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to add on, i do not think white lily sacrificing herself was good. this is the same story that told us numerous times that pure vanillaâs sacrifice for the sake of everyone else was wrong, because it fixed nothing. it got rid of the overarching problem, but it did not solve the trickle down effects it had. it did not cure people of their trauma, bring back the dead, or resurrect fallen kingdoms. i feel it is hammered home time and time again that there is another way, other than throwing everything away and sacrificing yourself.
why is white lilyâs freedom death? why is that necessary? that is a needlessly harmful and ignorant message to spreadâthat death is her only way to forgiveness and atonementâwhen that is just not the case. i am tired of this trend of characters seeking forgiveness and then deciding their forgiveness must be sought through self sacrifice.
white lily should have been able to see the new world she fought for. it is as simple as that.
the thing that gets me about silent salt, that i never see anybody else mention, is that he places himself above the other beasts despite being one of them. this is something shadow milk also mentions in the latest episodes, which i find interesting because before this point itâs never quite been touched on.
silent salt thinks he is âbetterâ than his fellow beasts because he didnât âwillinglyâ fall from his virtue. i believe he assumes everyone else chose to abandon it, rather than going through immense turmoil that led them to fall. he doesnât consider (and he states, verbatim, that he does not care) the strife placed upon them. his problem at the end of the day is that he is shortsighted when it comes to others. he is arrogant (which is ironic for someone who is quick to shun arrogance in others). he thinks HIS WAY is the ONLY way, and he does until the end, when he shackles pastry in the land of silence because he thinks he knows best.
he is always looking back on the past and the way things used to be. i think he is so lost in it that it inhibits him in the present. i am not sure where his mentality that he is not a monster comes from. make no mistake, he still killed people. thousands of people. thousands of souls and wraiths make their home in his land. yet i never see this acknowledged, because he is heralded as some sort of hero, and thatâs what the story wants you to believe about him. thatâs what he wants you to believe about him.
he is not redeemed. even when he dies, he still has not changed. he is set in his ways because he refuses to see any other paths or possibilities. i donât think he even wants to. he died like he lived: stubborn. arrogant. distant.
i dunno, it would be nice if more people noticed that.
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â» characters ; pitaya dragon cookie
â» type of scenario ; yandere headcanons
â» warnings ; obsessive behaviors, violence
â» note ; sometimes you write when you have something to prove.
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â» fiercely competitive for their matesâ attention, they are prone to many a battle and fight between cookie and fellow dragon alike. itâs a way to show off, display themselves as your strong partner that can quell any threat, so reliable and capable of protecting you. they donât realize the prospect of watching strangers and friends crumble into dust and jam isnât appealing to you, like it would be to one of their own. in fact, you may find it rather inhumane and horrifying.
â» oftentimes after such a slaughtering, they collect a trinket from the corpse of their foe (if any corpse remains at all) and gift it to you. just a souvenir from your lovely mate. theyâre confused when you throw their gifts to the ground and begin to panic, but cookies have always been so fraught with emotion, so they eventually learn to ignore it. they simply pick the item back up and store it back at your shared nest.
â» speaking of the nest, if you had any other home prior to meeting pitaya, then youâll likely never be seeing it again. friends, family, pets? why go back to that when you have a dragon by your side? you have no need for those things now that youâre with them.
â» they will try to make the space more comfortable for you, but not in the most elegant manner. theyâll gather a few blankets and pillows (those are things cookies like to sleep with, right?) and embed them into the place you two sleep. they arenât fond of covering up with anything, but you seem to like it, and thatâs all that matters to them.
â» territorial to the point of quick, seething rage. itâs no secret pitaya has a flaring temper about them, and it does not take long to trigger it. if they feel their mate is being encroached on by somebody else (a feeling they seem to feel very liberally), they donât hesitate to act out. sometimes theyâll come back to the nest covered in jam and brag about their latest conquest to you.
â» always has their tail/arm/wing wrapped around you at all times when in public. snaps at people who try to approach you âas a warning.â
â» pitaya isnât good at reading your emotions. to them, all cookies are sort of senselessly emotional, always afraid and cowering. your crying to see your friends and family again doesnât ring as alarming to them, because if anything, itâs just what theyâve come to expect. theyâre not sure how to calm you, so they usually wait out any outbursts, or they go out to find you a pretty trinket.
â» for the first few months, all they would bring you to eat was raw meat. this is what they ate all the time and it never bothered them, but it turns out cookies have more particular diets and palates. they like their meals cooked, no jam leaking out? thatâs odd. the first time they bring you something edible, they tentatively hand it to you and watch you eat it. from then on, they bring you foods they think youâll like, taken from villages.
â» days are fretful, but nights are surprisingly pleasant. whether itâs warm or cold outside, pitaya is wrapped around your body as tightly as possible. even attempting to get up is difficult. usually the struggle would earn a grumble and a nip to your cheek from them.
â» rarely enough, they will dawn their draconic form and allow you to fly through the skies with them. they fly a bit slower than usual. youâre only a tiny little thing, and they wouldnât want you to fall. plus, thereâs the unintended side effect of having more time to admire the scenery from above. though sometimes you both come across a stray town or village, and pitaya comments on how easy it would be to burn it to a crisp.
