I want to hit 'em over the head with cheesy naan

hello, I’m aoi or clove, he/him pronouns, adult. I’m just starting out in the selfship community, though I’ve been blogging on tumblr for an unfortunate number of years.

I have f/o's from genshin impact, zenless zone zero, and ai: the somnium files

this is my side blog, I follow from a main one. I’ll let you know if I follow you, so don’t get spooked ^^

before you follow + sharing information:

I do sometimes reblog nsfw posts, which are tagged with “lights out.” please feel free to not follow + block the tag if you don’t wish to see it!

regarding sharing: I am non-sharing, and you can find my f/o list here... once I finish it lol oops

if you want to follow and we have overlapping ships, that's still okay, but I might not follow back or interact with your posts.

however, I welcome all other forms interaction (likes, comments etc.) for all my posts! I also welcome asks and messages in general.

other things to note about my blog:

I have been so stressed lately... job stress is a constant of course, and then some family stuff pissed me off. but by far the most stressful is molly getting another uti.

basically, it's super serious if a cat doesn't urinate for 24 hours—urinary blockages require emergency care, so I've been super stressed monitoring him at the litter box and trying to feel for his bladder (a hard one = urinary blockage).

I've taken him to the vet three times in the past few days, and besides being expensive, it's just stressful for the both of us. today in particular was rough because I was paranoid about him having a firm bladder that I kept trying to feel for one, and I thought he did, which would mean going to the er.

just when I called the vet to ask for advice and they reassured me the er wasn't necessary, he threw up. in hindsight, it was probably just bc he was stressed from me grabbing him so much (so, unrelated to his uti). but I was panicking badly and took him to the vet.

fortunately, his bladder was fine. so he is urinating, which is good. but it's just hard for us to tell bc we have two cats and multiple litter boxes. the vet isn't too concerned bc he's always had a soft bladder during exams, but advised us to monitor him all the same.