oops i did it again

i'll cut another deal if it means this is all fake. please.

please let this be a nightmare

... is this a nightmare?

all this time, just getting to touch and kiss her felt like i was the luckiest guy in the world, like out of all the people she could've chosen, she picked me to do that ... but maybe i was just making it up.

am i just. am i just another notch on the bed post?

lying just feels. normal.

was i just a fan was i just...

every stupid good moment i had recently is with her

i love her i love you natasha i miss you

i can't stop thinking of her with someone else.

i'm so in love with her i don't know what to do

she keeps tagging me in things and it just hurts...

i'm so in love with her, what am i going to do? how am i going to handle this?

i miss her. i miss her so much. how could she lie to me?