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Hello,

Thank you for requesting, and thank you for your patience.

For you, because of the way you have worded your question, (I’m also assuming English is not your first language), this is kind of a “yes or no” type of an answer.

So, “yes or no?” The answer is-

“highly unlikely”- UNLESS, you approach it in a realistic way.

Basically, this is warning against “wishful thinking” or false hope/optimism, and unrealistic expectations.. SO, I am not sure WHAT your dream is, but, it is also saying that, THERE IS A CHANCE, but that, you need to be realistic, or approach it from a logical, realistic perspective.

So, ask yourself, is this a realistic possibility? Or, what steps can I realistically take, or in real life, to make this thing happen? So, again, I don’t know what your “dream” is exactly, but set realistic goals, and expectations.

Hello,

Don’t worry about this “yapping” concept, explaining or expressing yourself, talking, isn’t “yapping”. Talk, be you, and take up space! Talk about whatever you want for long as you want! Wherever you go!

You may be a very social person, and want to make new experiences. You mentioned a lot of external shit- and it’s directly responding to that here saying, not to let that have as great of an influence on you as it does, and learning how to protect yourself from external attacks. Some people may LACK the emotional maturity, or depth, to understand certain things like the “external shit”. You need to learn how to not let that have as great of an impact on you or control you, or your actions or decisions as it does, and protect yourself against those kind of attacks. It’s a part of emotional maturity or balance skills that you should learn to posses, and leave behind things that aren’t going to serve you or your personal goals. If other people can’t even stop to consider you or your goals and what you want for your own life, they don’t matter, and it’s truly their own problem. Try to maybe balance out your logic and your emotions when making certain decisions, and not to let the “external shit” have that much affect on you. If people get mad and don’t get it, don’t let that have as much of an impact on your personal choices.

I’m seeing that, you really want to move out, move on, or get the ball rolling and do something with your life. You genuinely need to let the past die and just start over. You may be a very highly intuitive or spiritual person, and this just feels right to you. You should take the opportunity in front of you, and put your best foot forwards. You may not get the scholarship, but you should not overly rely on spiritual advice to make all of your choices and decisions. I see that you may have a brighter future ahead of you, and you may be a very social person, ready to move on, and you should stop allowing whatever the “external shit” is to have so much power over you.

So the answer is: This truly feels like something you really want to do, and if it feels right and like it really aligns with you, and if you learn how to not let the “external shit” have so much of an influence on you, and if you are truly in it for the right reasons, and you know why you want to do it, go for it, and put your best foot forward and try your best! If something goes against your better judgement, don’t do it, or listen to all the noise or self doubt. Do what feels best to you and to who you are.

Hello, this is what I’m getting for you:

A question to ask yourself is: Is this something that you want to do for a long time? Not every job has to be your final career. I’m getting that you may go through several different phases over a period of time, until you decide what you finally want to do. You may excel in multiple different careers or environments! Not every single job has to be your final destination, or final career. If you have a “dream” job, this is something you may have to work up to, or decide what you want to do. Maybe try some things out, or get a little bit more experience working in certain different environments. It’s ok to move on, or change your mind. Or, do several different things/responsibilities all at once..

So, You may go through several different phases or career paths in your lifetime, deciding what you like and what you don’t like. What best aligns with you at that time, etc. Not every job has to be your career. You might still need some more self discovery. Just feeling it out. Then you can move on and decide what you feel or what you want to do more seriously, or ultimately. You may work in several different positions before you decide what you like the best, or have several different roles or responsibilities. You MAY work in the medical field at some point. Or, work multiple jobs.

So, overall: You can do anything that you like, or want to. You may find that you are good at multiple things, and excel in multiple different fields. Or may even work multiple jobs and decide you like a different one better, or decide which one you want to do more, or more longer. Or, you may be the kind do work several different kinds of jobs, or go through many phases of jobs, before you decide what you like the most. Suggesting that, you may try some things out and get some experience, then you may decide what you like to do more, or would rather do more long term, as a career. The kind to work several completely different jobs throughout your lifetime, before you decide what to finally do permanently. Or not one to stay in the same place too long. You don’t have to continue to do something you don’t really like that much, and can chase whatever career or environment you liked to be in the best.

