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honestly i think i'm gonna try and advertise for small dick in my search... i really like the idea of being able to take a serious pounding from a guy with a tiny dick ramming me again and again and filling me up a few times per night while he degrades me.

legit i just wanna dress up like a popular anime girl and take it. i love the idea that beauty doesn't mean isolation or high status for me, it's the reason i have to take it so hard and the reason i have to be extra nice when i get on my knees.

#ftm girl #fakeboy #incel k!nk #detrans me #misgender me #misokink

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please look after yourself. transphobic, transmisogynistic, misogynistic, and homophobic kinks can genuinely fuck with your self image and relationships with others and become self harming. if you ever find that this stuff is distressing after orgasm or getting you into dangerous or triggering situations in real life, please know that you're not the only one and it's okay to step back.

this is the only and last time i am answering a message like this as an example of what NOT to do. the rest will be instantly blocked and deleted without mention. i am an adult. don't concern-troll me because you have an issue with how i have sex or what i do with my life. it is way more degrading to get an ask from a stranger implying that at my age, i don't know the pitfalls, the themes or the full implication of what i'm doing. i gave my consent. i have the power to take it away. do not talk about my relationships, take my friends, partner/s and family out of your mouth. do not talk about me self-harming, you have no idea how out-of-order and triggering that is. don't talk to me like a child. do you understand me? your 'good intentions' doesn't make your message any less insulting, maniupulative and presumptive. i hope i made myself clear and you do not know my mind so, as politely as i can muster: fuck off with that 'you're not the only one' shit. this is a horny place, not therapy and you are certainly not hired as my therapist, nor accepted as my friend. your pity is your own problem. with that, make sure you lock the door behind you this time. go post concerned messages on your own blog, thanks. i'm not your moral prop. you have no idea who i am. go talk to a mirror if you need to hear and say this because i do not. and if i seem angry, it's because i am. this is crossing a boundary and it's emotional manipulation. so, again: buh bye.

ETA: actually, you're disrespecting my autonomy as an adult man more than anyone else i've ever met. no one has ever tried to do something so incredibly slimy to my face as to tell me i don't understand i'm hurting myself. i actually am NOT a young girl and you treating me like one doesn't change the fact that you are uncomfortable that i am a grown man taking full responsibility for my own sex life. so smoke that too.

#sigh #anon try to concern-troll less please #or at least be honest about your motivations #i am a stranger and an adult so leave me out of this okay pops? i don't need a dad.

i keep telling myself this is just a kink. obviously, i can't be detransed.... but i DID hook up with a straight guy last night. i'm throbbing again just thinking about it. with my permission and gentle urging so he knew it was okay, he called me a lesbian and a confused girl. he said that i was too pretty to be a man and i should just do the right thing as he made me feel so womanly eating my pussy and i told him so. i let him say my deadname and sucked, drooled on and jerked his huge huge hard meat so eagerly and dripped so much all over he had to put a towel down. i licked and made out with his balls so so eagerly. he couldn't fit inside me so he ended up fingerblasting me while i rubbed myself and i let him jerk off on my spread cunt. and i just looked up straight sex articles. but you know one thing is true... it makes me feel so female when a man goes down on me. but this is where women are superior in this endeavor so take notes. women know that eating pussy should be savored, not rushed and exploration pays off. i swear, i would've been gushing in his mouth if he didn't claim to 'love eating pussy so much' and spend a total of 3 minutes out of the near-hour doing so hahaha. oh my god i'm so horny for it again though. i loved it when he told me to get on my knees and suck his cock like a good girl. and i definitely did.

#storytime nsft #real life stories #ftm girl #fakeboy #misgendering #detrans me #lgetsd

ohhhhh my god evil trans girls who joke about what our babies are gonna look like, please fuck my pussy immediately and tell me i can't be a man anymore. i'm too good. i'm too sexy. i'm too much of a good little masc in the streets and a slutty little bitch in the sheets. yessss evil trans girls in my area and my phone PLEASE SAVE ME <3333 also yeah i hope feminization-bimbo girl will feminize me right back by forcing me to explain how i know what people expect of women because i am one.... no WAS one.

