Insomnia&Depression

“It is so hard to leave, until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.” - John Green, Paper Towns

unfortunately, due to several experiences in my youth, i cannot just “walk up and join the circle of people talking”, but it does sound lovely thank you

We both fucked up & now we're soulmates that can't be together.

One day this will kill me and I can't wait for that day to come.

Maybe I’ll wear makeup before I kill myself so I can die a little pretty.

I’m a background character in everyone’s life. I’m not important to anyone. I don’t even matter.

I'm getting bad, again. I'm having these thoughts, again. I want to cut, again. It never really goes away, it just waits for the right moment.

All I want is a man who will make me scream but also make me breakfast. Why is that so hard??!!?!?!!?