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🪽 #little theories

I can walk now a street without wheelchair nor walker. I know I used them for that before, but it all feels in a fog and I can't remember it well, I actually had to ask mom to be sure? Even though I still use them for longer distances. It's such a good improvement, the past 10 years I was only going outside for doctors, if I even could, and then some nice exceptions. I still do not understand what made me go outside... I just remember feeling I was really at my end, something I feel many times but, that time was special, and I asked to go outside. I also still don't feel I'm doing progress, even if when I think about it, I am. But I honestly fear feeling that. Honestly I'd rather just not think much about it and just keep going as I can, I think that's the best way to go right now.