(i also am highly receptive to dms and asks! just saying!!)

#ftm girl #fakeboy #detrans me #misgender me #transfem superiority #irl story

is it really so much to ask for a partner or fwb that treats me like a confused pretty girl who just needs to come out of my shell and embrace myself? i want someone to contextualize my whole life in the context of being a woman and if i get upset or even tear up about it, it's immediately responded with rubbing my clit and telling me that i'm such a strong, unusual, beautiful woman and i always have been.

like, guys - treat me like the little lezzie you scored and get to play with. ladies, bring me back into the truth of my own biology and femininity. even if it's tomboy or butch! but show me that i can never erase womanhood and you have a right to mine.

my cousin was so right, even my straight girl cousin knew when she looked me dead in the eye at that restaurant i came out in and said "why can't you just be a lesbian, though?" mmm i miss those days. i even miss the day of getting a little wet when i was on campus and a man asked directions and gendered me female and i got so embarrassed and said that i was actually a guy.

he just laughed in my face and said "no you aren't." i bet he took one look at my round tits pressed flat by my binder under my shirt and i hope he imagined all the ways he could prove it right there.

#misgender me #ftm girl #fakeboy #irl story #detrans cnc

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also... storytime. i woke up to a 'boyfriend' kissing my body out of my sleep once. 'he' was jerking his hard dick and kissing so softly. and when 'he' got to my nipples i almost moaned and 'he' was kissing so gently. i let him know i was awake pretty quickly after and got fucking pissed and went off on 'him' for being a creep. but sometimes i wish i'd just let 'him' do whatever 'he' wanted and finish what 'he' was doing. waking up to 'him' mounting my sleeping pussy would have made me cum so hard and i couldn't fight it. it was so hot. 'he' pretended to respect me as a man so so much in our relationship.... and now 'he's' a trans woman! and now i REALLY wish she'd done it! :(((( i can fix it though right?

#storytime nsft #ftm girl #fakeboy #transfem superiority #confused girl

hmmm also like the idea of going to the adult theatre in my most feminine outfit looking smoky hot and tough and proving i'm the bigger slut than the p0rnostar on screen in that dark room <3

#rap3slvt #ftm girl #fakeboy #t4c cnc #t4t bottom

anonftmafterdark

i am totally gonna go out tonight and get treated right (like a woman) by a stranger on an app 🤤

godddd i wanna get used and i want to be a really really good, sexy girl. i mean i'd totally be open to manipulative lesbians who insist on getting me drunk and licking my pussy and fucking me but i'd also love a guy who treats me like a dumb cute pet and grabs and feels my pussy under my stupid club dress like he owns it and makes me touch his dick or makes me sit naked while he strokes to me or just sticks his dick in and fucks me until i'm screaming and cums in me a couple times in one day.

anonftmafterdark

ugh yeah i feel like i will literally die if i don't have a guy shoving his girthy dick into my tight snatch while my knees are over his shoulders and i'm begging and pretending to cry 'nooo daddy stop, please stop please don't cum in me, daddy please!!' that's what led to the last guy cumming super deep in my cunt, holding me down while his balls pumped me full in the back seat of his car. i felt like a dumb scrawny teenage girl all humbled again. oohhh fuck yeah my pussy is drooling. also, guys and gals (trans and cis), what's hotter? pretending to be a bimbo when i'm not or leaning into an aesthetic that is more 'whore that listens to rock and roll'? i'm talking black pants that show off my pussy and lesbian-coded shaggy hair vs hyper feminine things?