â» âlittle cookiesss, running away!â they exclaim with delight. down below, people run to safety and point up at the sky, up at the greenish red dragon of legend. âtheyâre lucky iâm not in a sssnacking mood.â
â» escape is rather hard, if not impossible. pitaya has memorized every detail about you â your body, your voice, your face, your scent, your shadow â they could easily pick you out from an entire crowd of cookies. whether or not theyâd be upset about you fleeing is entirely up to their mood that day. maybe they think itâs cute, how you try and run away, like a little mouse. or maybe it angers them deeply, because they donât want to entertain silly little games. either way, theyâll be dragging you back home, and teaching you a lesson will surely be in order.
â» intimately familiar with your scent. there is something so unique about it, something that makes them want to chase it down. any time they can, they bury their nose in your hair or your neck and enjoy your smell. they also make sure you carry notes of their own scent as well, so others know youâre clearly taken.
â» certain times in the season demand you sit down with pitaya and precariously pluck the dry seeds out of their hair. they gripe and groan about it every single time, but they do like the feeling of your fingers working through their messy tresses.
â» as a display of possession, they are prone to biting you and making sure the marks are incredibly visible. theyâll bite in the same spots if they see one is about to fade.
sugarflyâs wings had long been coated with saccharine crystal syrup, lazy and weak from disuse, as she strolled through the garden of delights. she hummed to herself, counting the berries and flowers as she passed them by, marveling at the beauty surrounding her. truly a paradise, a place of happiness eternal. she couldnât fathom why anyone would ever want to leave.
in the heart of the garden, which had been dismal until recently, a stream of sugary pink flowed, ending in a waterfall. a most magnificent sight, she thought in awe, for the bringer of happiness must be in high spirits today, if the stream isnât dead still. it brought a smile to sugarflyâs face. she stepped closer to the water, taking in the sweet scent that wafted into the air. she could barely make out her reflection in the quick current.
she stared for a moment, taking in the blissful expression on her face, the softness of her hair, the tips of her lashes. she was beautiful, just as she wished to be. a lightness settled over her at the reassurance. as she gazed longer, though, the glimmer of her wings caught her eye. they, too, were beautiful, but she sometimes felt as if theyâd been stripped of something vital. when she attempted to move them the slightest bit, they wouldnât budge. they stayed slumped down, sparkling radiantly if the sun hit them right. but they werenât useful. they no longer yearned for the freedom of the skies, the wind as they soared. in turn, sugarfly didnât yearn for it either.
but she could remember a time when she did. when she wasnât surrounded by the suffocating smell of cotton candy and sweets, when the sugar clouds didnât hang so terribly lowâshe had adored the skies. the warmth one could feel after a nice morning flight, the conversations with the bluebirds as they migrated in the fall, the feeling of hope. going wherever she wanted, whenever she wanted. those memories started to fade over time, replaced with the delights and happiness she felt in the garden. she could only faintly recall them now, as though they were little more than a brief haze that plagued her mind.
freedom had not served sugarfly well, in any case. she much preferred it here, where hardship didnât exist, and reality could not sink its claws into her life. there was nothing to protect, no burdens to bear, no responsibilities to take on. the way life was intended to be.
however, something nagged at her. an ever present voice, very unlike the bringer of happiness, called to her. her brows furrowed as she tried to ignore it, but it only seemed to get louder, more shrill. âsugarfly,â it begged ceaselessly, âplease donât leave. we need you here.â she turned back, as if she would find the answer, but there was nothing. maybe it was the whispers of the wind, of pains yet to be cured.
âdonât go,â it pleaded, âdonât leave me.â
âleave who?â sugarfly asked hesitantly, voice soft as the wind itself. âwho are you?â her eyes darted every which way, suddenly unsure of their ability to see clearly. âare you lost?â her question echoed in her head. no reply given from the wind. âi can help you.â
she took a tentative step toward the stream again, allowing her offer to hang in the air for a moment. âyou donât have to be afraid,â she consoled, though it was more to soothe her own simmering nerves. âiâm right here.â her turquoise eyes fell back down to the water. her reflection, lips curled in a frown and uncertain, stared back at her.
the longer sugarfly peered at her reflection, the more disconcerted she felt. for a brief second, she swore there was someone else standing behind her. a familiar figure, one she hadnât laid eyes on in quite some time. a person she had once sworn to love and cherish and protect, come what may, no matter the pain. those feelings seemed to intangible now.
reaching out, her fingers gently dipped into the water, marring the image of herself and the figure. a sense of loss filled the air, an aching disappointment settling deep in her chest. she was almost compelled to beckon the strange whispers to return to her, but her words died in her throat before anything could be said. a soft âcome backâ tumbled out, with only silence as a reply.
âsugarfly!â a grating voice yelled, demanding her attention. she didnât answer, didnât smile and wave as she normally would. her head hung low, eyes focused on the frosted earth beneath her metal boots.
âsugarfly! we have guests,â irritation radiated off pavlovaâs words, giving sugarfly pause in their wake. âi need you to escort them to the bringer of happiness right now!â
giving one last look at the stream, she nodded, and plastered a soft smile on to her face. âyes, pavlova,â she agreed. âright this way, everybody.â