living deliriously

The one that broke your heart for the first time. The one that picked up the pieces gently and put you back together. The one that made you crack. The one that held you. The one that cried. While you cried. The one that never left. You just didn’t notice. The one that felt like your other half. The one that made you feel a feeling words will fall short for. The one that made you forget about that feeling. But you never did. The one that kept coming back. The one that left. The one that you don’t think about anymore. The one you think about every day. The one who still holds a place in your heart. The one that gifted you that book. You know which one. The one you never wanted. The one that always wanted you. The one you will never stop yearning for. 

You think attention is love and that’s why you suffer so deeply