#detrans cnc #fakeboy #ftmtf cnc #ftm girl #t4c cnc #daddy pls #slide into my dms

i am totally gonna go out tonight and get treated right (like a woman) by a stranger on an app 🤤

#ftmtf cnc #ftm girl #detrans cnc #fakeboy #pussy boy #ftmtf k1nk

i want an ftm girlfriend too so we can be forced to perform for a man and practice like dumb sluts <3

#ftmtf k1nk #lgetsd #misgen k1nk #misgendering #misokink #ftm girl

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sorry need to be the kind of woman who is pulled into an alley and raped stupid by a guy stumbling out of a bar and taking a piss... and then going home to my high powered husband or wife who acts concerned in front of the driver and then rapes me even harder and tells me it's my fault for being a sexy slut and always asking for it either way and that i was just made for pain as i fruitlessly sob 'not so hard, baby please'

after all, sluts like me have to be punished. it's almost worse because we don't know what we're doing.

and it makes you want to hear me cry so hard i can't even get a good sob out... and i always cum so you tell me to be grateful i'm such a whore.

i should have to say yes to everyone but also be punished for being so tempting until i just give up trying to be a person and decide to call myself free use so i don't feel traumatized and i become a better slut.

#ftm girl #fake boy #misgender me #rap3slvt #even women would be allowed to do it just like the men of course #i should have to endure hands and hard sadist meat with acceptance and dignity #writings in the quebe

ftmcustomcontent

I want a girl to say she’s bisexual when we get together. She reassures me that she seems me as a man and that im her boyfriend.

Later in bed she asks to scissor me, even though im hesitant I eventually agree despite how dysohroic it’ll make me. She holds me down and begins to rub our female vulvas together. She tells me that she’s so happy to have a butch girlfriend like me to have hot lesbian sex with. It makes me so dysphroic but it makes my pussy so wet

#ftm dyke #ftm lesbian #ps ps ps mean lesbians #men are allowed to talk to me about this but make sure it's about the girl on girl stuff okay?#detrans me

fixing-girls

Want to hang out with a ftm buddy like a bro. We could go pick up girls at the club together. If we are not successful, he comes back to my place and I fuck him in the dark. I hike his legs up and pound his pussy raw. Neither of us needs to say anything. In that moment, I'm a straight man who simply needs a pussy to use and dump my cum. She is a slut who needs to be fucked to feel fulfilled, since she has failed as a straight man.

The best part is, I'd cum inside his cunt and then make him leave right after. Just like how I'd treat any other girl. And she would take it without complaint.

We would meet again the next week as if nothing happened. But we both know... we are not really looking at the girls at the club anymore, when it's so much easier to get off at the end of the night.

You’re fat

well clearly you've never seen a photo of me so this is very sad to begin with andddd are you implying i would give a fuck if i was? is this supposed to be insulting? i'd be hot as fuck, you can't make me hate myself to feel better. all in all: nice try but i'm not your mommy and i'm not changing your fucking diaper. :) sorry you're cranky tho! but you clearly need boundaries soooo this is the last message of yours i'm responding to. don't skip the therapy, though! just because i don't want to listen to the shit that comes out of you doesn't mean i don't want you to heal. <3

#way to embarrass yourself i guess #did it live up to your expectations?#take care now!#also blocked u so sad 2 bad

loserpussyboy

i need a lesbian gf with small boobs who loves my big ones

#honestly i'm just a lesbian beneath all the attempts to be a man and all the never ending angst probably #just a self hating one who loves other lesbians #to the point that i think guys should also absolutely be allowed to disrespect my dyk3y pu55¥ and punish me for it #but the dream is to have the small boyish ones and look like a skater trick and worship a strong butch's fat big ones #this probably proves it!

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i just got the sluttiest and cutest club/festival mini dress. i really want to go somewhere no one knows me and a place where horny girls go to be noticed and just be a hot cute silly babe who always drinks whatever the gentlemen offer her... or the ladies if they'd be so kind but also, girls!!!

my girls!! we don't have to pay for drinks, remember? we just have to perform for the real men (unless you're butch or a power lesbian or 'mommy' in which case you are just as equal of respect as any man and i should have to perform for you too!)

#ftm girl #fakeboy #ftmtf k1nk #ftmtf slvt #bisexual girls #trans inclusive obvsly

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