bloodless and still but not at all dead

"I learned a lot from making this" is artist talk for "making this sucked ass and I'm not entirely happy with the result."

tending to my pet anarchists. going into their solarpunk themed enclosure and spreading packaged medicine around in bushes for them to naturally gather. refilling their stock of grain discreetly so they think it all comes from their garden sized wheat field. I spot one and she hisses at me and calls me an authoritarian tankie but i make cooing noises and offer zines as treats and she lets me pet her

I know the surface-level message from Onimai is just "Being forcibly feminised could fix me", but the actual persistent through line (intentionally or not) tends to be "Transitioning will help you actively participate in your own life. And you will love yourself again, and be loved by others. And your life will once again be worth living. But you have to make that choice."

Sigh.... I dont wanna learn how to drive.....

i have to assume that most tumblr users live in constant self doubt and terror to the point where whenever they see a post that says something is annoying or bad, they are unable to do anything but beg for absolution

Sorry we don't talk any more. You said something 24 months And 17 days ago around noon when cancer was in the sky that implied the evil in your heart. I could have fixed you but I didn't because low key I don't need that megative energy in my life anymore. The evil is still in you btw.

ijust drank more water im going to try and reach 20:30 and then 20:45 and then 21:00

it got easier later on im drinking more water and aiming for 21:00 directly this time

im starting to do wiggles am,d 10 minutes to go

I SURRENDER TO THE TOIUELT I CANT TAKE MUCH MROE THAN THIS

i got called cute for this and combiened with whatever the heck is the opposoite of post-nut clarity im doing this again some other day