DeadPoetsSociety

Does this world want me to live or does this life want me to end?

End the suffering,end the pretentious laugh that have been going on for weeks now, that have been sabotaging every move,

Help me someone,or better yet forget I exist. Forget I'm occupying that chair,forget I sipped some coffee, forget all our memories together, forget you and I cried together,but cry when I'll be long gone.

Long gone from sadness, long gone from pain, long gone from any part of this myriad world of illusions, long gone from what makes me insane and lastly long gone from, you.

I wish I had zero strings attached,goodbyes didn't have to hurt so much. I could love people without them expecting from me, or I could be wherever I wanted to go, whenever, with anyone.

With no feeling of having a void in my heart, or no thought of someone holding me back.

I wish I had no strings attached, to people and to times.

But what is the point of goodbyes if they don't make your heart shrink? and how can you be everywhere you want to be? Maybe that's life , the strings you want to let go, the strings want to break untangle and throw apart , want to hold you back , and when you try to untangle them, you tangle them even more.

Lost in the silence of chaos,

Trying to wake up , I barely make it out alive

Bring me a casket,place me in there

Or the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls.