𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐒

pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader

genre: bad boy au, fluff, angst if you squint.

description: hyunjin confesses his love for you (or not quite) after he decided it would be fun to pin you to the lockers in the boy’s changing room.

word count: 1.5k +

author’s note: don’t mind me, just my 189535th fail attempt at writing a bad boy au coming through.

warning: none

Leaning his weight against you, fanning against the nape of your neck was Hyunjin’s hot breath and his quiet words spoken with gentle seduction. A new kind of tension—something rigid yet so alluring—wafted through the air in the corner of the empty boy’s changing room located near the school gym, where Hyunjin had you pinned to the back of the row of lockers.

You were only here on his order to get him a bottle of water after his soccer practice, having suddenly received a text from him a full hour after school ended. Thank god you were still in the library studying, or else you would have to leave your house and journey all the way back to school just to get him a bottle of water.

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binnie day ♡ 0811

pairing: han jisung x reader

genre: magic au, soulmate au, friendship au, strangers to lovers au, angst and fluff and the smallest amount of action.

description: having been alone most of your life, the last thing you thought would gain you a few friends and a home was helping a random boy get past the school gate after he was late.

word count: 60k + (sorry but splitting this doesn’t make it feel whole to me)

author’s note: i don’t know what to say except i love these two babies, i was content writing about them and i’m glad i revisited this story. to those who are taking their time out to read it, thank you 🙇🏻‍♀️💞

warning: explicit mentions of blood, mentions of killing, mentions of death, some swearing.

Jisung gave the school gate a kick for his frustration. It did not release his inner turmoil.

Having woken up late this morning, he spent his entire morning rushing his routine. His uniform was sloppy, his hair was disheveled and his breath probably smelt of the ugly morning air, his toast with Nutella spread across unevenly was only half-eaten before it flew out of his grip as he stumbled across a pit of air. 

There were more little tragedies hidden in between the above-mentioned examples, and all of that hard work was reduced to nothing when Jisung found himself standing before a locked gate.

I have a lot of thoughts,, unsure of how to put them together and I am most definitely not going to review it in the same way that I did with who you are who I am that poem is 🤮🤮 who let me think that I was poetic at 3am anyways, there will be no order this lol.

jisung is so lovable. like wbk but eiko just, she just slapped that in our faces. him being embarrassed and flustered like all the way through truly makes me smile and sometimes laugh; it’s very endearing. the growth of mc tho 👀👀👀 we stan development yes. OMG WAIT THE SCENE WHERE JISUNG GOT BLASTED ACROSS THE ROOM SENDS,,, LITERALLY. mc got a really tragic past tho yikes. oh yeah when jisung made up some bs about how his mom made a meal for mc and then had to secretly text (or was it call I can’t remember jfaklds) her to make an extra meal. and the whole fight about sharing the bed is lovely. add in the next morning and I’m shipping these two bubs hardcore omg. omg wait I remember a scene where they were eating and it just was silent. digging into the thoughts of mc was very interesting during that scene. MY HEART OH MY HEART IT COULD NOT 🤧🤧🤧 WHEN WHEN WHEN JISUNG THOUGHT MC WAS GOING TO JUMP OFF HHHHHHHHHHHH   😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I legit reread that part three times; very touching. this whole story is so touching,, watching all the development that happens between all the characters just *cue me clutching my heart* 

WE CAN’T FORGET THE IMPORTANT SUPPORTING CHARACTERS NOOO SIRR NO MAAMMM WE CANNOT. the 00 line are such best friends 😔😔 I know, I have a way with words 😌 but seriously, their banter has me dying. HYUNJIN’S THOUGHT ABOUT BEING MORE SEDUCTIVE IN THE RELATIONSHIP TO GET JISUNG TO SHUTUP HAS ME BUSTING A LUNG,, LIKE SHHUSH MY GUY IT IS 2:45AM AND I AM NOT TRYING TO WAKE UP THE HOUSEHOLD 😤😤😤 anyways HE ALSO RUINED THEIR CUTE MOMENT  😤😤😤😤 BTCH GET O U T MY OTP IS THRIVING,,, was literally going to square up to him smh. but then felix and seungmin joined and LMAOO WHEN MC WAS LIKE ‘well they just keep coming don’t they’ (or something like that hhhhhh my memory just 🤡) I RELATED SO MUCH TO THAT SENTENCE  🤧 social interaction is hard my dudes, how y’all do it?

also not @ how my heart dropped when jisung was about to get run over. I was about to riot if he died and I wasn’t even like what,, halfway done with the story (idk if it was more, I’m bad at calculating shhhhh) ofc mc was badass though said nope. let out a small chuckle when seungmin, felix and hyunjin awkwardly watched as jisung frantically weaved strings on his fingers and mc peeled away the string etched into their arm,, which btw sounds super painful ouch. OKAY WAIT I KNOW THIS ISN’T IN SEQUENCE BUT LIKE THE TELEPORTATION WAS SUPER COOL. ahem okay, felix arguing about his milk tea is me. imma put it out there. honestly heartwarming at how mc learned to get along with them and accept jisung and his friends. very wholesome how they fell asleep at the convenience store and stayed their for breakfast. 

THE CAT CAFE. can’t wrap my head around the fact that felix reserved a table at a location he does not know. how- I will never understand. it’s a feels bad for seungmin tho. I wanted to jump through the screen and tag along with him. bro minho making an appearance and sht goes down. I CAN’T BELIEVE JISUNG BELIEVED MC’S LIES STUPIDDDD JISUNG A BIT DUMB DUMB IN THAT MOMENT JLDKSA kudos to seungmin to try and convince him to lend mc an ear for explanation. OFC JISUNG STARTED SOME SHT OVER THAT also would like to mention the part where seungmin wipes away the crumbs around mc’s mouth with his sleeve hhhhhhhhhhh that got me swooning for nO REASON and his reaction to the way mc gulfs down food is me. people who eat with their mouth open (aka my WHOLE FAMILY) makes me shudder CLOSE YOUR MOUTH. anyways this isn’t a ted talk about those people. damn I lost my train of thought.....OH YEAH MORE DRAMA,,, honestly a part of me wants to ship seungmin and mc but like.......jisung. seungmin and mc are a better ship for friends and maybe in an alternate universe they could be together 🤔 but jisung is where it’s at. 

that councilman tho,, as if we didn’t need more sht to go down. lowkey thought that seungmin would sacrifice himself but I didn’t really like it if that’s the way the plot went so thank goodness jisung stepped up lol. oh yeah, those spells do be sounding intriguing. for all I know, they could be common and used a lot but ya girl has like zero knowledge on fantasy and magic so please excuse lil’ ol’ me and my one braincell. GO 👏 OFF 👏 MC 👏 RUNAWAY WITH JISUNG YES,,, GO ESCAPE AND LIVE YOUR LIFE- damn he just doesn’t give up does  😐🙄 JUST LET MC GO 😤😤 whatever, mc claps his head (and it leaves a guilty conscious behind which is a big oof, but I would think that taking someone’s life would to that a person unless they’re a psychopath) DSFLKAJ THE WAY THAT JISUNG DESPERATELY MOVED HIS PINKIE AWAY FROM MC AND MC IS LIKE ‘I GOTTA DO IT’ REALLY MESSES WITH MY EMOTIONS AND I DON’T APPRECIATE IT I’LL HAVE YOU KNOW. pause, wanted to comment on how jisung believed mc’s lies twice lol; like my guy mc loves you chill, they do things they don’t mean sometimes but it’s with good intentions. 

the uncle is finally awake thank goodness and he can sort out the council issues. also not @ I expected chan to be the uncle lol. WHY DOES HE FIT THE ROLE SO WELL??? my smol brain took a moment to understand what jisung did so I read that part three times too focused on the fact that jisung could remember mc before reading it two more times to fully focus on the words and not the excitement bubbling at the tip of my tongue,,, I was about to yelp for joy but people are sleeping and I mustn’t disturb their slumber. 

the ending really got me thinking that the moon isn’t singing a lullaby and that the sun is up and telling me to go dance in its rays. it was so bright and colorful the ending. it really brought a smile to my face. when I finished it, I was happy for them and eagerly waved the couple goodbye. but as I’m reminiscing on their journey, I’m getting a bit sad. I hope that they’re doing well!

When you finally enter the cabin it’s empty, except for a boy sitting on a bunk with a ukulele, humming hey jude by the beatles. When he sees you, his focused look turns into a fond smile, despite never having met you before. His eyes rake over your clothes. A band tee and a pair of ripped jeans you got from a sibling that don’t quite fit. “Changbin must have sent you!” He chirps, putting his ukulele down before getting up and pulling a chair over from a nearby vanity. You nod while he motions for you to sit down.

“So …” he muses, sitting back down on his bunk and tucking his ukulele under his arm again. “I’m Chan, your local Australian therapist.” He chuckles as if it’s a joke he’s told many times. He probably has. “I’m Y/N,” you reply, trying to look everywhere but his face. Scanning over the many makeup brushes, the obnoxiously pink walls, and the hair dryers set up in one corner, you think that this visit is probably going to be useless. “So, if you are here, Changbin probably had enough of either you moping or getting into one too many fights. Which one was it?” Chan hums, plucking unconsciously at the strings. You clear your throat, trying to organize the thoughts in your head enough to explain. “Moping. It’s ridiculous anyway. I shouldn’t be moping over such a small thing.”

Chan hums again, pressing his fingers into the strings, but not playing anything. “Well, if you’re moping you must be upset about something. Probably something that’s been piling up for a while.” Chan observes, cocking his head to the side. “I-I guess. I mean, I’m just tired of being left out,” You sigh. You didn’t fit in with your siblings and the other cabins keep to themselves most of the time. “That’s reasonable. I mean, you seem very different from a lot of your siblings. People tend to avoid things that are different from them.” Chan reaches out and touches your hand, muttering something and the mood seems to lift.

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[ it's his hoodie ] — "is that my hoodie?" hyunjin asks as he sees you. you press your lips into a thin line and shook your head 'no'. "are you sure? i lost that hoodie." you only looked at hyunjin as he eyes the white cottony hoodie that you have on.

hyunjin asked you to go to the dorms to help him pack and you, thinking hyunjin forgot about his hoodie, wore it. you didn't steal it. hyunjin lent it to you months ago and you just didn't return it. not because you were forgetting but because you want it.

hyunjin walks closer to you, taking your hand that is covered by the sleeve that's supposed to stop by your wrist, but it was an oversized. another reason why you like it. hyunjin flips the sleeve and his eyes widens. "it's mine! my initials are here." hyunjin said.

"no," you said as you pouted. hyunjin stared at you and you look back at him. "you gave it to me months ago."

"i didn't—"

"you did!"

"i lent it to you."

"you never asked me to return it to you." you said and hyunjin's mouth hangs open. hyunjin chuckles with no humor behind it, being the drama queen that he is.

"hey! bring it back here or no kisses for a year."

"i don't have anything underneath." you simply said and hyunjin presses his lips into a thin line. hyunjin places his hands on his hips and then later shakes his head saying, "i don't care."

"really? the other boys could see me and do you really want me to go home later in just my bra?" you asked and hyunjin bites his lower lip, knowing in himself that no, it's not okay with him. why did he even say that he doesn't care.

then you hear a door open. "hi, y/n." jisung greets as he closes the door behind him.

"hi, ji." you said as you grabbed the end of the hoodie, pulling it up when hyunjin immediately pulls it down.

"you win." hyunjin says and you smile brightly, taking his hand into yours.

"come on, let's go pack." you said as you pull him in his room and he tries to suppress his laugh, but still a giggle comes out of his lips.

this a happy un-angsty blog,,, what are you doing

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[11:06] You fiddled with your fingers as you looked down on the ground. Your eyes stayed glued there, not wanting to look up at Hyunjin, knowing the moment you do, tears would uncontrollably fall. Ever so slowly is the hope running out as it went with Hyunjin when he uttered the words, "I want to break up."

