6 years since he left us. It was always me, him and Daniel cruising around and smoking up. Laughing our asses off, not knowing which one of us was gonna go. I never liked that even being a question. I am always ok it was him I was worried about i aint shit the world doesn't need anybody like me in it. The best version of me existed when it seemed like we had a long time instead im just a lost soul doomed to wander the earth, when i lost the best part of me that can never be replaced. Even on the days I am doing way better than i ever was even if it seems like I'm not getting anywhere. Didn't cheat death for this bullshit 🙄 eh I miss the good ol days