Êâáą. .áąâÉ join me for a super special celebration! i recently hit a milestone that i'm super happy with and wanted to do something fun to celebrate. i had so much fun writing this for @jazzthatonewriterchick i've just been in the mood for more fantasy stuff :3 will be a selection of drabbles + a few oneshots featuring some of our favorite jjk characters <3
âźâË the mermanâŠstarring suguru geto!
âźâË the mermaidâŠstarring yuki tsukumo!
âźâË the princeâŠstarring satoru gojo!
âźâË the mageâŠstarring suguru geto!
âźâË the priestâŠstarring choso kamo!
âźâË the jesterâŠstarring satoru gojo!
âźâË the knightâŠstarring toji fushiguro!
âźâË the dragonâŠstarring ryomen sukuna!
âźâË the fairyâŠstarring shoko ieri!
âźâË the thiefâŠstarring ryomen sukuna!
âźâË the villainessâŠstarring multiple jjk characters!
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pairing outlaw!ryomen sukuna x baby mom afab!reader
synopsis far removed from a fleeting, forbidden summer romance, you discover that the most wanted gang leader in the west left you with something irreplaceable â his baby. five years later, raising his twin, you can't swallow down your sons curiosity, and you also can't bury the longing he planted inside of you.
tags western outlaw!au (set in early 1900's), gang!au, heavy angst, realistic pregnancy/child rearing, lots of fluff, forbidden love, violence, major character death, trad relationship ideals, use of guns/knives, eventual smut
author's note this one is special â an idea i've had tucked in the back of my wips that blossomed into an obsession i still can't quite satiate. thank you phy for lighting my sukuna and for chipping away at this dangerous outlaw right there with me. he's just as much mine as he is yours, now i just can't wait for you guys to meet their little family in the prequel so, so soon <3
chapter list
I - five years
II - unshaken
III - who knows
IV - time in a bottle
V - moonlight on the river
the prequel - the bomb the playlist
extras: sukuna's letter, outlaw!kuna + his breeding kink, outlaw!choso makes a mess
Ëâ± Liah â°Ë âź wench in her 20s posting from the tower
fem Gojo wifey âź nerd majoring in history and politics
I write lots of fics in historical settings.á
Recent scrolls: knights, come hither! (satosugu) âź the twelve labours for a petal's hand (nanami) âź seeing the sun for the last time (geto) âź dear diary, what a mess! (series, nanami)
MDNI 18+
001. Ancient Scrolls 002. A03
003. backup @liah-writes 004. Pleadings? CLOSED
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synopsis.: the city never stops moving even when you're paralysed with the weight of your life. when heartbreak, work-life imbalance and a crumbling friend group threatens to engulf you in a new bout of depression, you make a split second decision & move across the country, to a small town on the coast. and while you have a feeling that the sea breeze and the summer will keep you warm, the people you meet might keep your heart even warmer - especially the town's baker and apparent sweetheart, kento nanami.
status: ongoing
genres.: slice of life, no-curse au, slow burn, romance, cozy, found family, drama.
contents.: kento nanami is a severe burns victim, heavy scarring, reader struggles with depression, mentions of death (reader's grandmother), teeth-rotting fluff, soft kento, he's living his best life, the ending he deserved, eventual smut, more to be added.
the sweetest reverie: playlist | pinterest
list of chapters:
[ CH.0 ] chasing fulfilment
[ CH.1 ] the sound of summer and the sea
[ CH.2 ] the tinderbox of a heart
[ CH.3 ] lullabies from healed wounds
[ CH.4 ] cherry stained lips
[ CH.5 ] sunburst and spellbound
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nanami kento in the header art by @irajams on twitter! banner and dividers made by @mieleism. loosely inspired by enoshima (japan) and hometown cha cha cha. highly recommend looking through the pinterest moodboard & listening to the playlist!
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fic recs here - oneshot recs here
these are just bbs you should check and read everything they've done, i can't list everyone bc i'm sleepy lol - and i know I'm missing ppl.
đ@uhnosav my best friend, pretty wife, she's literally ME lol, and the sweetest girl ever - she writes such messy readers and I LOVE IT
đ@cupidstrace she's such a great writer, esp when she writes my bb Toru, and also the cutest bb ever and one of the sweetest ppl -ILY
đ@yenayaps i freaking love her so much, all her content is insane, the sole reason i like sukuna - thank her for any of his content from me, lol
đ@indiewritesxoxo literally nonstop puts out banger after banger, no one does freak like her but also she sneaks in that angsttt
đ@sweethearticism her twin gojo series is SO YUMMY, also she is indeed a sweetheart, her blog is so freaking pretty and i love her
đ@sixxels - her fratboy content is freaking to die for, these boys toxic and also nghhh, i adore her she's my pretty bb!!!!
đ @pillsatoru - juicy ahh fics, omg the gojo twins is just so freaking good! all her stuff is chef's kiss
đ@tonycries - who doesn't follow daddy tony? but literally her plot is SO GOOD and ppl need to say that more. <33 ily bb
đ@satorus-princess gojo fluff is so freaking cute, also she's a whole sweetheart!! the @satorus-whore is also so juicy ahhh
đ@carienations the feels and vibes of her blog are immaculate. Also she's the sweetest, she loves Toru sm and you can just tell hehe
đ@blkkizzat time for some freaked out content, her enjin is nghhh, also her blog aesthetics are just chef's kiss
đ@kamiflix - her content is so good, it's so messy and i just eat it up, also she's just a freaking doll
đ@fricks another freaked out mootie of mine ahh, not just the filthy, yummy posts but all the interactions kill me lol
đ@reignpage yummy, delicious smut, the smaus are so good I love them so much ahhh!!! chefs kiss
đ@kaekuna yummy, freaked out smut - plz do more dilfs thank you hehe, also she's just so babbyyy and i love her!
đ@lostfracturess - she's so talented, her Caleb content is just as yummy as her gojo content. One word - yearnsss
đ@starmapz - so freaking talented I could go on and on with how well written her sukuna fics are ahhh!
đ@bluukive nghhh how she writes Toji is just nghhh did i say nghhh?? also nghhh - i love them sm they're just perf
đ@coralbae another yummy smau blog ahhh, also she's freaking adorable with her mermaid theme, I think she is a mermaid
đ@veejiez freaked out smut but also her angst is next level, hot pink icon, one of my first mooties she's SPECIAL
đ@iamsoclone that's my freaking girl and I love her sm, her Satoru smut and plot is chef's kiss my wifeee
đ@dollhousesinner - another pink blog baddie, her content is yummy and she's also just a sweetheart
đ@softtashoney - she is my honey hehe, also her writing is SO freaking good just go read it rn!!
đ@suku-enthusiasts - if you want sukuna content you need to check them out, freaked out kuna and writing is so good!!
