JAMMIN TO DESPAIR

A poster child vision of wasted youth I dodged the book and found the key I can’t stay the same for dignity I pissed away the best of me and No one can help me

You may think that the rain will cleanse you Drown your worries and wash your fears away But the grey skies will all soon turn blue And tomorrow will be a brighter day

I don’t ever think about death It’s alright if you do, it’s fine We gladiate but I guess we’re really fighting ourselves Roughing up our minds so we’re ready when the kill time comes Wide awake in bed, words in my brain,  "Secretly you love this do you even wanna go free?" Let me in the ring, I’ll show you what that big word means

Like satellites and shooting stars, like a star that has seen the sun I revolve around you, though you’re hot, I approach you Finally, I hold you (holding your heart) and dazzle as I burn up

"It doesn’t hurt me. You wanna feel how it feels?”