multiple cannonballs as they entered the water with excited whoops and cries. Neteyam spent his time on payakan’s fin, holding his weightless body from plummeting to deep within the water as the tulkun taught him to correctly speak with him. Until he was dragged atop of the tulkun by Tsireya, Kiri and Tuk, to run through the blow hole as water trickled down their faces and bodies.
Though he couldn’t do much, he still enjoyed his time. He’d spend most of it with Tuk, carefully throwing her into the water below as he light giggles were drowned out by the water. Overall he was happy to not be a burden anymore, depending on other people to help him around. Lo’ak was finally happy to have all the teens meet payakan, a bright smile on his face now that they’d understood payakan wasn’t the spirit they thought he was. Kiri and Tuk always enjoyed the reef clan, wide eyed at the wonder before them. Tsireya, Ao’nung, and Rotxo got along with Payakan well, hanging onto his fins as he raced through the water grinning from ear to ear as the water embraced their skin.
After a long day of venturing the water, the group settled atop of payakan. Watching the twinkling stars that filled the pandoran sky. They were all stretched out along his back with their hands comfortably cupping the back of their heads, the blue hues of night gracing their bodies as their bioluminescent freckles glowed in the night.
“hey, didn’t your father come from a star?” Ao’nung questioned stretching his stiffing lumps before settling against the tulkun once more.
“yeah, he did.” neteyam nods, gazing up at the constellations. “before becoming one of the people.”
“from that one.” Lo’ak point up toward the lingering star, “right there.”
“do you think their world is anything like ours?” kiri questions, soothingly rubbing the back of her sleeping sister.
“no.” neteyam snorts, a small chuckle rumbling in his chest. “not from what dad told me.”
“d-do..” Ao’nung started, the words heaving on his tongue not sure if wanted to speak them into existence. “do you think they’ll return?”
Tsireya only sighed heavily, grabbing ahold of her brothers hand squeezing gently while Rotxo places a warm palm against his shoulder to ground him from the memories that haunted them many nights. The lingering tension between them was heavy, and after a day of fun it was time to face it.
“the sky people have been here a long time..” neteyam spoke up, wincing at the quick shift of his body. “since before i was blessed to my parents by eywa.”
“but one day, they’ll understand.” He spoke confidently. “that the great mother’s home is not their to take.”
“we’ll show them, cause sully’s stick together.”
“not just the sully’s.” Ao’nung chimes in, grabbing ahold of the others forearm reassuringly, before placing his hand softly against the wound on his chest. “you fought bravely beside and for our people., you are one of us now.”
“our sea guided you from darkness to light, we’ll face them together.”
Tsireya and Rotxo shared a knowingly look, nodding as they placed their hands against the other omatikaya, who quickly followed suit. where eventually warm hand’s turned into a comforting group hug, one they’d needed and didn’t want to release from whispering amongst each other.
“together..”