Damn… why am I known as the “the guy that fights”? I’ve spent over 5 years trying to get rid of that title and it just seems like it’s never going away. I don’t want to be known as “the guy that fights”. In my opinion, I fight for what I think is right and not just randomly pick/start fights for fun.

I’m fucking scared. Please give me more time with my grandma.

Starting to feel like things are never going to get better for me.

At the end of every shift, I keep asking myself “am I a good manager”?

Getting kinda tired of this “it’s just another day” bullshit.

“Plenty of fishes in the sea” but I still want to choose you.

Life is a a challenge and I refuse to let me or my friends and family give up and let life win.

Sometimes I just want to pack my shit and move to somewhere new somewhere where nobody knows me and just start fresh….

Not knowing who you can talk to when you need someone to listen kinda sucks..

I just don’t want to be known as the one that always gets into fights anymore. Is that so hard to understand?

I just want someone to listen to me… so much in my head and I don’t even know who to talk to…

I’m just trying to be the better me… but how do I do that exactly??…..