đ@cloudykumo how you write Gojo nghhh, take me tf out it's so yummy hehe, yandere on some next level
đ@mimuju - such a lil freaking cutie pie, her stuff is so juicy and i love it all, eat it all up hehehe
đ@alygator77 Aly is the sweetest and her writing is SO BEAUTIFUL, that I'd like to just eat it tbh
đ@satorusdollie - i'm collecting pink tumblr girls everywhere I go yayyy - she's so sweet i luv her
You can my #ficrecs to see everyone I missed, bc I suck and can't remember things lmao - adding to my pinned post
you get caught between the campus' valedictorian and hearthrob, completely unaware that they're actually twins and not just one annoying person. what happens when your heart gets caught up in the messy drama between rivaling twins?
⥠âËâ§ cw. college au :: lots of smut :: angst :: messy dynamics :: named twin :: jealousy/possessiveness :: messy reader :: semi public sex :: parties :: nerd/delinquent trope :: academic rivals :: fuckboy!bikerjo :: rival!nerdjo
⥠âËâ§ episode 01
⥠âËâ§ episode 02
⥠âËâ§ episode 03
⥠âËâ§ episode 04
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⊠mentor! hiromi higuruma x fem! reader.
⊠being accepted into studying within the prestigious academy of alexandria, your grades caught the attention of some lecturers there as it reaches quite the right amount of satisfactory, a little more than one should. natheless, your sole presence has evoked the sheer interest and the silent admiration from someone from your philosophy classâ also your mentor, hiromi higuruma.
⊠fluff ⟠hiromi is around the same age as you ⟠college/academy setting ⟠implications of loneliness ⟠mixed perceptions mention ⟠hiromi is a sweetheart and might be ooc ⟠intended lowercase ⟠grammatical errors ⟠2k+ wc.
⊠hey guys ! this is written as a part of the @sixxels valentine's day event, so i really really hope you guys enjoyed this (àčâąáŽâąàč) đđ â !! [art by @/ilameys, dividers by @/pixopix]
THE ACADEMY OF ALEXANDRIA, one of the most known institutions that is filled with the ones who mainly has belief in justice; the prestigious academy that is quite respectable with itsâ high ratings by many. some managed to enroll there whether by pure determination or their work ethic toward their surroundings and toward others in general. luck barely assists someone to go into such a placeâ depending on the matter on hand.
but of course, there are a few exceptions being made, thank apollo. one may not be in the brightest state of their life as a whole, especially in terms of furthering their studies despite their admirable beliefs and outstanding grades, thus the idea of scholarship is being formed and offered to the ones who have clearly proven themselves well.
you are, one of the fortunate ones. like a rare bloom found amidst the anarchic lands, possessing one idiosyncratic knack within yourself despite your reserved and rather diffident demeanour.
some may find it intimidating, whilst others may find it intriguing in a sense. mixed perceptions are relatively common for you at this point, to which you usually disregard anything that could be deemed as a nuisance or unfavourable for the sake of your mental wellbeing.
very few tried to learn about you, yet none seemed to have reached the full score thus far.
none of them seemed to know on how you utterly adore those subdued spaces within the library itself, the serenity is what your very own soul craves every so often. you wouldnât need to express any of your thoughts verbally to someone who possibly have less understanding of the state within your thoughts in generalâ mainly occupied by some unspoken insights and ideas to accompany you throughout the day.
notes are scattered around in a pleasant way as possible, as if you werenât so bothered in assuring itsâ neatness as you work through your philosophical contained notes. you oftentimes have the thirst of gathering new knowledge, noting yourself that you may have a strong belief in everything, especially into a deeper extent to it.
some may almost mistaken you as an impossibly lunatic being, yet who are you to judge if they were not in your shoes?
shaking your head upon the unpleasant thoughts, your fingers tighten itsâ hold around the pen as if the pen might attempt itsâ way to escape real soon. focus, focus, focus! why are you now experiencing such a situation like this out of all the times you had?
perhaps, you have been secluding yourself from the rest of the outside world for almost the entire day by now. most people around your age or so probably spending their precious time with their beloved ones wherever they desire ofâ a quite reasonable and a common occurrence especially when valentineâs day is soon approaching.
a day where two people usually spends their whole day together, spoiling one another or something akin to it. such a lovely way to devote yourself to your loved ones even more. you would be lying if you ever said that you never craved for one as well. but alas, what best chances that you could possibly have?
the movements of your hand halted halfway when another larger one engulfs your own whether by intention or not at all, radiating the needed warmth and comfort that you didnât even know youâve been needing one.
âi suggest you should take a break.â
âwe have classes soon. you can continue later.â
you wanted so badly to refuseâ anything so that you wonât even need to move away from your current spot, but in cases like this, hiromi is that type of guy who doesnât take ânoâ as a response, but surely, in the best way possible as it is for your own betterment as well.
or others may call it as persistency. an act that you truly loathed and humbling at the same time.
he eventually withdraws his hand from yours, causing you to furtively yearning more of his warmth unknowingly while your heart begins to beat rapidly without you intending it to be. you genuinely couldnât understand as to why yet; your cheeks blooming in heat oh-so-noticeably to the ones who can be deemed having those analytical stares up close, potentially paint you as the one being foolish in a sense.
he seems to be obliviousâ is he, really?
the taller male carries some of your stuff despite your hesitant protests, which falls onto deaf ears without you even asking for any sort of assistance at all. though, his eyes did spare fleeting glances at you when you failed to notice it yourself, causing his lips to tug upwards ever so slightly upon taking in the sight of your flustered expression.
âstop that.â
âhm?â
âi can sense you staring at me for the past few minutes..â you stated without even looking up at him anymore, almost sounding a little too sheepish. it genuinely amuses him greatly on how much effect he has on you.
âdoes it make you uncomfortable? i can stop if youââ
âno!â you replied abruptly, clearing your throat as the heat rushes to your cheeks once again. âno, i meanâ they call it uh.. observation, is it..?â your voice turns quieter by the end of your sentence, as if sounding so doubtful yourself.
your response and reaction manage to charm him immensely, eliciting a resonant chuckle to slip past his lips, catching you by genuine surprise.
did he justâ the sheer audacity of doing something like it in spite of the present emotions youâre experiencing⊠you didnât even know whether to feel exasperated, embarrassed or all at the same time. the perplexity of it all...
but you wouldnât take the pleasure to deny that the resonance of his voice makes you feel things that runs far deeper than you thought.
a few fleeting moments later, the atmosphere is surrounded by the sounds of book pages being flipped over, sporadic murmurs accompanying your existing senses in the most pleasant way possible. the academy of alexandria is truly a heavenly place to experience depending on the given hour of the day, which causes you to be more appreciative of the chances being provided for you amongst the other peers.
