What If??!!

Lost all the voice notes…it does feel sad. I guess something meant to be disappeared at some time at some point.

———————————————- What, where, when, why…

What, is what i like about you. Your smile, the happiness you brought me, your everything.

Where, the corner of the street in a city where we do not belong to. We left the city the same day, i missed the touch of you lips, the smile on your face, the starbuck where we had endless conversation and laughter at.

13th April 2014 is when it began. My feeling towards you is so strong, so strong that i wanna hear your voice everyday. We skyped, we texted, we talked on the phone everyday. Long distance wake up calls, little gift, letters have brought us unspeakable sweetness and joy.

Until one day we got caught up with our work, our life. The stress has pushed you further apart from me. That might be the reason why September was always cloudy for me.

Some said I should’ve seen it coming; I said, at least now i know how it feels when i meet someone who i wanna spend the rest of my life with.