Sometimes life can be too much, but you have to stay strong.

id like to update you guys on my toughness and inform you that today i put my cup down too loudly and scared myself

Sleep… Forever may I sleep? In an unmarked grave? Where no one can ever find me And not know how much I never gave? And may I rot with undying decay Until there’s nothing left No memory or pictures of me Nothing there to forget May I forever sleep, please? And not remember my life or my world I pity those who knew me Who knew such a worthless girl One so hideous and ignorant One so hated it’s true I prayed endlessly and never stopped dreaming That one day, I could be like him, her, or even you Be anyone else but myself And have the beauty I’d always wanted to hold No more rainy storms in my mind Only love, to warm the cold But it never happened, this love I bled for, it’s time I just let go I’ve always been among the beautiful, but it’s something I would never know The time has come but not yet gone, the wounds I’ve cut are deep I’ll watch my blood flow and fall like a waterfall of pain May I forever sleep?