âwhat do you think about it?â
the soothing voice cuts through your line of thoughts inadvertently so, to which you turn your head swiftly to the source of it. âpardon?â
âi was talking about the true usage of our eyesight,â hiromi repeats, albeit in a tolerant manner. âsome may only tend to view just by the surface, but not what lies beneath it.â
âwhich some may find it fascinating, yet frustrating if one doesnât manage to figure it out like theyâve intended.â
âyeah,â you nodded, stopping yourself from jotting down the additional notes momentarily. âi agree. i mean like, i assume itâs easier for it to be kept away rather than it to be shown to the centre of attention.â
âbesides, they also mentioned on how our eyes are the window to oneâs soul or so.â
âi find it.. interesting.â
hiromi merely nods upon the choice of your words, sitting back up straighter and simply takes his time to observe his surroundings for a while. he appears to be in a contemplative stateâ tilting your head slightly in pure wonderment. what could he be possibly thinking of? does he have a date or something?
before you could process on the situation in hand, hiromi removes himself from his seat and approaches you closely, draping his large coat upon your shivering form. you barely paid attention to the current state of yourself, and yet heâs the one who successfully does so, noticing things first and way better than you did.
âyou seem cold.â
he begins to utter in a direct tone, âyou can use mine. i have enough self-heat anyway.â you hesitantly thanked for his kind gesture, albeit still being in a state of utter bewilderment.
are you just this unused to physical kindness, or heâs radiating the vibes that he might be⊠no, thatâs impossible. how could someone as perceptive as he is can ever find fascination in someone like you?
a total bookish girl, unexciting, spending a lot of your time seeking the solace of the libraries within the academy⊠the list is horrifyingly endless.
âare you, perhaps, busy for this saturday?â
âuh, no..â you shake your head, âwhy is that? do we got any more lessons or..?â
âhah, no..â
hiromi huffs out a delightful-sounding chuckle, trying his very best to fight of the grin from forming upon his gorgeous featuresâ yet failing to do so. by the heavens above, maybe he has simply grown weary of hiding every single of his expressions around you, wanting to allow himself to smile freely around you without fear and doubt within himself (and toward you, partially of it).
âto be fair, thereâs something that has crossed my mind and iâve been contemplating over it for almost a few days now."
"iâve been finding myself wondering about you personally, if that makes sense,â he admits, ultimately trying to gather up the courage to speak to you about the said matter, successfully gaining your utmost attention as your heart begins to race wildly in anticipation.
âi have decided to take on the decision as to wanting to experience things on a deeper level, especially with what relationship we have established so far. i wished to learn more about you, if you would ever allow me to do so.â
the sheer sincerity lacing each of his chosen words catches you off guard at first, but you would be utterly deceitful if you said that you didnât like it.
as if the warmth of his words manages to seep through your very own skin; the garden of butterflies fluttering and blooming oh-so-wildly could be feel from within you. this is genuinely the first time that someone actually has the courage to speak to you in such a way like thisâ causing for you to experience a mixture of emotions, especially from someone as hiromi whom you initially thought as the one being disinterested in such relationships.
âare youâŠâ you tried your best to not stumble over your words. âare you asking me out, like on a date..?â
âyes.â his answer is immediate, as if to tone down the subtle enthusiasm and trepidation thatâs beginning to bleed into reality through his current actions.
âyou donât happen to have a partner, do you?â
âno, not at all!â you cleared your throat afterwards. âi.. iâm free! for this saturday!â
dearest gods, youâre just so adorable being this flustered over his simple question, even going as far as him openly smiling at youâ one that is visibly charmed, heart full of fondness despite not yet taken you out on a proper date.
âperfect.â
âi was thinking if youâre interested in going to the newly opened bistro not too far down the street,â hiromi leans forward slightly towards you, his arms on the desk still, eyes not leaving your form even for a short moment. âi heard only worthwhile reviews there and the menus varied greatly. i have a feeling that you might enjoy our time together there.â
and he also intentionally left out the fact that he may or may not have reserved a table for two for the day. just at the right spot with the best lighting possible, with little to no distractions as he wants to make the whole experience something unforgettable between the two of you.
a further proof that he has feelings for you going on for some unspoken time now. one that runs deep without him intending it to be, leaving him needing and yearn more for your mere presence.
you nodded way too eagerly at this point, beaming so brightly while your eyes glisten with unshed tears by the sheer intensity of it all. âoh my god are you kidding me?? yes, ABSOLUTELY yes!â
everything around you two passes by like a blur, none bothered to pay attention to it as hiromiâs now completely focused on you. one of his hands reached out and capture your own ones, planting a small, reverent kiss atop of your knuckles as one of his ways of showing pure gratitude.
âiâm very glad to know that youâve accepted my company for the special day.â he murmurs while still holding onto your hand so ardently, the weight seemed to dissipate and replaced with a profound happiness, one that youâve taken part of willingly.
âi think we should end our session for today, yeah? iâll accompany you home today.â
you couldnât find it in yourself to decline such a sweet offer, so you agreed once more. but this time, with a hopeful feeling blooming within your very own heart.
and he never once intended to stop, until the day that holds a lot of significance arrives on time. amber-hued lights lowered yet warm for the eyes to see, amiable chatters blending in with the surroundings so naturally wellâ the bistro is understandably full of lovely pairs sitting on their chosen tables, merely relishing in their own moments together.
the distant, yet resonance of the cello reverberates through the available spaces possible, the metallic clinks against the plates are shared despite the meal differences. you find your eyes wander around aimlessly, taking the whole scenery in while hiromi's soft gaze is fixated on you.
he reaches out for your hand and held it as long as he possibly could. as if it's a way to ground himself, reassuring that your presence is truly there with him on that exact moment. the shared personal conversations, laughter, being in the same space as one another...
he realizes, deep down, that you two are made to accompany each other from this day onwards. he hopes, that shall be the case.
when the day ultimately reaches its' time for you two to part ways to the comfort of your homes, he ensures to plant a lingering kiss on your forehead, the knuckle of your hands as if you're being carved by the gods themselvesâ allowing the warmth of his coat to engulf your form, not bothering to demand it for a return for the time being.
and as an act of finalization of the day, as the sun sinks lower and the moon rises while taking its' specialized spot, he brushes his lips against your own tenderly. being heedful, taking his sweet time to savor you against him, needing no more spoken words to ensure the future would be shared and given between the two of you.
WHAT IF THE WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN? not literally. but when a fungal virus takes over the world, it sure seems as if there's no hope left for humanity. zombies who hunt, who run faster than you can begin to think. no cure. no vaccine. nothing. just hope and those who still have the will to survive.
IN WHICH the apocalypse began, evolved and decided it will stay.
