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THIS BLOG HAS MOVED!! ANTONIN CAN NOW BE FOUND AT TOOXLDTOREMEMXER
Hello there and welcome to my mess! I’m Caleb (Asmodeus or Asmo), I’m in the 30+ category and go by basically any pronounce. This is a blog for a canon divergent headcanon based Antonin Dolohov from Harry Potter with a somewhat spotty activity. I do have a job, I do have a life and sometimes I’m just tired.
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( It is now official. Antonin has moved over to my Multimuse blog! If you want to continue to interract you’ll find us over here )
( It is now official. Antonin has moved over to my Multimuse blog! If you want to continue to interract you’ll find us over here )
( i’ve been thinking. Maybe in order to get more active and perhaps more steadely so with this muse... maybe I should move hm to my Multi? running three blogs seems to be too much for me :3
Because I miss Atonin and I miss everyone on this blog.
Thoughts? )
Angela Black. Episode 4.
He’s so deliciously bad.
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Ellis 💙
just more misc memes
“ it’s not something i usually talk about, because it’s not something most people can understand. ”
“ i don’t need to be understood. i just want to be accepted. ”
“ the harder you fight against the paths life puts you on, the steeper the climb becomes, the worse the falls. ”
“ i’ve always been honest about what sort of person i am. there’s few indignities worse than lying to oneself. ”
“ the sooner you accept what you are, the sooner you can embrace the strengths that come with it. ”
“ i find there are two sorts of people. those who talk too much and think too little. and those with too many thoughts and not enough words. ”
“ it’s not so much that letting someone know who i really am scares me. it just seems tedious to spend all that time pulling back the layers and asking to be understood, when there’s that chance they’ll leave anyway. ”
“ i don’t like how you looked at me then. i don’t ever want to see that in your eyes again when i’m reflected in them. ”
“ there’s a lot of people in this world just existing. going from one thing to the next in an endless cycle until they die. ”
“ it’s not shallow confidence when i tell you i’m not the sort of person you want to go making an enemy out of. trust my experience. careful how you tread. ”
“ i can’t walk this path with you. but i can be there when you reach the end of it. ”
“ you want to tell me something— i can see it. so you might as well speak. ”
“ the unfortunate truth is, i think i’d forgive any flaw in a person if they loved me enough. ”
“ is there really nothing i could do that would scare you away from me? ”
“ why did you think i wouldn’t notice you? ”
“ why didn’t you come to me for help? why wouldn’t i have helped? ”
“ do you think my love for you is so little that you hurting me would make a difference in showing up when you need me? ”
“ what was that— you got this look in your eyes just now and then pushed it back down. tell me what you were thinking. ”
“ i don’t need anything from you. i’m here because i want to be. ”
“ i won’t reject your help. but you must know none of this will be easy. ”
“ i’m already involved. so tell me the truth. and let us figure it out together. ”
“ don’t you try and treat me like i’m just anyone else in a crowded room. i know you. ”
“ you swallow your words and bury your thoughts so often. i would love to see the day it all comes barreling out. ”
“ i think there’s more inside you than everyone else would believe. and i think that’s how you want it. you like to be underestimated. ”
“ i find comfort in being misunderstood. ”
“ one day, you’re going to snap. and i would pay millions to be there to see it. ”
“ what i wouldn’t give to know all the secrets hiding behind those eyes. ”
“ love is a knife. we either cut ourselves in the process of falling, or slice the arteries of the one we adore. ”
“ nothing is worth your self destruction. ”
( hi! hello! did you think i’d forgotten about you? No I havent :D )
spots to kiss. since y’all like kissing prompts—and who wouldn’t, honestly–so have a collection of places to press your lips to. many of these work perfectly fine for platonic or familiar affection while some are a bit steamier, though what counts as what is of course naturally dependent on the muses and the context. send ‘ SPOTS TO KISS + [number] ’ to kiss my muse there, or with # for dealer’s choice. context and description allowed and encouraged. feel free to use the last option ( 57 ) to give the kiss on any fantasy or scifi body parts not listed here.
a kiss on the top of the head.
a kiss to hair.
a kiss on the forehead.
a kiss on the space between eyebrows.
a kiss on the temple.
a kiss on the cheek.
a kiss on the eyelid or the undereye.
a kiss on the nose
a kiss on the ear.
a kiss on that space where jaw connects.
a kiss on the corner of the mouth.