The way he uttered them hurt. He was nervous, but you could see it in him that he's been wanting to do it for so long already.

"W-Why?" You mumbled, feeling small right in front of Hyunjin.

The last time you remembered that you were with Hyunjin, everything was okay. You were happy. Both of you were happy. You don't know when it started; when Hyunjin started to become.. unhappy. Hyunjin promised that he would stay by your side and would never leave you. And you've always held on to that promise.

"I'm sorry, Y/N," he started, but his voice was small as yours. Only in a different way.

"Was it because of our recent fight? I didn't mean anything that I said." You said, still avoiding his eyes as you two tried to solve this problem. You were trying, even though you both know it couldn't be solved anymore. "Everything that I gave to you, it wasn't enough, was it?"

Hyunjin looked up, eyes slightly widening at your statement. "No, Y/N! It was enough, more than enough. It's just that-" Hyunjin cut himself off as he tried to think of what to say, but no words came. You sighed, letting the tears fall. You turned around, leaving Hyunjin in his place as you walked back to your apartment.

After a few minutes of walking, you stopped, hearing footsteps following you. You turned around to see Hyunjin with his head down, eyes evident with guilt. "What are you doing?" You mumbled and Hyunjin looked up, momentarily looking at your eyes, but he immediately looked away.

"Walking you home." He uttered.

"You don't have to, I'm not your girlfriend anymore." You stated and Hyunjin sighed.

"Yeah, but I don't want anything happening to you." Hyunjin said as he looked at your eyes. But the moment you looked back at him, he immediately turned away not wanting his guilt to eat him up.

This was the right thing to do anyway, sincerely let you go since he didn't want you anymore. He didn't want you to be kept by him through lies. He didn't want you to be happy if he was only going to lie. Not only will he be hurting you, but himself too.

"Go home," you mumbled weakly, turning around to continue your way to your apartment. Feeling weak, you didn't bother turning around and fighting Hyunjin off to go home.

In the elevator ride of your apartment, you kept silent. Your head turned to the ground, not wanting to see him. Hyunjin saw the tears fall down on the ground, but he kept silent knowing it was probably the best. But your heart shouted how much you want him to say that it was all a prank and just pull you into his arms. You're not going to be mad at him if he said he was just testing you. At that moment, you were willing to be clowned by Hwang Hyunjin. You're willing to do anything, feel anything just to be in his arms. But no, Hyunjin is decided that he doesn't want you anymore.

The elevator doors opened, you stepped out with Hyunjin following you. You opened the door of your apartment and with the courage that was left in you, you looked up at him as your sad eyes met his guilty ones. "Thank you." You said.

"You're welcome." Hyunjin mumbled. "G-Goodbye, Y/N."

"Goodbye, Hyunjin."

It hurt that he walked you to your apartment because he wanted to be nice, not because he wanted to spend more time with you. Not anymore. He's not your Hyunjin anymore, he was just Hyunjin now.

〉 〉 〉

[ knuckles ] — bad boy!felix sat on your couch with his eyes on the ground, avoiding your eyes as you grabbed his hands gently. you sigh, looking at him and even though he could feel your eyes burning on his face, he chose to find interest on the ground. your thumbs ran gently through his bruised knuckles, felix finding warmth on the small action. you brought his pair of hands up to your lips as you placed a light feathered kiss on it.

finally, felix looked up, his eyes filled with guilt. you placed his hands on your lap and got the dampen clean cloth to gently dab it on his knuckles. “are you gonna ask why i did it?” felix mumbles and you shake your head ‘no’. “why?”

“i heard what happened, lix. i was there.” you said and felix sighed. his heart would’ve accelerated with the nickname you used even though you’ve been dating for a year already, but this was much more important.

“i would’ve stopped already,” felix said.

“then why didn’t you?” you asked.