A FOUR CHAPTER MINI SERIES OF JUJUTSU KAISEN X THE LAST OF US (based on the video game) àœàœČàŒàœàŸ SUKUNA RYOMEN â¶ 18+ â¶ TLOU1 â¶ MASTERLIST
â¶ CHAPTER 0 -> THE OUTBREAK - coming soon
â¶ CHAPTER ONE -> THE QUARANTINE ZONE - coming soon
â¶ CHAPTER TWO -> THE SUBURBS - coming soon
â¶ CHAPTER THREE -> JACKSON - coming soon
â¶ CHAPTER FOUR -> WHEN YOU'RE LOST IN THE DARKNESS, LOOK FOR THE LIGHT. - coming soon
veni vidi vici by emphistic, im not totally sure since i read it a long time ago but it exactly has the same plot and description, you should totally check it out!!
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đđđđđđđđ. gladiator!Sukuna x princess!Reader, historical AU â ancient rome, misogyny, enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, eventual smut [MDNI], degrĂĄdation, power play (?), bondĂĄge, chöking, hair-pulling, overstimulĂĄtion, dĂĄcryphilia, fĂngering, cĂŒnnilingus, tĂŻt sĂșcking, knĂźfe play, cĆ«m eating, full nelson, outdoor sĂȘx, table sĂȘx, balcony sĂȘx, pool sĂȘx, angry sĂȘx, size difference, breĂȘding, unprotected sĂȘx, multiple örgasms, gröping, pet names, TL;DR: Sukuna can't keep it in his freaking pants
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đđđđđđ'đ đđđđ. i <3 a good ancient rome fic, but please donât be alarmed by the wcâthe first two acts are boring (but necessary) world-building + plot and whatnot, but the third actâs where things get GOOD, iykwim // available on ao3 // dividers by @uzmacchiato
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This was bound to happen sooner or later.
Well, with being raised so near the emperorâs circle of friends and family, you had never been exactly shielded from death and despair, per se; and, letâs be honest, attending a gladiatorsâ game in the Colosseum was practically fate.
During the times of Ancient Rome, you had an . . . uncommon upbringing, to say the least. Abandoned as a mere newborn, you were taken in by none other than the emperor and his wife, who failed to have any real children of their own. Growing up, they treated you like a daughter they never had, and gave you a life of endless prosperity and luxuries. Your bedroomâdecorated and gilded in gold; your closetâalways stocked and more ornate than even the average noblewomanâs; and your lifeâfull of only the highest expectations.
Despite coming from a pitifully low background and rising to such a rank that made your peers during schooling envious, you learned some much needed qualities such humility and humbleness. Well, you were practically everything but a princess, after all. You lived in the palace with the emperor and empress, but you werenât royal by blood. Sure, you were noble; and your time was mostly taken up by serving the empress as her lady-in-waiting, but you wouldnât have it any other way.
Life was pleasant like this.
You enjoyed serving the empress who took you under her wing, and found no difficulty in assisting with her day-to-day tasks. Dressing, accompanying, running errands. It was simple; there was never a rush for you.
Today was no different.
With the radiating, beaming sun blinding civilians with no mercyâfrom merchants, to nobles, to plebeiansâthe star did not leave a single mortal untouched or unaffected.The cruel rays shining upon skin glistening with sweat and hair tousled and unruly only displayed each spectatorâs discomfort as the minutes rolled past and the gladiators had still yet to enter the amphitheater.
Fanning yourself, as you sat high above the stands beside the empress, you couldnât help but express your wonder, turning your head ever so slightly to meet her eyes. âHow long does Your Imperial Majesty think we will have to wait?â
âChild, how many times will I have to make myself clear? Such formalities between us are hardly ever necessary,â the womanâclothed in a purple stolaâscolded, replying with a maternal smile. âBut, to answer your question,â she began, clearing her throat, âI figure . . . not so long. You know how men can be: adjusting their armor, fixing their hair, getting stage-fright. Itâs all the same to me. How can one worry about their appearance when itâs plausible their blood will just be splattered along the arena in the end?â
You pretended to laugh at her disposition.
Contrary to popular belief, the empress was a nice woman; an understanding woman; someone who ruled alongside her husband with equalâif not rivalingâauthority and a scholarâs intellect. You occasionally thought of her as someone practically born to lead, and after spending your whole life in the palace, youâve grown accustomed to the fact that, while the face of the empire was usually imagined to be the emperorâs, it was not seldom that the empress was the one pulling additional strings behind the stage.
Misogyny is a nasty prejudice, and if it werenât for the way things were, you had no doubt in standing behind the idea that the empress would be just as great of a prominent ruler as those who had come before her husband.
Of course, even with being such a morally virtuous person, the empress was born into royalty, and had never served someone a day of her life; and alongside being surrounded in endless luxury, comes the inevitable quality of aporophobia. The woman wasnât as cruel as most, however; yes, she looked with disdain at poverty and unfortunate souls, but didnât turn a blind eye, no.
She cracked jokes at, made fun of, and used people of lower rank for her own amusement, but it was all âharmless,â as she called it, similar to having a jester in oneâs court. Even while mocking those she deemed helpless and lowly, she never failed to grant them whatever resources they requested when visiting her throne. You may have heard of kindness without honesty and honesty without kindness, but kindness with neither honesty nor humility? Strange.Â
Well, donât start getting the wrong idea now. The empress could be with preconceptions, but she was a charming woman within retrospect.
Before the empress could poke fun at any more people, the Colesseumâs spectators suddenly burst into roars and bellows and yells as the appointed gladiators of the first match entered the arena.Â
Two men. Both of adequate heightâno less than six feet, you assumed. But, were they slaves? you wondered. No. No, they were too muscular for that. Oh, well, then again, that quality may have been from manual labour and other work of the like. Although the naked eye failedâfrom how high up your seats wereâto see a real difference, you could still tell one of the fighters was shorter than the other, from the length and distribution of their shadows.
The taller competitor, with a reddish-brown beard and deformed knees, caught the interest of the woman beside you, and she turned to whisper (albeit poorly) in your ear and laugh about his disagreeable features.
âI heard his name was . . . Remus, or something. But, if you asked me,â the empress laughed, âI would say he was nothing but a damn foolâa fool disgracing the name of the God of Warâs son.â
You met her eyes, which seemed to almost glow beneath the sun. âYou suppose he will lose?â
âSuppose?â she repeated, tossing coins into a betting pool as if it were impossible for her to be wrong. âDonât make me laugh.â
The other fighterâthe shorter oneâheld a gloomy expression on his face, and didnât look a day over twenty. A slave; competing for a chance at freedom? It wasnât so far-fetched.
The referees were soon called to their positions, the armed combatants took their stances, and the munera commenced.
Swords met, shields resisted attacks, and little to no blood was drawn. Again, and again, and again. The crowds booed, raised their voices, and expressed their boredom and utter disappointment like spoiled children; it made your ears hurt, and you chewed at your bottom lip in agonizing anticipation of what was to come of these poor men. But, nevertheless, the show had to go on.
Even with the fierce sun, and beads of sweat accumulating on just about everyoneâs foreheads, the fighters regained their positions and began anewâthis time, with more violence.
