My Lucanis romancer, Adrian "Rook" Mercar
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My Lucanis romancer, Adrian "Rook" Mercar

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s/o to the person who told me i make Lucanis look lethal, this one is for you
gonna be honest i donβt know how many more βenter the 6 digit code we sent to your phoneβs i got left in me
You think I was about to miss out on this trend?
No.
Spite version and wallpaper versions below!
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Rook: I don't want to say that was the worst party I've ever attended, but it was probably in the bottom ten.
Arbiter / Headhunter
to go along with what I'm writing
tried to draw cuddling but i drew an antivan duke and his loyal knight instead π©
two quick sketches cos gay
Rather than distinctly male or female, the human brain is much more like the heart, kidneys and lungs β basically the same no matter the sex of the body it's in.
rb to make a biological essentialist mad <3
βThis collapse is a telltale sign of a problem known as publication bias. Small, early studies which found a significant sex difference were likelier to get published than research finding no male-female brain difference.β
the notes on this are toxic - to help clear up any misunderstanding, hereβs the actual science paper:
With the explosion of neuroimaging, differences between male and female brains have been exhaustively analyzed. Here we synthesize three dec
in short: brains are brains

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I'm pretty sure this is an unpopular opinion, but the "lack" of content in Lucanis's romance makes complete sense to me. Honestly I never saw it as lacking at all. I can understand why some people do and of course it would've been great to have more content, but to me, there is narrative sense to the way his romance is written.
Just looking at the last year or so of his life, Lucanis has been imprisoned, tortured, and to top it all off, possessed. He is sharing his body with a demon and constantly fighting to make sure he keeps control. And when he finally comes back home? Immediately finds out his grandmother is supposedly dead, and for all intents & purposes, it's in retaliation for HIS jailbreak. Already he is picking up broken pieces of his old life and cutting himself on them. It's no state to be jumping into a relationship from.
I've said before - and there's plenty of dialogue from him supporting it - that Lucanis spends most of the game trying to pretend he can go back to his old life; that he can be the person he used to be.
"I thought I still had this."
"Whatever else I am, I'm supposed to be a professional."
"I don't fail my contracts."
All of these things add and add to his turmoil until it's set to topple right at the start of the "Inner Demons" quest. He finds out his grandmother is alive! He should be happy! Instead he's caught in emotional upheaval, overwhelmed by everything he's been pushing off, and he has to make a decision, he has to keep going, he has to has to has to. And he can't. To the point that Spite has to intervene and say the one thing Lucanis won't.
"Help us."
And then, after getting to Lucanis, Rook literally tells us the man's struggle outright.
"As bad as the Ossuary was for you, it was better than the alternative. [...] You could solve those problems with a blade, but healing again? [...] There's no simple answer there. And if you fail, you could hurt the ones you love."
Lucanis was raised in violence. He still has a good heart in many ways, but that doesn't change the fact that he was more than likely never taught the emotional skills needed to navigate his problems any other way than with a knife. Which means that for 90% of the game, he is not ready to open his heart to someone. Even the 'almost kiss' scene is Lucanis attempting to replicate some of who he was, until something in him realizes that kissing Rook wouldn't be a one and done situation. No no, he wants them. And the minute that hits, he pulls away again, until the time comes in the endgame that he realizes losing Rook forever is scarier than never making the attempt to be together.
TLDR; Lucanis is a traumatized slow burn with one hell of a payoff in the end, you just gotta be patient with him.
P.S. - Once again, this is just my opinion, you are free to agree or disagree as you'd like; this is just based on my own experience with his romance.
I'll die on this hill... The Lucanis romance is more focused on Rook being able to make him feel safe again and less about Lucanis being responsible for making Rook feel happy/special.
He's traumatized. And Rook is there for him over and over again until he can't help but realize that he loves them.
There's something so exquisitely healing about the dessert scene when Lucanis says, "It's nothing, or not enough..." And Rook, ever calm and patient, responds, "It is. And you are."
I love a good kiss, don't get me wrong. But my heart aches (in a good way) to witness Lucanis being seen and held so softly like that.
I overshared so much when I first met my husband... I laid everything out there on our third date and I told him it was okay if he wanted to stop seeing me. All he said was, "Nothing you've said makes me want to walk away."
Give me a love that says they're more than willing to struggle through the dirt and muck with you. A love that cradles all of your broken little bits as if they're the most precious things in the world. I'll take that any day over physical intimacy.
a dark ritual, nightmares and a safe harbor
when you very romantically propose with a 15 page contract :)
watch out, viper, he's getting suspicious
heard it was a Davrin appreciation week!

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(I'm screencapping this ask because I don't remember if asks show up in search tags properly)
Hi I'm taking this as a drawing suggestion so here;
So I'm not 100% sure yet but so far this is Late VG Lucanis to Me.
I am trying to keep at least somewhat close to his actual proportions (or at least from memory because I was too lazy to grab full refs, which is why I'm not 100% on it. I may have gone a bit too bulky but I'll compare later.)
Like I said in the tags of my Illario doodles; I only draw abs when I personally feel it's necessary. In Lucanis's case (especially late/post VG) I do not feel it. (Please tell me I'm not alone on this.)
| the way Lucanis looks like Rook might disappear again.
I'll keep my eyes open for this when I next get there π
UPD. Reread the tags, and it's the trick ending?! Well. Might check it out then π