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Okay, I have actually not quite signed up for a riding lesson yet but I got the confirmation I could but obviously once again I am facing my nemesis:

The Phone Call.

Because I was so certain I could handle all of this via mail but no, I got referred to a teacher and he handles this via phone call.

No hate, I am the problem here because this is something that usually gets handled over the phone but I have been hyping myself up to call them for 4 days now and still freak out because nobody told me WHEN exactly I could actually call.

#neurodivergent #anxiety #social anxiety #riding #horse #horse back riding #phone #phone calls

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I might have signed myself up for riding lessons. Like, horseback riding.

Dreams do come true (i will fall on my face)

I just realised my coworkers who push me to get my drivers license might be a bit baffled I am willing to learn to ride a horse before I learn how to drive a car

(Yes I spent my entire sunday going through horse videos just to not make a fool out of myself)

#neurodivergent #anxiety #social anxiety #work #drivers license #driving #horse #horse back riding #riding

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smartest cat ever!

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me reading zero cycle

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its soooooo dumb sos

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bugs when you lift up a rock

Reenactment of me when my coworkers complain about a nano-mistake and I realise it is not one of the major mistakes I made the past week:

#neurodivergent #anxiety #social anxiety #work

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Once every twenty moons or so I remember I have multiple 2k+ word fanfictions about horseland and a 20k+ word unfinished famous five are on the case fanfiction and I will get the motivation to continue them but ultimately fail because my ability to write has deteriorated since then

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I might be reading it rn and I jumped between the German and English name of a side character more often than the horses did in my story.

Once every twenty moons or so I remember I have multiple 2k+ word fanfictions about horseland and a 20k+ word unfinished famous five are on the case fanfiction and I will get the motivation to continue them but ultimately fail because my ability to write has deteriorated since then

#horseland #fanfiction

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"some people were talking about the mclarens fighting for pole today"

lando: "really? delusional :)"

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smug Oscar Piastri makes me weakkkk

The good thing about downloading every long fic I read is that when I delete my browser data and ao3 doesn't show what I read anymore, I still know when I try downloading it and it wants to download a copy

#fanfiction #fanfic #memory issues #neurodivergent

Not me searching what chainmail is made from (I meant those rings of metal, what they are called) and suddenly I get recommended "why is chainmail illegal" and I did not realise chainmail meant chain MAIL.

Humble skincare question:

Is it bad to have an active coal mask on for longer than 5 minutes (1h, sorry not sorry) because it keeps me from picking my skin which should be better than sitting w/o mask and picking my skin right? It doesn't cause anything bad, right?

(I don't use sheet masks bc they slip, they bloat away from the skin and have gaps and move, it makes me frustrated )

#neurodivergent #anxiety #social anxiety #skincare #skin picking #pimples #face mask

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Also, I never see post operation fanfiction. It is always pre. Like, always.

It is always pre-operation, specifically regarding the downstairs department.

It is always displayed as just a side note and not a very important, significant trait during sex, because it is. It can be a slippery slope of a topic. It can be angsty and uncomfortable.

But it is always just fine for the guy to fumble with the trans guys parts and be normal about it and say shit like "jesus you are getting so wet" and "Your c*nt takes it so well" and I know some might not care, hell, most might not care most of the time but I never, I maybe once, read a scene of that actually feeling so so wrong and turning angsty and that must surely be underrepresentating (that word is too difficult for me to spell check, yk what I mean)

I want fanfiction in my fandom with devastating deep, insecure, angst of a (headcanon) trans character having issues with sexual encounters because of body dysmorphia (it is a crime that autocorrect doesn't help with spelling this), specifically regarding intimate zones.

I can't keep on reading about people coming out and showing that they are trans and their crush is like "mint, let's get it on anyway, i don't care" and I don't get one singular scene of someone being touched and getting sick because they feel wrong and going "Good that you don't, but I do".

Because sometimes it just does and that's okay and I really, deeply, need that to be written (I am a bad writer, as displayed here)

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