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Hello, I am well. I hope the same for you?

So, I first asked yes or no, and then for the further context. From this, I am getting-

Yes or no? The answer is:

Potentially no/Maybe.

So, it is saying that, there is potential here. And this is something you should do, ONLY if this is something you REALLY WANT to do, and understand your intention behind WHY you want to do it. Don’t do it JUST for the “aesthetic”, or just to be “cute”, do it because it’s something that really calls out to you, or something that you REALLY want- including the journey that goes along with it, including the “hard” or “ugly” part, because it might not be the “perfect image” that you wanted it to be.. Not all that you cracked it up to be- Or not all that glitters is gold. You may not have all the money in the world. This is something that FOR YOU, not other people, and you should not listen to whatever other people’s opinion is, or what they would think. Do it cuz u want to, even if u end up changing ur mind or taking a different direction on the future.

You may want to save up some money before you do this, or keep this goal/certain information to yourself/not let other people mess it up for you/have some of your OWN separate savings that you don’t let other people tap into. Or who may try to sway your choice. Know that this isn’t just a creative venture, or to be “cute”.. You may have to rebuild a career, it might not be all about the looks, or pretty, etc.. This is something you don’t want to be too idealistic about or just DO- you want to be realistic and plan for it, and to have security. And again, NOT LET OTHER PEOPLE TRY TO TELL YOU.

At the end, the answer truly is, this is YOUR CHOICE, so do what YOU feel is best, if it feels right to you, and if you don’t care about having to budget, save, or being a little bit poor to chase a dream. Not to be too overly idealistic, or listen to other people opinions, and approach it from a place of whatever YOU feel like is best, and not worry about what other people think. If not, then, don’t do it. The choice is up to you, and whatever u feel like, ultimately, though, keeping those things in mind.

Hi,

I’m getting that these are the kind of people who, if you stop talking to them/don’t respond in a certain period of time, or potentially say no to something like a hang out, they may question you, get mad, or look at you weirdly.. Don’t exclude or get mad at others if this happens, they may be drained or need time alone, or to recharge. Or, an unreciprocated emotional connection. I would not allow either of these people to take anything from you that they don’t return back. Like copying work, etc.. They may tell other people not to talk to u anymore if u don’t return their transactional superficial favors..

Unreciprocated favors or emotional support, feeling drained or annoyed after hanging out with them. If one gets mad at you for trying to do certain stuff, or forming your own relationship together on your own, you may want to give them the boot..

I would say someone here may be manipulative, and transactional, and you may not want to speak with them anymore. They could have the potential to mess up your relationships with other people, or cause you to feel emotionally drained, or someone involved does.

If they do not respond to u for a long time, do the same back. Don’t give them your energy, or even emotional support, etc, if they do not do the same back. Do not allow them to publish your work without asking or copy your creative ideas. Give them the same energy. And be aware when other people do not like you, or when something is not your place.. Be aware, this is about a situation where, someone may try to get somebody else to give them, or do something for them, or try to force an outcome that, doesn’t want to happen naturally. You can’t make someone do something that, they don’t feel, or that they don’t want to do. It may become emotionally draining or exhausting. Just to walk with, just to sit with, when we’re not REALLY friends like that, sort of situation..

So, do not support uneven dynamics within friendships, or feel that it is your responsibility to over extend yourself especially emotionally, fix, explain, or do certain things, things that may not feel right to you, etc, or an unreciprocated emotional connection. Don’t let this person talk to you again, and don’t give them anything that THEY don’t do. Things may eventually lead to a burn out or a falling out. Some people need space or space for their other relationships, or the rest of their life, and be allowed to feel how they feel and remember what they remember. Or, their OWN friend, OWN memories, OWN life, etc. It may be deeper than that for some people.. Some things, just run their course, and not everyone is interested in continuing to keep people at bay to copy their work, creative ideas, etc. Warning against forcing outcomes, and allowing people to move on to their new point in life. If you feel drained or unreciprocated efforts, it’s ok to just block people. And not let people make you feel like you owe them something, or allow to copy ur work, or just to walk with, sit with. If you are looking for more, I would keep my personal business to myself, and not allow people to force you into a transactional, emotionally and spiritually draining relationship. If something doesn’t want to happen on its own, don’t force it and let things run their course.

