Currently:

Have been super sick this last week. Fever, body aches, everything. And I haven't had a fever in YEARS, so yeah, I was a bit worried.

Fever finally broke early this morning- but, I've been incredibly cranky for the last two days.

And I just wanted to say, sincerely, thank you to my girlfriend. I haven't been the best person lately, but she's always patient and understanding no matter what.

We've been best friends for YEARS- and we're dating now.

You are my soulmate. The sunshine in my life. I've said it before, but I'm convinced the Sun rises and sets with you, love.

No one, absolutely no one, has ever made me as happy as you do. I've never loved someone like I do you; I want to shout it from the rooftops! It's. Insane. I feel like I'm fit to burst every time I think about you, and I want everyone to know just how fucking brilliant, talented, smart, beautiful, and amazing you are.

I've also never, ever, been loved like you love me. It's so pure and soft, and wholesome. You love me without wanting anything in return. You love me in ways I never thought I'd get to experience; I thought I was too broken, too fucked up, to be loved like this. But you've shown me that I deserve this- That I deserve YOU.

We've been together a month, in 40 minutes. I'm the happiest I've been since my mom died- she'd have fucking loved you and Alec, and even Cory. She'd have loved how much you value me and how happy you make me.

Thank you, love, for showing me my worth. I'm always going to be whatever you need; your hype-man, your best friend, your lover, your girlfriend, your soulmate, your shoulder to cry on.

The girlfriends package came in today, and while I love absolutely everything in it, these are my FAVORITES.

The pics of her, for obvious reasons- she's just...wow. There aren't enough words in...well, any language really, to describe how beautiful she is to me, inside and out. She has one of the most stunning and radiant souls I've ever seen in my life time, and she makes me want to become a better person. She doubts herself, and I wish she didn't.

I wish she could see herself through my eyes.

The necklace is special- in two days we'll have been together for a month, which doesn't sound like a big deal, but for us, it is. We've been best friends for YEARS, and I'm glad we didn't start dating until now (no matter how much either of us which we had started sooner😅).

We've grown so much as people, and now we can grow even more, but together.

I'm being super cheesy tonight, yeah yeah. But you're such a light in my life.