Dog Times Ahead

I'm not deleting anything because it's almost like a journal.

A lot of pain in isolation, interpersonal/family issues, and addiction.

There are some insecurities I'm still working on... but I have definitely grown a lot in the last couple of years.

Sometimes when I have the stomach for it I go through the comments and delete hateful people's ramblings.

But most of the time I leave it be because if I gave any more of a shit about what other people think I'd probably have succeeded in one of my many attempts.

God forbid I love to see people happy so much it turns me on a little because I didn't get much positive reinforcement in my formative years so my body still doesn't quite know what to do with brain chemicals that feel good.