a kiss on the cupid’s bow.
a kiss on the lips.
a kiss on the chin.
a kiss on the jawline.
a kiss on the back of the neck.
a kiss on the underside of the jaw.
a kiss on the throat.
a kiss on the side of the neck.
a kiss on where the back of the neck turns to shoulder.
a kiss above the collarbone.
a kiss along the collarbone.
a kiss on the space between collarbones.
a kiss on the shoulder.
a kiss on the bicep.
a kiss on the forearm.
a kiss on the elbow.
a kiss on the outside of the wrist.
a kiss on the inside of the wrist.
a kiss on the back of the hand.
a kiss on the palm.
a kiss on a finger. ( which one? )
a kiss on the side of the ribs.
a kiss on the shoulder blade.
a kiss on the space between shoulder blades.
a kiss along the curve of the spine.
a kiss on the upper back.
a kiss on the lower back.
a kiss on the sternum.
a kiss on a pec / breast.
a kiss under the breast.
a kiss on where the sternum ends.
a kiss on the stomach.
a kiss on the navel.
a kiss on the hipbone.
a kiss on the ‘v’.
a kiss on the front of the thigh.
a kiss on the back of the thigh.
a kiss on the inner thigh.
a kiss on the knee.
a kiss on the calf.
a kiss on the ankle.
a kiss on the heel.
a kiss on the foot.
a kiss on a toe.
a kiss on an nsfw body part not listed here. ( where? )
a kiss on a sfw body part not listed here. ( where? )
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𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒 | 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒:
// some flirty memes !! pretty much intended for sapphic muses / male muses @ ladies, but feel free to change any pronouns or wording to suit your needs !! some may be slightly NSFW
THE FLIRT:
“ what’s a pretty girl like you doing in a place like this anyway, hey ? “
“ let loose, have some fun with me. “
“ do you want me to flirt with you ? “
“ haven’t seen a girl like you around here in a long time. “
“ you sure are a sight for sore eyes. “
“ you know you love me. “
“ you’re fuckin’ gorgeous. “
“ who cares about professionalism ? the heart wants what it wants. “
“ maybe - or maybe I just want a pretty lady to tend to me. “
“ don’t deny it, you like seeing me come in here. “
“ do you taste as good as you smell ? “
“ what’s going on in that pretty little head of yours ? “
“ I bet you’re thinking about me when you lay in bed at night, hey ? “
THE ONE BEING FLIRTED WITH:
“ did you just come here to flirt with me ? “
“ you again, huh ? I think you come in here just to flirt with me. “
“ i’m almost positive this is meant to be a professional relationship. “
“ I like doing my job. I highly doubt flirting with you is a part of that. “
“ are you always this forward ? “
“ you are far too flirty with me. “
“ do you enjoy flustering me, or is this simply your personality ? “
send 🛑 to clean blood off of my muse after they protected yours.
add + to reverse so receiver is the one cleaning blood off sender.
𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 : 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔
‘ i’ll find you again , wherever we end up next . ’
‘ the enormity of my desire disgusts me . ’
‘ please , one more kiss in the kitchen before we turn the lights off . ’
‘ i’ve been lost but i’m here now . you’re the only person who has ever been able to find me . ’
‘ almost dead yesterday , maybe dead tomorrow , but alive , gloriously alive , today . ’
‘ you are not broken . ’
‘ you can love and be loved , despite what may feel like the eternally brutal nature of the world . ’
‘ i did violence to my own heart . ’
‘ will i be forgiven for the sins i did not commit , but created ? ’
‘ i would never kiss anyone who doesn’t burn me like the sun . ’
‘ i would rather break the world than lose you . ’
‘ i think you and i have known each other in a few lifetimes . ’
‘ i didn’t know . i had no idea how greedy my heart really was . ’
‘ is that why the idea of losing you torments me so much ? ’
‘ how long have i been without you ? ’
‘ am i foolish for wanting this ? it will end in flames . it always does . ’
‘ sorry about the blood in your mouth . i wish it was mine . ’
‘ if i love you , is that a fact or a weapon ? ’
‘ tell me how all this , and love too , will ruin us . ’
‘ and you realize the one person in the world who loves you isn’t the one you thought it would be . ’
‘ it cannot be a mistake to have cared . it cannot be an error to have tried . it cannot be incorrect to have loved . ’
‘ finally , i plead guilty of adoring you . ’
‘ a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort . ’
‘ without realizing , i find it in myself that i cannot stop thinking about you . ’
‘ tomorrow , when i wake up , i promise , i will be better . ’
‘ someone has to leave first . this is a very old story . there is no other version of this story . ’
