ANGH3LL1C's HEADSPACE

My PINK Beauty haul from this Christmas! I absolutely adore these scents!

I’m so tired of this. Especially in relationships. It’s something I just don’t understand. Something about young people in this day and age who just don’t seem to understand the implications of what being in a relationship means. It’s a serious commitment that can’t be taken lightly in my eyes. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been in a lot of loving, committed relationships before. Yet all too often it seems like I’m the one doing all the work. I’m not worried about me leaving. I don’t leave unless I have to. I just can’t stand being abandoned. Seeing someone I used to love happy with someone else breaks my heart in ways some people just can’t understand. Sure they’d be happy if that happened considering that'd be what they wanted if it did, but for me it's not the breakup that hurts, it's seeing someone say and do things they just did with me not too long ago, but this time it’s with someone else. Some people can handle it, I can't. To me it makes me feel worthless, like I was nothing to them and it hurts every fucking time. I'm not innocent, no one is. I've done my fair share of fucked up or rude things. I'm fragile, more than it may seem. Especially when the person I brought closest to me, leaves me for someone else. People ask me why I block exes, it's not because I dislike them, it's because it fucking hurts. It’s like standing in the pits of hell. That’s what it feels like to be around someone I once loved. I'm just sick of people leaving because they find someone else later on, or because they're "too busy" to uphold the relationship, or some other bullshit reason... No one ever seems to actually try to repair things anymore. They end things without a doubt in their mind, and without even trying to repair the broken relationship they’re a part of, and that hurts. It just goes to show that they aren't willing to try as hard as I am. That in the end I was putting in more than my fair share of work, and that in the end it was one sided. If only one person is trying to keep a relationship together, is it really a relationship in the first place? Or is it just a parasitic relationship?

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New York City Hall and San Francisco City Hall on Transgender Day of Remembrance 

Today is Transgender Day of Remembrance. Today we mourn and honour our fallen brothers and sisters who are transgender or nonbinary. This bigotry must stop.

So I was memeing around with my friend @aethersci​ on Twitter and I coined some pronouns and a gender for him. So here goes nothing, I guess. Aethercoric. A gender centered around Aethercore, which is an asthetic based off of [WIP]. Aetherkin. [WIP] Pronouns coming soon.