The shorter man looked as if he finally realized he could turn his life around if victory was his and started to hold the hilt of his sword with gathering excitement rather than fear. Stabs cut through the air, piercing absolutely nobody, and consecutive gasps erupted within the stands as suspense arose alongside the growing lust for blood.
Both men lunged forward consecutively, throwing jabs at the other, just to fail and jump back, before trying again.
With the heavy toll of labour dealing on each competitorâs body and soul, they both looked equally older compared to how they actually were on the records. The fight was nothing if not unpleasant. More often than not, according to the empress, gladiatorial games were always more entertaining when the combatants were more . . . manly. Or, masculine? Attractive? All the same.
And, anyway, you couldnât exactly deny Her Imperial Majestyâs claims. For, even as you remained with a neutral expression on your face, you couldnât help but cast side-glances at the figures of the gladiators. Muscular, but . . . not muscular in a lovely way. Their faces were dirty, cheeks hollow, and hands grimy. It seemed like the exertion on their bodies would be more of a morality cause than how hopeless their fight was continuing to be.
Even with the increase of energy and work being infused into the swordsâ clashing and shieldsâ refuting, only a few minutes had passed and you already began to grow bored, waiting for the moment the fight would be either called off or a more formidable opponent would be brought into the arena. A bull, for instance.
It wasnât until a rockâthrown by a spectator in the standsâlanded just beside the left foot of the taller fighter with a thudding sound that, for a second, the man froze, either confused or unable to decide on what to do, and his opponent wasted not a second more before moving in for an attack.
The blade of a gladius pierced the taller competitor on the side of his abdomen, and his sword dropped onto the floor with a dull sound, seemingly filled with a sense of inevitable defeat, as the man himself fell soon after, his body landing prone beside his weapon. The sight was almost poetic, and even the empress found it in herself to let out a little gasp (despite her early confidence in the outcome).
The arena went silent. Utterly silent.
Would the referees consider foul play? Spectator interference? Everyone wondered, and eyes moved from one man to another to try and figure out the decided outcome of the match.
You only noticed how clammy your hands had gotten throughout the climax of the match when you followed the example of other spectators to rise in ovation and break out into plaudits and hollers after the shorter fighter was finally announced victorious. Letting out a breath you did not know you were holding, you wiped the sweat off your palms at the fabric of your palla.
The gods were not on the taller manâs side this day, for, the fate of the match was due to two factors. A) the rock was interference, yes, but it was neither an advantage nor a disadvantage for either of the competitors. Since, according to the spectators, both of them couldâve been affected by it; the taller man just happened to be frozen while the other gained consciousness. And, B) any one of them couldâve stood still, but, perhaps, the taller one really was as stupid as he looked.
The empress told you both men were, in fact, slaves, and that you had been correct in your assumption. But, you had no reason to celebrate, for you felt pity for the fallen; but, anyhow, death wouldâve come sooner or later to him. The rest of his life wouldâve been spent bending over machines and gathering hay and tending to cattle.
On the other hand, fortunately for those hard of hearing, the applause died down more swiftly than the end of the fight came, and most spectators had already begun to seat themselves back down when the victorious competitor exited with his treasures, and two new combatants entered, instantly silencing any other leftover noise.
Their names were announced, but you could not pick up a single syllable, for, only a millisecond after, the crowds had once again broken into loud cheers and yells; these competitors were apparently not ordinary gladiators. Probably well-known, or excellent fighters, is what you assumed.
Although their match had yet to begin, the second pair of fighters were already visibly sweating beneath their heavy armor and shields.
Now, from the height of your seat, you could not distinguish which of the men were taller, but you could easily set their countenances apart.
The silver-haired one carried himself with an elegant, almost prince-like gait, and his eyes shone like the beautiful waters of the Mediterranean Sea under the rays of the glaring sun. His lipsâthin and pinkâoccasionally formed into a taunting smile or flashed his pearly whites at swooning women in the stands. He was particularly attractive, and despite yourself, you found the act of looking at him rather enjoyable.
His eyes raised above the crowd of spectators for a moment, before meeting the emperorâs in a friendly fashion. Then, flitting to the side, he gave a small acknowledgement to the empress. And then, finally, to you. His eyes met yours with a flirty ulterior motive and he smiled an almost boyish smile, but you couldnât deny the fact your cheeks seemed to warm at the sight of his brief greeting and acknowledgement before he turned back to evaluate the crowd with squinted eyes (courtesy of the overly sunny weather).
Clearing your throat and settling the ridiculous thumping of your heart, you sat up in your seat and, ignoring the teasing remarks of the empress, your eyes moved over to take a look at the other gladiator.
He was . . . perhaps, the complete opposite of the silver-haired one.
A total brute, if you did say so yourself. Pink, rosy hair. Defined muscles. A sharp nose and pierced ears. He had the arms and legs of a high-ranking Roman soldier, and, even from how high up you were, or how blinding the sun was, you could still clearly tell his chest would be just as chiseled as the rest of him. He was, without a doubt, a piece of eye-candy if you had ever seen one. But, what intrigued you most about him, were his tattoos. Inky, black markings that circled around his wrists, thighs, and decorated his already daunting face.
You had been staring at him for a while when you felt the intimidation of his piercing gaze meeting your figure up in the stands, seemingly having taken notice of your ogling. Sinking back down in your seat, your body squirmed nervously and awkwardly under his unforgiving stare, as if you were trying to escape his sights.Â
You couldnât understand the meaning for your very sudden and growing embarrassment for having been caught, and you pretended to avert your focus elsewhere. But minute after minute continued to pass by, and you could still feel the pair of crimson eyes burning holes at the side of your head.
Like a child finally succumbing to the scolding of their parents, you turned back to face the gladiator, and, like you imagined, he had not moved his eyes off of you for even a second. His lips were sealed in a thin line, and the expression on his face, emphasized by his seemingly bored eyes, displayed nothing but want and desire. Was it want and desire to exit the arena? Or, want and desire to avoid throwing his life away in a gladiatorial game? You could not decide on an answer.
Your eyes wandered downwards, and landed upon the pink-haired bruteâs weapon of choice. He had a gladius, like most fighters of munera, but it was . . . different, in possibly the most subtle way.
A ruby lay clear as day in the dead center of his capulusâthe hilt of his sword. The color unmistakably matched up with the shade of the swordâs masterâs eyes, and you couldnât help but flicker your gaze from one to the other.
The only event that managed to take your attention off of the man and his blade, was the empress, who interrupted your focus and leaned in to whisper in your ear. âWhat do you look at so intently, my dear?â she questioned, before waving her hand in dismissal. âNever mind; look over there. Yes, right there. Do you see that man? The pink-haired fighter?â
You nodded.
âHis name is Ryoumen Sukuna, but you must know, most people have started calling him King of the Colosseum.â
âSukuna? King of the Colosseum?â
The woman ignored your growing curiosity, and moved on to other subjects. âHeâs a fine oneâpersonal favorite of the emperor, you know. Lovely physique, an agreeable countenance, and boundless skill in a match to the death. I hear his streak of victories has not ended since he began gladiating all the way back since he was twenty.â
âHow old is he now?â you asked, your desperation for information on the man growing second by second.