They may honestly not be your friends like that, and may be fake.. So don’t give them anything that they don’t give you. If you feel unreciprocated emotional efforts, or they feel entitled to 24/7 access to you or ur energy/help/advice, can’t spend any time away from them or they start trying you, etc, I would not allow them to speak to you anymore. Or make you feel like u have to give them something you don’t want to.. Possibly feelings that aren’t there, or unreciprocated feelings involved.. Or something may happen where, you may want to check in with THEM, if someone ELSE tries to come into the mix, and mess it up. Keeping in mind that, other people have their own relationship, or may have a more closer connection/relationship with each other, besides the group or other people who they may know. Possibly, YOU should beware to have your OWN mind..

Don’t give them anything that they don’t give you, and don’t let them make you feel like you have to do anything you don’t feel for something that, isn’t there.

Hello, and thank you for requesting.

For you, I am getting this-

The corny, like, movie or music video “vision” of someone’s “dream life”, like stepping out of the Lamborghini, with the expensive chain on, popping the collar, opening the other door, the girl they want stepping out the car, with all the money, feeling super cool, whatever. You make people smile, happy to see you, proud of you, like a sort of accomplishment in life. So, wishes or what you want, and making it come true. (This is could just be an example of kind of the message that is here, to give you an idea of what I’m talking about).

It is going to take hard work, and hard times. This didn’t even necessarily have to be about money, just something you want, or want to happen. Maybe you are on the edge of something, like a new beginning, or there’s something that you want. It could make you sad or feel low points, or feelings of grief.. The hard times/things we go through to get what we want. It’s part of life, and part of the journey, because it is a journey, not a race, with potential trial and error.. But to you, it is like “crying over spilt milk”, or basically, that’s like NOTHING compared to the results. Like, when they ask you to work overtime at work, and it sucks, but think about the results you’ll have. The extra money in your account to spend, etc. Hard work paying off. Or maybe a small sacrifice or loss that you made, that’s like nothing compared to the results you’ll know you’ll get, and what’s at the end of the road. To get what you want in life takes hard work, and hard work pays off.

So, if you are thinking of starting a new project, take the leap of faith, and go after what you want. Keeping in mind what is waiting for you at the end of the tunnel. All your hard work could be paying off, know that it will be worth it in the end. You get to look back and say, I did it. (Again, this is all kind of an example of an idea like what I’m talking about).

So, overall here, “it’s all worth it in the end of the day to see you”.. Maybe this is a message for YOU or how someone else thinks OF you.. If you feel low currently, or wondering if it’s worth it, it will be in the end, and just think about the end result. You may be RIGHT on the edge of what you want, or your dreams, and all the hard work is gonna pay off, and you’re going to look back and say, I did it. So, if there is something your envisioning and want, GO FOR IT, cuz it’s like, riighhtt there, OR, you may be riiiighhhttt on the edge of achieving that goal, OR you are a part of someone else’s vision, and this is how they see you.

Hii, for you, I pulled nine cards total.

Nine of Cups reversed, Queen of Pentacles reversed, Knight of Wands.

The Tower reversed, Ace of Wands reversed, and The Fool.

The Sun reversed, Ten of Swords reversed, Five of Pentacles reversed.

So, let’s break it down.

With the Nine of Cups reversed, Queen of Pentacles reversed, and Knight of Wands, I’m sensing an unmet emotional need. Or that, this might not be what you need right now. You might not NEED certain material gains, and it may not make you happy.. Or you need to approach ur goals from a more mature practical perspective. Or, this may not make you happy. Or you may even be very young, and may not even have your own money, or a job yet. Or that, these material gains will not cure your depression, or make you happy, alone. “Money doesn’t buy happiness”, or maybe, that’s just not what you need right now..