“he pushed you harshly,” felix says, anger evident in his eyes as he remembers. “i went all over the place when he did.”

“felix—”

“no one treats you like that.” felix scoffs and he looks at you, who was just staring at him with a look that couldn’t decide what to do. he turns his eyes away from you and seconds later, a pout suddenly became evident on his lips. there is a soft man behind the tough exterior after all.

you laughed, making felix look up and you leaned forward, pressing your lips on his. when you were about to pull away, his hand grabs the back of your neck to make you stay in place.

when felix finally lets you pull away, you smile at him, kissing his nose and you fully pull back, taking his hands again to continue cleaning. “i appreciate, lix. but please, i’m asking you even if they talk shit about me, just turn your back on them. please?”

felix sighs in defeat and you smile at him, knowing he can’t ever resist you. “i’ll try. for you.” felix says and you hum in agreement.

“it’s actually for you, though.” you said and felix looks at you. “i don’t want to see your pretty face ruined.”

“huh, knew you can’t resist this face.” felix says with a wink and you sigh, shaking your head.

“i can’t deny it, lee. when i saw you, i thought you were just so perfect.” you said with a smile. “especially when you flashed that smile that barely anyone ever saw.”

felix chuckles lightly, shaking his head in a bashful way. “i love you, sunshine.”

“i love you, too, lix.”

-

“Why would I borrow when I have one myself?” You said as you leaned on the doorframe, mocking him as you crossed your own arms on your chest.

Shit. Seungmin thinks and he sighs, shrugging. “I just thought,” he trails off. “I mean, you’re the person that I remembered borrowing it." 

"Are you sure that’s your reason for coming down here?” You asked, raising an eyebrow on him. Seungmin fisted his hands, feeling them starting to sweat. Hyunjin made me go here to finally admit my feelings for after 3 years. Seungmin thinks and you sighed, pulling your lips into a thin line.

“Okay, I think I know where it is.” You said and you stood straight, turning around to go inside your dorm, but stopped with a 'Oh, wait!’ coming out of your mouth. You turned around again, facing Seungmin as you reached out to his chest pocket, pulling his glossy blue clicky correction tape out and hitting it on his forehead with no power behind it.

“Ow!” Seungmin pouts, rubbing his forehead with his hand like a small kid.

“Idiot,” you mumbled and he just pouts there, standing still as he sighs. “C'mon, Min. What is it? You’re acting weird lately." 

Seungmin knows that you know about his feelings for him, but he never said anything. But now, he’s going to.. I guess. "I think you know what’s up.” He says and you sigh.

“I think so, but care to confirm if what I’m thinking is right?” You offered and he shrugs.

“If— and big if— I tell you that I’ve had feeling for you for like let’s say 3 years and been wanting to ask you out since, what would you say?” Seungmin metaphorically confesses and you giggle because let’s face it, the man’s cute. Idiot, but cute.

“Well, if—and big if— you were ever to tell me that, I’d say I feel the same way and would love to go out with you.” You say and Seungmin’s eyes adorably goes wide as he looks at you through his bangs. He smiles shyly, then asks, “R-Really?”

"good then," you said. "you're actually getting thinner and i don't like it."

"why not?" jisung said as he looks at you over his shoulder.

"you're not taking good care of yourself, dingus." you said and jisung huffed. you sigh, flipping the hem inside out and see the size. you sigh, letting go and hitting the back of jisung's head.

"what?" jisung asked, turning around glaring at you. you hold your laughter in, scratching your head as you pointed at the jeans.

"you doofus. those are my jeans!" you said and jisung looks at you weirdly. he removes the jeans, breathing out as he looked at the back of the jeans. jisung pouts, dropping your jeans on the bed as you covered your face with your hands, silently laughing at your idiotic boyfriend. you peeked at him through your fingers and he just stands there pouting. you come closer, burying your face on his neck as you wrap your arms around his waist. you started to laugh loudly making jisung wrap his arms around you and bury his face on your neck.

"i'm such an idiot." jisung mumbles as you continue laughing.