âSix-and-twenty? I could not tell you, darling.â
While you and the empress conversed, whispering about the combatants behind ring-adorned hands which covered your mouths (to avoid any scandal which could arouse from lip-reading), the match began and the gladiators took their designated positions before plunging head-first into battle.
Sukuna swung his blade up in the air with one quick movement before bringing it back down to strike the silver-haired gladiator in either the neck or the back of his head. But the man seemed to have guess the intention for that attack, and side-stepped away. Which, for the most part, probably would have left Sukuna to deliver a useless blow to the sands and allow his opponent an open opportunity, but it was clear to even the lowest of the lows that he was far from inexperienced with the blade.
He neither tarried nor let his mistake take the best of him, and moved to retract his weapon quicker than how the other fighter escaped it.
Blow after blow was delivered by both men, and no visible cuts or injuries were inflicted on either of the two.
Despite none of the fighters being able to land a successful hit on the other, their fails were only due to the fact that their skill was matched, and that no matter how many party tricks or ploys or schemes they had up their sleeves (or, in this case, manicas), neither one of them could fool the other. Well, at least, not for too long.
Even with the lack of blood, the spectators were still kept entertained and satisfied from the number of impressive and, to the naked eye, seemingly humanly impossible dangerous attacks.
You had noticed, after a few attempted blowsâall resisted from the usage of shields, that, what looked like to be mere strategy, was probably something more on the lines of technique. Sukunaâs technique, to be clear.
With the advantage of his height nearly always towering over his opponents, Sukuna subconsciously developed, over time, a habit of striking over-head. And, with arms like his, it was no trouble for him, at all, to lift up an iron blade and do such a thing. Sukuna frequently swung his gladius and struck at the side of the silver-haired fighterâs head, which was usually blocked by the opponentâs shield, or avoided by the said opponent ducking and subsequently swiping at Ryoumenâs legs.
It was overly facetious. Too facetious, actuallyâfor a duel that would only result in death and horror.
If it wasnât obvious before, you were not at all a fan of gladiatorial games. No, not even in the slightest. You looked upon the thought of unnecessary murder serving the sole purpose of entertainment for all civilians ranging from plebeians to nobility to royalty with disgust and disdain. Watching two men fighting in a ringâsometimes blindfolded, sometimes with no weapons save for their hands (which are dangerous enough)âwas ridiculous. Or, thatâs what you thought.
See, you wouldnât have even been present at the current gladiator fight had it not been for the coercing of the empress, who, according to her, needed you by her side, since her husband would be seated at a separate stand (for reasons you did not know). But honestly, now that you were both watching two men stab and jab at each other, it seemed to be the other way around.
The empress was enjoying herself to the fullest, while you, on the other hand, were horrified; and that was saying a lot, considering you had seen warfare since your adolescence.
âGetting bored?â the empress asked, getting your attention amidst the cheering of the crowds.
You shook your head, exiting your train of thought. âNot at all.â
The woman looked at you tenderly, and touched your cheek with her cold fingers. âCannot say Iâm surprised. Ryoumen certainly knows how to put on a show for a woman he deems rather oculorum captans.Âčâ
Âč Eye-catching.
You pretended not to understand whom that was directed to. âIs that . . . why he has yet to deliver an ending blow?â
âOh, nonsense. The manâs a flirt, yes, but he would never let fraternizing stand in the way of a victory. Itâs impossible. Gojo is just, perhaps, the only gladiator who could ever rival him.â
At learning of the silver-haired fighterâs name, you let your eyes briefly return to the match. Blood had now managed to have been drawn, and both of the blade-wielding beasts had now sustained injuries on their triceps. You thought yourself a lucky one to have missed witnessing how that came about, and turned back to meet the empressâs eyes while yells continued to erupt within several sections of the arena.
âWill it continue going on like this?â you asked, gesturing to the missed blows and endless clanks of shields. âIt seems the men could only die from exhaustion now.â
The empress offered you a strange smile. âThat wonât be necessary.â
âHow do you mean?â
âThis wonât be their last match. Theyâll have a draw, and the editor will enable the defeated to live another day. But only for the sake of another match to take place soon after.â The woman said everything like it was a declaration, and not an assumption or probability. It made you uneasy, in a way.
â. . .Another match?â you repeated. âWhat ever for?â
âA gladiator match is a spectacleâitâs a source of entertainment. How will the crowds be entertained when their favorite gladiator is killed in a common, ordinary game? A game succeeding two slaves, more or less,â she added, snorting.
âSo, theyâll be kept alive?â
âFor another match, id est verum;ÂČ it will take place before the festival of Vulcan. It will be, by far, the greatest gladiator match ever seen by the people of Rome. Now, I cannot spoil too many details, but, all I can reveal is, expect the unexpected.â
ÂČ That is correct.
And, just as the empress had said, the match between the silver-haired gladiator and Ryoumen Sukuna was declared a draw soon after your conversation with the woman, as decided by the editor. This decision not only satisfied spectators on both rooting sides and caused an uproar of hollers, but also guaranteed an adequately sized and enthusiastic audience for the final and tie-breaking match of the year, which was, clearly, going to be the event looked forward to for the rest of the month.
đđđ đđ.
You were beginning to think the most crucial detail someone has ever failed to tell you was how the last man you wanted to see right now was good friends with the emperorâpals, even! Which was great, just great.
âI know you would rather die from scaphism,â said the man, as he plucked a grape from a bowl, âbut you can at least try and act like youâre enjoying this instead of standing there like a sulky child.â
Ryoumen Sukuna, a proud, formidable opponent in the arenaâwidely known as the King of the Colosseum, continued to be a haunting presence in your life even after his match ended with a draw two weeks ago. It was embarrassing enough that you could break so easily under his stare, and that, in addition, he knew thatâjust as well as you did (if not better). But to have him roam around the palace? While you were living there? Mallem mori.Âł
Âł You would rather die.
The pink-haired man held favor from the emperor, since it seemed they knew each other even before the younger began a career in dueling, and alongside their acquaintance, came the event of Sukunaâs frequent visits to the palace. It had been a fortnight since the last munera, and you had already seen the beast of a man a total of fourteen times. It was like he knew he was tormenting you.
And, gods, it was absolutely childish how much you began to loathe the color red ever since. Time and time again, the appearance of Ryoumen Sukuna was continuously marked by either a ruby-adorned weapon lazily left around the premises, or a red cloak whipping through the air as you (in that scenario) would be staring at his broad back with a bitter taste in your mouth, while deciding whether to walk away or to dig a hole in the ground and die away like a hobbit.
Red was like a bad omen for you.
Wherever it was, you could bet a hundred horses that Sukuna would turn up sooner or later.
