All New Banana Song

It was about one of the artists behind the masks. I don’t like hearing about them. And kinda don’t wanna go into detail…. but yeah. Kind of devastated me. But I’m getting support through this, which I’ve never had before, so maybe I’ll be able to recover faster, artistically speaking. But there are a lot of blocks I gotta try to work around (currently not capable of drawing at home, and when I do draw it’s at work because that’s where most of my drawing happens, and right now I’m focused on my comfort zone while I try to get back on the horse).

(I’ll be honest: I’m going through some Things. I had some unfortunate Ghost news, which shook me and resulted in me not being able to draw for a few days because my heart hurt too much. Usually, when I lose the ability to draw it lasts for a while — the last one being almost five years — but with support I’ve managed to be able to do a little bit. But I apologize in advance if I post a lot less than I used to while I keep trying to heal with this; hopefully I’ll be back on my artistic feet soon)

(i have to redo aaaaaaall the shit i did for the storyline i’m working on cause i did an oopsie of my own, so i finished this piece for warmup before diving back in. so enjoy this little angst from a script i wrote aaaages ago in the meantime)

(just goes to show just how diminished he was by the time Mountain got to him; he went from a feral little minx to shying away from touch)

(Rain and Delta have been on my mind a lot….)

(neither Dew nor Alpha yet have the emotional capacity to admit what they have for each other is love…… it’s hard for Dew to explain that he always saw Alpha differently than the others he’d couple with)

(i’m still desperately trying to work on fighting my same face syndrome……)