Moving towards The Tower reversed, Ace of Wands reversed, and The Fool, which I pulled more specifically for “will I move out” I am getting a strong “No”, or “not right now”. Again, I feel like it just might not be what you need right now. Or, maybe not IMMEDIATELY.. Maybe, separating a WANT from a NEED, learning how to budget or finance, or the seriousness of “big girl/boy money”, and how to make these “dreams” or wishes come true in a realistic, or responsible way. It is very stressful managing certain life responsibilities.

Lastly, The Sun reversed, Ten of Swords reversed, Five of Pentacles reversed. Unhappiness, betrayal, unmet needs or feeling emotionally “alone”..

So, these are my thoughts. Overall, I think that honestly, you might have other things that need your attention more right now, and it is warning you against wishful thinking. Yes, have dreams and aspirations, but there are practical, realistic steps that you need to take in order to meet these goals. As well as sacrifices that are made, that you may not see from behind the scenes, or like, people’s posts online, for example. We don’t really know the circumstances or what sacrifices are made or what’s beneath the surface. Again, just really getting, that might not be what we need right now. Ask yourself from an emotional standpoint, what am I missing? Don’t keep doing something that makes you unhappy, or stay in a situation that makes you unhappy, or that is unfulfilling. You may be feeling depressed, or emotionally isolated, perhaps misunderstood, in your relationships with other people. Have they betrayed you, or gone behind your back in some way? Not helping? And what is missing from your life? You may end up going back, anyway. All of this material gain will not fix or satisfy this. Judging from the cards, it may be more important right NOW that you address these feelings, and that it is important not to be self abandoning. So, ask yourself, what is it that you really NEED? You don’t want to become emotionally drained, or exhausted. It is warning you against staying or GOING BACK someplace, or a situation in your life where, you feel unfulfilled emotionally, or all of your needs are not being met. Or, if this sounds like something you have left, or currently going on in ur life, they may still or currently be talking about you behind your back.

I would recommend not letting this have that kind of impact on you, or that, you must be very young still and have a lot of maturing to do, or whatever this situation is may mature you a lot, especially emotionally.

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Hello and thank you for requesting. For you I pulled 3 cards.

Ace of Swords reversed, The Chariot reversed, and Four of Pentacles reversed.

I get the feeling that someone may be trying to control or manipulate you in some way. This may be a relationship, romantic or platonic, or affecting this aspect of ur life. This is about a situation where there may be someone who pretends to be close to you like a friend, or family member, but really they are against you. This is the sort of person where, if you let this person get close enough, they are the kind of person who relies heavily on external influences for their identity or validation. They will try to use these things to manipulate or control you, particularly what other people think or say. They may try to use money or certain possessions to manipulate or abuse you, or taking advantage of you. It is important not to over extend yourself to other people who only care about the looks, or how they look to other people.

There’s something here where it is like, you should be allowed to make your own choices or decisions, and they shouldn’t be trying to manipulate or control you, through your friends or family members, or they may be one themselves, again, using the world around you or people who you know to manipulate you.. They may be a completely different person behind your back, talk and act differently behind your back, and again, pretend to be closer to u, like a friend or family member, or may try to control what THESE people think of, or perceive you. You may feel a loss of power, or control, BUT- don’t feel the need to control people’s opinion of you, or go defending, explaining, or justifying yourself to other people. LET them have their wrong opinion. If someone wants a true emotional connection/relationship with YOU, they wouldn’t do that and, it wouldn’t matter. This may be an important life lesson about not allowing people to take advantage of you, and that people make their own choices or decisions.. So if that’s who they show u that they are, let them.

