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Wow…!

- B.

Auh—?!

I wish I knew who wrote this! Geez, who’s name starts with B and who would write it with blue ink? Uah.. This is hard… If I knew, I’d say yes… Uhhrrr…

Well…

I actually don’t have much words today, but I do have something I made!

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Here!

Just… Something of some people I admire, I think!

Although I didn’t quite get them all… Maybe I’ll make another? We’ll see!

Another day of this, is it?

Well, I don’t have much to say, except for that wow, I’m meeting a lot of people, I think! I’m scared to reach out to most of them, but I am… Some, I’m not, which is confusing for, you know, someone like me.

I guess that it’s all apart of learning to let myself get out there. Writing these entries is just a part of it too, documenting my journey of this all… I guess you guys wouldn’t mind if I said some negative things? Of course, positive too.

Simply, I think there’s some really cool people I’ve seen! I haven’t talked to most in depth, although I’d love to… Most notably, Pink, Rose, Copper and Maroon! Hi to you guys if you see this! I’d, uh, love to talk more, if you’d like. 💛

More negative experiences… Well… Uh… I haven’t disliked anyone I met all that much, except for one person. I don’t know where to place this why I don’t. Well, I think I have a small idea why, but really, I shouldn’t be talking about negative thoughts too much. Plus, you know, what if they see this? I’d feel mean! Not really…

I haven’t been doing much today, as there isn’t much to do. Most of my job is to sit and stare and watch people, so, that’s what I do! Nobodies been exactly open and up to talking to me, but that’s quite alright. I’ll never force them into saying anything.

Oh, uh- sorry.

...Hey, I don't think we've talked before. I'm Purple.

-@purple-binoculars

[hi purple mod here. no idea what to do but i saw this blog and its actually perfect for one of my ideas i had. probably gonna let my blog marinate a bit before i do it cause it would be a very major event but I wanted to get introductions and stuff out of the way so its not out of nowhere. also nobodys been interacting but you didnt hear that from me]

Oh!

Citrine brushes off their skirt subconsciously, before gently scratching the back of their head.

Hi, um… Hi.

They look at Purple, studying Purple for a moment before giving a rather bashful and small wave to the other. Citrine took no offense, really, none.

I’m Citrine, hi, uh, Purple, yes. No worries, I’m okay! Are you okay?

…In person talk isn’t easy, Citrine notes.

".... Godthatwaslame...."

- @likeacopur

Hi, hi!

Wow, I have never seen you before. I should’ve left a note, or something, sorry that I haven’t! I would’ve if I knew!

I’m okay, uh… Doing things, recalling some others, nothing too bad! I hope you’re doing okay yourself, maybe?

Well, none that you wouldn’t know of, of course!

I used to have a different crew, though… I can’t exactly remember everything that happened, but it was my first mission. MIRA slipped up and grouped a bunch of us together! I’ll get back to you on this, if I can remember their names…

Me? Really? Well— Ah!

Citrine covers their face, flushing. Woh.. Well, hm, uh… Wow, ahah!

~ @askcommexpertrose

Oh! Um.. Hi!

I’m okay! I’m usually always okay, I know that’s a basic answer, I’ll try to find better ones soon, ahaha.

I have been a little busy today, but no worries about that! I’ve been staring at the stars a lot, they’re really pretty… A lot of things here are pretty, now that I look at them… Aha… Swoon…

I thought I would start posting some thoughts daily. It’s nice to journal and all, so I’m glad that you all are here with me!

I think one thing that’s been weighing on my mind is that… It’s easier to say things on here than in person… I truly don’t really know all the faces behind the screens, so.. I can say what I’m thinking and also not have to worry about being judged!

It’s harder to go to my friends and talk to them, they’re just so cool, but I think it’s that… It’s so much more personal, haha! But, I don’t want to be too personal and negative on here. That wouldn’t be my intention! ☀️

— @askdoctorblue ✦๑°

I love you so much 🥹

Ah— Ah…!

Weell.. Um… Uhhhaaha, aggression?

I hope you don’t.. Actually take that out on me, but thank you nonetheless… I’m sure you’re very cute yourself, behind the screen!