Now, normally, if the emperor invited friends over, you would not mindâno, not even in the slightest; for, from all the years you spent kissing the asses of royals who you came across, you had learned to blend in with high society. But, with Sukuna, it was different. You couldnât keep your cool around him; seeing him always left you heavily bothered.
Even when you first met him (or, saw him, actually; because you two never formally introduced yourselves)âeven then, you failed to stay calm and composed. Was it his eyes? Or his looks, in general? He was attractiveâvery attractive, tu non mentior,⎠but, was that really all there was to it? You refused to face a man solely because you deemed him unbelievably good-looking?
⎠You could not lie.
No, that wasnât it. Well, that was part of it, but it wasnât all. You couldnât stand being in the same room as Ryoumen Sukuna becauseâbecause you were afraid of him. I mean, câmon, youâre dragged along to watch a gladiator match (and, mind you, you despise unnecessary murder), and then you lock eyes with a man who looks like he could tear the entire empire apart with his bare hands, and now you have to act friendly with him? At least, in front of the emperor and empress? You had every right to avoid him at any chance you got.
And, not only that, but, aside from his frequentâalmost annoyingly frequentâvisits, he always held the same damn look on his face. Red, crimson eyes that looked at you like an animal would its prey; it was like, every opportunity received, Sukuna would size you up, as if envisioning as many ways possible he could kill you just like he does his opponents. But, fuck, his eyes were your weakness.
Staring through your soul like he wanted something, and in a way that made it seem as if he knew every thought that went through your head, including your fear of himâand imagining how he could exploit said fear like the cruel brute he was.
The empress and her husband wanted you two to get along, but you just couldnât do it. No matter how hard you tried, you could never meet those bewitchingly crimson eyes with an emotion lacking hostility.
âI am not sulking,â came your reply, moments later.
âYeah? Then, why are you just standing in the corner of the court like someone in time-out?â
His laugh made your blood boil, and you couldnât help but cross your arms over your chest, scowling with your eyes facing away like a scolded child. How could he stand there, looking at you with those same red eyes, and act like nothing was the matter? Of course, something was the matter! Otherwise, you wouldnât be on the verge of throwing yourself into a bush of thorny roses.
The emperor and the missus had left the two of you in the gardens, because, according to them, they had some âbusinessâ to attend to, and thought you would be eligible enough to be able to give the guest a tour of the terrace and the courtyard which stretched beyond it. That was a grave mistake on their part, for Sukuna was right, you really would rather die than speak with the man for more than a few minutes.
âHas it ever occured to you that not everyone enjoys your presence?â you spat out, finally having mustered up the courage to approach Sukuna from your little hiding spot.
Your steps were slow, languid, but the pink-haired brute saw them as nothing short of flirtatious. In fact, when you were just a foot away, he took it upon himself to close the distance between you two, staring down at your figure with that same enigmatic look in his eyes.
âYouâve got quite the mouth on you.â
âAnd youâve got quite the nerve showing up here as often as you do.â You narrowed your eyes. âTell me, what is your purpose for coming here, anyway?â
Sukuna laughedâa cold, cruel, taunting laugh. âCan a man not step foot in his future palace?â But, when he noticed the confusion evident on your face, he smiled grimly, before taking you arm-in-arm. âLetâs take a walk, shall we?â
It was more of an order, if anything, but with the strength he used to pull your arm into his, and with the intimidatingly imperiling energy practically radiating off his body, you did not refuse his subtle coercion to take a stroll around the gardens, (especially since his gladius was still strapped in its harness).
Taking a slow pace, the two of you walked arm-in-arm around the various bushes, plants, trees, and vineyards that surrounded the estate. While making your way around the scenic landscape, Sukuna, in a low voice, began to speak.
He told you of his imprisonment, and how, for four years, he had been idly rotting away in a cell, before his persecutors decided to finally end his life and throw him in an arena. Sukuna did not attend any schooling for gladiators, and was untrained. When he first stepped foot in the Colosseum, almost everyone thought he was to die. But, miraculously, he, instead, survived. His first match, he won. His second match, he won.
The officials kept throwing him into munera, and every single time, he came out undefeated. Sukuna was a criminal since birth, but when he made a career as a gladiator (albeit against his will), he quickly made a name for himself. Ryoumen Sukuna rose in fame and fortuneânot only for his skill when it came to swordsmanship, but also for his looks. The man may have been a notorious criminal, but he was a fan-favorite when it came to the ladies.
It was as if the gods regarded Ryoumen as their champion, seeing as they granted him victory through every editor that oversaw his matches.
With each gladiatorial game that passed, Sukunaâs opponents only grew tougher and tougher, which, mind you, never proved a problem. The manâs prizes and incentives for surviving the arena increased with each match, and Sukunaâs wealth grew in unmistakable abundance, surpassing even the fortune of an average nobleman.
When Sukuna was but a boy, he never dreamed of a life in the Colosseum; but in this realm, one either wins or loses. The Parcae wait for no man, and mortals of all ages and all walks of life know one thing: Vincere aut mori.â”
â” Conquer or die.
âEach time I unsheath my blade,â Sukuna began, stopping just before an olive tree, âI do not know whether I will breathe for another night. But the higher-ups in this empire are all but damn fools. The last match, right before we celebrate Vulcan, will determine everything. If I kill Satoru Gojo, my name will live on long after my lifeâs end. If I die by his trident (the weapon my silver-haired rival wields) . . .â His voice trailed off.
âThatâs not a possibility Iâm against,â you interjected.
âVery funny.â Sukuna turned to look down at you. âFor thatâs a possibility that simply will not happen.â
âWhat, donât tell me youâve consulted an oracle or something of the sort?â
The pink-haired man laughed in your face; it was cruel and unsounding. âYou dare doubt my victory, woman?â
âI doubt everything when it comes to you.â
Your stroll around the palace gardens came to a sudden end, as Sukuna roughly pulled you by the shoulders and placed you both to stand face-to-face. His expression was dark, and his tone inhumane. âListen, and listen well, girl. The emperor offers me a prize I cannot reject. If I win my most anticipated match yet, he will bestow upon meâby the power vested by the gods aboveâwhatever it is I please.â
You couldnât help but interrupt once more, your curiosity getting the best of you. âYou mean to tell me, youâll ask for the empire? Is that what you mean by âfuture palace?ââ
âI wonât ask for the empire. No, my prize will be something far greater. And when I get it, the empire will soon fall into my hands as easily as it was for you to fall into mine.â
âSo, thatâs all it is that you want? The empire?â
Sukuna leaned down to meet your eyes, his stare burning holes through your flesh. âI want control.â
âWell, let me tell you something, sir,â you began, coolly, whilst taking a step backwards with each word you spoke, âyou wonât find that here.â
But when you were just about to exit the garden, and finally get the fuck away from the brute of a man you called Sukuna, you could just barely hear him utterâwith that sensuously slow voice of hisâfive words, that seemed to stick with you even after you left the premises. âOh, I donât intend to.â
It was as if you had pushed your luck far too much for the godsâ pleasure, and now, they were giving you something along the lines of a punishment.