‘ when i imagine myself , i am always leaving . i couldn’t draw my own face if god asked . ’
‘ do we simply stare at what’s horrible and forgive it ? ’
‘ i wanted to let go of the pain even though it was the last thing that felt alive from you . ’
‘ have i endured loneliness with grace ? ’
‘ i’ll be your slaughterhouse , your killing floor , your morgue and final resting , walking around with this bullet inside me ‘cause i couldn’t make you love me and i am tired of pulling your teeth . ’
‘ and then my soul saw you and kind of went , ‘ oh , there you are . i’ve been looking for you . ’ ’
‘ sometimes it feels like someone else is wearing my body . ’
‘ i spent my life arguing how i mattered until it didn’t matter . ’
‘ who knew my haven would be my coffin ? ’
‘ dead is the safest i’ve ever been . ’
‘ i’ve never been so alive . ’
‘ you know what i was gonna tell you before , but didn’t have the nerve ? you got your name written all over me . i got my name written on you , too . ’
‘ you already are something . you always were . and you still have time to be . ’
‘ you know me by heart . it infuriates me that you know me by heart . ’
‘ why am i waiting for you ? hungering and thirsting for you in every cranny of my soul and even in my ribs ? ’
‘ you came with a handful of pain and a smile which broke the ground under my feet as the earthquake does when two people meet . ’
‘ the only good thing is that i’m getting used to suffering . ’
‘ the return to time was not my choice . ’
‘ we are built to live inside each other . this means we are built to ruin . ’
‘ time does not bring relief ; you all have lied . ’
‘ time does not know how to keep our hopes safe . ’
‘ you needed me so much that you had to end me . ’
‘ there are days where i am morbidly in love with you , and this is one of those days . ’
‘ i know no end to desiring you . ’
‘ i fear that i am both too much yet not enough . ’
‘ yes , yes , yes , i do like you . i am afraid to say the stronger word . ’
‘ a heart’s a heavy burden . ’
‘ life , as i see it , is all about farewells rather than reunions . ’
‘ heaven is real and you only had two minutes to prove it to me . ’
‘ it was already love . ’
‘ everyone desires love but also finds it impossible to believe that they deserve it . ’
‘ i’ll love you until i forget how to . ’
‘ i’ll love you until i forget how to and then i’ll fall like my knees aren’t already bruised from doing it and i’ll remember why you’re worth the ache . ’
‘ of course i’ll hurt you . of course you’ll hurt me . of course we’ll hurt each other . but this is the very condition of existence . ’
‘ nothing makes me sadder and nothing makes me happier than you . ’
‘ i love you and i do not want to love you , it is too much and too difficult . ’
‘ grief is just love with no place to go . ’
‘ i felt my life with both my hands to see if it was there . ’
‘ you do this , you do . you take the things you love and you tear them apart . ’
‘ i hope it’s love . i’m trying really hard to make it love . ’
‘ if you touch me again i might burn up in the cold air . ’
‘ i asked you not to leave several times . ’
‘ i’ve only adored you lifetimes ago and here we are . it’s nice to see you again . ’
‘ all time ever does is pass and all i ever do is remember . ’
‘ i feel as though we were never strangers , you and i , not even for a moment . ’
‘ i’d choose you ; in a hundred different lifetimes , in a hundred worlds , in any version of reality , i’d find you and i’d choose you . ’
‘ nothing about this is soft but we pretend . ’
‘ maybe you and i are just a dream . ’
‘ i know you loved me too , you knew me , and it gladdens my heart . ’
‘ i promise i shall never give up and that i’ll die yelling and laughing . ’
‘ i don’t do anything with my life except romanticize and decay with indecision . ’
‘ the world was made so that we could find each other in it . ’
‘ you don’t meet the people you love , you recognize them . ’
‘ i think you and i have known each other a few lifetimes . ’
‘ this body knows fear like a front porch knows welcome – it is always coming home . ’
‘ i miss you more than i remember you . ’
‘ if i could have done it all again , i would have loved you better . but i could not have loved you more . ’
‘ we could have been happy . i know that , and it is perhaps the hardest thing to know . ’
‘ you want a better story . who wouldn’t ? ’
theacerbicprince:
Severus had known that despite the initial introduction to this particular conversation on Antonin’s part that it wasn’t a social call. There was always something more to it. It was Severus’ life belief, one of his core beliefs, that everyone always wanted something from him with little consideration towards him beyond the acquisition of what they desired. It had been a pessimistic view that had been proven time and time again and had become a truth.