So, the overall most important theme/message here is, you should probably try to let it be known that you do not WISH to have that level of closeness toward or with this person, or that it makes you uncomfortable. AKA- SET A CLEAR BOUNDARY. Let other people make their own choices and let them have their assumptions/wrong opinion about you. If someone REALLY KNOWS you, or values you, and sees your worth, or wants an actual emotional connection/real relationship with you, then they will understand you, and respect you, and you will not have this problem. Don’t allow other people to sway your decisions, or be influenced by other people’s lapses in judgement. And this is just my personal advice from my own life, it is best that whatever happens, you do not let the world around you, or material things that only exist here, turn your heart rotten, or against your own friends or family/people who you know, and to not allow it to have that kind of power/control over you, your mood, behavior, or your life choices and decisions. And if other people prefer to do that, allow them to, don’t try to control people or the situation, let them show you who they truly are, and make your decisions based off of that. It’s more than ok to just say no and walk away, and live your own life.

I hope this resonates in some way in your life with you and makes sense.

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Hii thank you so much for requesting

For you I pulled up 7 cards.

Past Three of Pentacles with the Judgement reversed clarifying, The Devil with the Eight of Cups clarifying, future The Star reversed with the Five of Swords reversed and the Four of Cups.

So, let’s break it down.

Starting right off with the past, past discrepancies or “disagreements”, still kind of bother you.. Or I’m getting maybe some unfair treatment or unfair consideration in your past. They don’t feel considered or heard, or maybe a part of a collaborative equal team.

Right now, you might feel people are still trying to reach out to you, maybe they expect you to come in when you’re sick or unwell, or they expect your time and energy or help to always be there. Someone may also be calling you up, asking for money or help, your emotional energy, stuff you left behind. Or, you leave your emotions at the door when you go to work, you don’t bring all your personal life and business to work. Currently, you may feel trapped or limited in your work, potentially dealing with burnout, a toxic environment, where you don’t feel hard seen or validated, or feeling bound to a job solely for financial security. This card points to a cycle of feeling stuck where your authentic talents are being stifled by fear, restrictive routines, or a rigid corporate structure. With the Eight of Cups, you are ready to move on and start working for yourself? Maybe even starting your OWN business.

As for the future cards, like I said you’re done. It’s ok to leave the past behind you and you don’t have to invest your own time and energy into every single person, or worry about what people are saying about you behind your back. Basically, that didn’t deserve your time and energy.. you may go through a phase of necessary spiritual or emotional recovery regarding your career or finances. A period of unblocking lost faith and stepping away from external validation to heal. You will likely re-evaluate your long-term path, shedding restrictions to find work that truly resonates with your inner values. You may owe debts that’s must be paid off first..

So, the overall message here is, not to over extend yourself in an emotional way to other people, and let your circumstances drain you so much? Or let them keep coming back to you for help or an emotional connection. Or maybe an emotionally exhausting job/gig you left behind, or where you weren’t feeling heard or considered, or maybe even taking advantage of you, and you wanna quit, or have more personal time, or pursue other options, etc. Or maybe customers trying you, or some sort of misunderstanding, etc. It’s ok to leave them behind, or the job behind, or someone from ur personal life who is draining you, and know that not everything deserves a reaction or your time and energy. And you don’t OWE it to them. It’s ok not to OVER extend yourself to other people and keep helping them if u don’t want or u feel it’s time to move on. Or ok to leave ur old job, start something new, or say no to extra hours, etc. Know that, you’re not STUCK anywhere, or STUCK HELPING anyone, and it’s ok to move on, and not let everyone emotionally exhaust you, or drain your energy every day, and if you’re tired of taking the shit, know you are real and valid, and you can definitely leave, and do you. And you don’t NEED everyone’s opinion, or to validate ur emotions, or tell you what u know. Or stop doing stuff JUST for external validation at work/when it comes to money. It’s ok to do something just because it resonates with you and not all for the looks. Do you NEED it? Do you like it or doing it? Is it YOU? Ask yourself what u want deep down, and maybe reflect on that way. Especially when it comes to external validation from other people. Don’t worry about what other people think or say about you so much. You can apply this information wherever it feels it fits best.