i really love that chiblee is the exact same age as me because knowing that we would have the same generational touchstones and have probably experienced them at the same time makes me feel like i have a connection with him. also thinking about how at the same time as i was experiencing my mundane childhood, at the same age as him, he was experiencing so many traumatic things, while i on the other side of the world did not even know who he was... idk it creates a strange feeling thinking about how i was going through my life not even knowing that someone i would grow to care about is suffering and not even being able to do anything about it... i guess i also think about that with joel sometimes but in a different way, just the fact that he was also having traumatic experiences while i was a child 5 years younger than him...

its cute how much chiblee really really wants kids and how he was like “nooo!! ☹️” when an internet quiz told him he wont get married for another 30 years. he wants to be a tradwife so badly :) cute cute

i cant believe we saw joles face today augh i wish it was for more than just a couple seconds i want him to turn on webcam while hes playing a game so we can just see his natural reactions to things.... just see how his face moves and stuff........ like what does he look like whenever he is blessing us with all his cute giggles........

does anyone know any good things to get into for lesbian rpf that feels real :) i want to feel like lesbians exist in real life

i wonder if joel experiences painful periods or not

holy i just saw a clip of chiblee saying that if he "liked cum" he would probably like snowballing because he likes when people spit into his mouth 😵‍💫

yaoi games tend to have such an interesting combination of being simultaneously afraid of both individual homosexuality and cultural heterosexuality

i think that developing feelings for chiblee cured my evil incel nature a little bit. i have kind of an evil incel nature where i really tend to fetishize purity... but chiblee is a whore for real hes a used up hoe.... if u watch enough of him u will see, he talks bout it some times, how he's got ppl he hooks up with.... plus he even seems to have lots of experience with various drugs...... and yet despite these traits that would normally be a turn off for me i still like him so much in fact i think these traits are a little bit cute. because he's so like babygirl airheaded that its just cute and sweet that he hoes out all the time. you can't get mad at someone like that. theyre just acting on impulse because they are dumb and horny. plus the fact that he has mostly female friends and is so girlypop makes it cuter too because i assume that the sex he is having with these women is not like cringe maledom femsub sex like they are probably talking about hayley williams and carly rae jepsen afterwards

since joel is diabetic you can imagine a scenario where he has low blood sugar and must drink someones breast milk to survive like that reddit post

hm joel tentacle rape

i feel like i am tired of masking my autism the truth is that i really hate looking at real people and i am not really very attracted to joels physical form and if he ever uses his webcam i am truly excited but at the same time i dont know how i will actually end up feeling because i really hate looking at real people so i am also a little nervous and hoping that my love for him can outweight my autistic disgust of looking at human beings who are not anime and if joel was a person who always used webcam all the time i probably never wouldve developed feelings for him and the fact that so many other streamers use webcam so frequently is probably why it took so long for me to ever have a streamer crush and when i made that post of pictures of joel all of those pics were ones i had saved for other purposes like making infographics for my non joel friends to understand my love or for making memes because i do not save pics of joel for the purpose of looking at in my free time because they dont really do anything for me, when there is a new pic i do like to see it because it gives me New Information but it doesnt really make me attracted to him and i wish he was an anime loli

chiblee live rn talking about doing a "feederthon" where every 10 subs he eats something and every hour he takes pictures of his stomach so everyone can see how large he's getting ???

what kind of anesthetic do they use on wisdom teeth removal.... i wonder if he was knocked out or just numbed for it.... if i was his dentist id be stickin my fingers around all corners of his mouth for fun... and if he was knocked out id do more things....

do you think the dentist touched on him a lil bit

i keep thinking about the little tooth surgery update stream joel did this morning where he was all dizzy and delirious from painkillers and tired from not sleeping and could barely talk hehe it was so good to be able to hear him in that state awa it would be so nice to take advantage of him while he's like that...... but also poor baby i hope he feels better soon.....!

not chiblee saying vinny is his idol dude you are shota coded you gotta stay away from that guy its not safe…