“To each their own.” He told Antonin, looking at the display as he listened to the rest of the words. His lips twisted, as though he were fighting the urge to laugh sardonically. “Which services Antonin? You’ll have to be more specific than that.” He could easily have slipped into the other’s mind, broken apart those walls, but he didn’t want to, didn’t have the taste for it anymore.
Of course, he wouldn’t give an answer as long as he didn’t know what it was Antonin was in need of. Antonin would have done the same and his services didn’t come for free. not now, not ever. It was hard to ask for help, and even harder when there was no guarantee that they were alone. “I’m in need of assistance of a specific skillset of yours,” he explained vaguely. “I would like to invite you to my home and discuss it further.” he quirked an eyebrow at him.
“You can decide then if you are willing to help me or not. But I will not speak of it here.” In the open where anyone could hear them. He was a bit paranoid about it but he liked his freedom and did not want to be imprisoned again or deported back to Russia. He liked it here. “I can assure you, it’s not going to be the worst offer you’ve received in your life.”
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writing be like “wait did i already use that phrase” “does that word even mean what i think it means” “what do you mean it’s not spelled like that” *sketchy search history* “DAMMIT WHAT DO I NAME THIS SIDE CHARACTER WITH NO IMPORTANCE TO THE STORY IN THE LEAST” *absolutely fucked sleep schedule* “is this accurate?????” “am i using the right lingo????” “oh wait i used that same word/phrase two paragraphs ago that’s TOO REPETITIVE” “are their eyes blue-green or green-blue yes it matters” “ARE THEY ACTING LIKE THEIR ZODIAC SIGN” *baby name websites* “FINALLY 100 WORDS IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOREVER”
iindecorous:
iindecorous:
❝ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ – ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ʟᴏʀᴅ ᴅɪꜱꜱᴀᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ? ❞
SEVERUS SHOOTS A DISSAPROVING GLARE AT THE OTHER MAN – bringing the steaming cup up to his mouth only to wince when the scalding water touches his uper lip - his judgement impaired by the alcohol in his system. On the upside,, the burn doesn’t hurt nearly as much as it would have sober. In fact his whole body feels pleasantly numb && so does his mind. It had been a long time since that happened. Maybe he doesn’t even need his draught. Still,, he isn’t going to risk waking up S C R E A M I N G with a guest in the house.
❝ I don’t tend to take orders in my own house. ❞
There was no way in hell he was going to sacrifice the warmth of the fire for his damp bedroom in a hurry just to accomadate an unwelcome guest. His hands are finally regaining their usual mobility – wrapped around his mug.
❝ You get used to the smell. ❞ (&& the taste)
He moves gracefully despite the drink,, his footsteps nearly inaudible across familiar floors,, passing by the couch where Antonin is seated to take up his usual spot in a leather armchair opposite him,, closest to the fire. The leather at the fireside marked where wayward embers have scorched it.
❝ Any specific reason you’re so far from home? ❞
Now it felt like Severus only stayed to torment him with whatever it was he had in his cup. The Russian made a disapproving face when the other seated himself in his armchair but said nothing else about it. One must really have to torture oneself in order to get used to that stink. And he knew everything there was to know about torture. Fast, slow, hard, soft, gruesome, lasting, mental, physical, however, this might be a new kind he hadn’t encountered yet.
He hadn’t noticed that his eyes had closed again and the darkness almost embraced him until Severus asked him another question that pulled him back to the world of the living. If he kept this up he would be sober before he fell asleep and the dreams would catch up with him regardless of his hard efforts earlier. “You let me sleep here,” he stated. That’s why he was so far from home because he hadn’t sent him home or arranged for some way of getting him back to Nottingham in one piece tonight.
“Just wanted a drink,” he said slowly and arranged himself so he was actually laying down. The couch was a bit short for his long legs so he kept them outside, still somewhat on the floor and in a position that did not look comfortable at all. He’d slept on worse. Hopefully, he’d pass out before he started to feel it and slept on the floor in front of the fire instead. Like a cat.
