he/him btw ;P

cw also 64kg-60kg

gw 1 59kg

gw 2 55kg

gw 3 50kg

gw 4 48kg

ugw 42kg 🤤

my life goal is to get a scale 💀💀

i need to lock in its already summer 😓

also im 171cm tall ☺️☺️☺️

zrobilem ogl serwer ed na discordzie bo mi sie nudziło

wieccc

jak ktos chce dolaczyc to mn dodajcie na discordzie

ray.322.

i wysle link do serwera :D

i finally started working out cuz of it

and i did 620 sits ups in 3 days!!!..

im pretty proud of myself but i still feel kinda pathetic

cuz its only 620.. ill do more!!

well my parents are kinda kicking me out for 2 days cuz theyre going on a trip and they dont trust me home alone. so ill be staying over my friends house.. but i can't work out then :(

my sides hurts sm, but it finally gave me the feeling of control.

i hate eating.

i wanna throw up.

i feel like throwing up but im too tired to get up and throw up.

im going to a hairdresser and im scared she will fuck up my hair cuz i never was there.

i usually cut my hair by myself..

tbh? im glad. i hated him.

i mean.. idk if they already break up?

he blamed me cuz i never liked him and cuz of my poor mental health.

yeah my mental health is poor since 2023, yall r not even 2 years together.

and my body.

i hate being hypersexual

i hate being genderfluid

i hate being.

i just hate being.

and i hate all those toxic and fake people around me.

cuz why?

why do they think i fucked with him.

well i did but i did it after they started to think i did.

im not a whore okay?

I AM NOT A WHORE

i needed ts just to feel better!

and it finally brought me some fkn emotion to my life

i was homeschooled for a year and now i have to go back in september.

its 12pm, stfu.

stop larping mental illnesses plz it pmo so bad

and don't post ts on tik tok, its just bad.

not that i care tho..

want a real do i creep you out? okay.

i cut myself every single day just to feel something but its still not working

i want to die every single fkn day, im so tired i cant just go on.

i hate being at home but i hate being outside. i gen dont have a place on earth where i feel okay. i feel fkn emptiness.

i love s3x even tho im 15, and im embarrassed of myself.

im hypersexual and everytime when i have these fkn thoughts of a stranger r@ping me i fkn cut cuz i hate them and want to die.

i have voices in my head and i cant shut them up unless im high

im scared of oral sex cuz my gag reflex after throwing up is fucked up, also i was forced 2 times to suck a guys d!ck. whenever i remember ts i want to fkn die. like why?..

i had a sexual encounter in public. specifically in a bathroom. in mall. and i was forced to do it.

i cut out my groomers name on my thigh.

sigh

nice, now i barely eat and when i actually do i throw it up immediately.

nice, now im cutting myself.

nice, now i wanna die.