Even after Sukunaâs visits changed from daily, to every other day, to weekly, and then, to nothing but a faint memory of the past, his voice never left your head, like a deity putting a certain thought or belief or action into a mortalâs mind. It was overbearing, and you couldnât draw the line between delusion and reality.
When you set off to fetch herbs for, say, preparing baths or something of the like, Ryoumenâs cold, dark voice, which practically dripped with malice, seemed to follow you every way you went. Feeling a hand perch on your shoulder always had you shuddering, whether it was a trick of the mind or an action actually done by someone else. Entertaining yourself with the playing of an instrumentâyou preferred the citharaâ¶âdegressed from a pastime to a new torture method. Between picking strings and producing melodies, came the haunting face of Ryoumen Sukuna, which proved more of a distraction rather than a stimulation, seeing as dissonance and incorrect, out-of-tune notes were the only sounds played.
â¶ An instrument.
You knew that you were in your right mind when you first met the fact that you avoided the man for being afraid of him, but only now, were you finding yourself validated by the shivers you got from the mere thought of him appearing. Somnus was not a god of your favor; your dreamsâmore like nightmares, it seemedâonly filled you with more despair each time you arose in a cold sweat.
It was unfair how much of an effect the beast had on you.
Alas, your hopes of freedom were for naught.
Another fortnight passed, and it had now been a total of thirty days since you last spectated a gladiator match. You were neither surprised nor anxious when the empress dragged you along to another match at the Colosseum (by then, you had realized it was practically fate), but what you were astonished to see, however, was the sight of fires which blazed unwaveringly before you.
It was evening; the arena was lit up with several immensely-sized bonfires, whilst the air darkened with the amount of smoke flying up to the clouds above; the stands were decorated in tapestries and other displays of insignias; and the crowds bustled and roared with uncontrollable excitement and an unquenchable lust for blood.
The emperor sat in his respected boxâthe cubiculumâwith his lions beside him, while you and the empress sat in the Imperial Box opposite to his.
The night was young, and the windsâsmelling of the fragrant incense being burnedâlashed and whipped unforgivably at your plaited updo and thin clothing. Even with the bright, old stars beaming down at the gold of your jewelry, your eyes shone downwards, covered ever so slightly by the veil you wore atop your head. You did not want to watch this match, but, despite the fact, you neither declined nor pressed for complaints when the empress ordered for your accompanying presence at the amphitheater.
âMy child,â was what she began with, before saying, âthe Parcae.â
It was short, it was simple, and yet it had the same effect on you that it would haveâhad her selection of words been more compious.
Fate called you.
There was no doubt in that.
For, when you found your seat in the arena . . . There it was again. That same piercing gaze delivered your way, and that same intimidated reaction you experienced. Like prey having been caught in its predatorâs trap. A shiver ran up your spine at the feeling of two red, crimson eyes staring right back at you, and you worked arduously to ignore his unmistakable stare, using turning to the side and facing a neighbor or digging in your bag as an excuse to escape making eye contact.
Ryoumen Sukuna had entered through the Gate of Life, (as did all gladiators of the time), and if the growing rowdiness of the crowds hadnât brought you to that attention, the sudden chill in the air would.
Gojo Satoruâs entrance into the Colosseum followed soon after, and you bit your lip at the memory of the last time you met his sea-blue eyes. It was distant, long-past, but you liked to think about it every now and then; sometimes when you dipped your fingers into similarly-colored waters, or, when the clouds rained and thundered over the empire.
Familiarity breeds contempt, but you did not know the silver-haired gladiator like you feared his crimson-eyed opponent. Fear is power. Power is love.
âDearie,â called the woman dressed in ornate fabrics, as she placed a hand on your knee, âdo quit the shaking of your leg. If the sight of blood brings about your nerves, we can always have someone over to cover your eyes with a palm branch when the time comes. I am not mistaken, corrigere?â·â
â· Correct.
âNo, Empress, I appreciate your kindness, but,â you paused, casting your eyes downward, âthere will be no need. I can assure you that, blood hardly disturbs me in the slightest. I am just . . .â Your voice trailed off, your fingertips grazing the folds of your palla. âI wonder who will survive this evening.â
âMy, my, my, has my dearie taken an interest in gladiatorial matches?â The empress smiled, teasingly. âI didnât know you cared for a matter you previously spoke about with such disdain.â
Your cheeks warmed, fists clenched, and your breath caught in your throat. Embarrassment was an inexplicable feeling, and you looked to the side before changing the subject. âWho has your favor?â
âIs that even a question?â The woman erupted in laughter, surprised at how you could even question her about who she rooted for, especially due to the known fact about one man, and one man only, who had been dwelling at the royal abode as a repeated visitor.
You whispered mumblings under your breathâsomething along the lines of paenitemus,âž or, ignoscas mihi.âč
âž Apologies.
âč Excuse me.
âMy turn to question,â the empress managed, between her fit of laughter, âtell me, daughter of mine, which lucky man has your favor?â
You were silent for a momentâindecisive, one could sayâbut thanked the gods above when the gladiators were abruptly called to state their oaths, and, therefore, giving you an excuse to avoid providing the empress an audible answer.
You leaned forward in your seat, and watched as both Ryoumen Sukuna and Gojo Satoru spoke, consecutively, with their eyes set on one another. The crowds ceased their commotion, and watched, with intent so significant it brought them practically to the edges of their benches, as the challengers gave their swearings of the vow directly tying them to the will of the gods as they gave away their livesâthe sacramentum gladiatorum, it was called.
Sukunaâs eyes were dark, that you could tell, and the overall atmosphere surrounding him screamed a lust for blood. His voice was cold, as if he wanted to get everything over with already, whilst the ruby on his swordsâs hilt shone reflective under the moonlightâs illumination. He did not speak like it was an obligation, he spoke like it was a duty.Â
âUri, vinciri, verberari, ferroqua necari pateor,â they both vowed.
Each man knew he were to either conquer or die; the speaking of those words only solidified the matter for all to hear. Victor or not, the lives of gladiators are objects of entertainment according to the matchâs editorâs will. The gods speak, blood drips, and blades bury the undead. Spectators are roused as both competitors ready themselves, (which is a spectacle in itself, truthfully speaking), but you, on the other hand, are only able to watch with a sense for danger in the air. It was almost amusing. Timor mortis morte pejor.Âčâ°
Âčâ° The fear of death is worse than death.
As both men began to circle each other, throwing insults and taunts, you could not help but drift off to the memory of that fortnight Sukuna spent at the palace. His words lingered in your ears, and the feeling of his hands on your shoulders, his arm around yoursâit was . . . you couldnât put a finger on it. There was, just, something about what he said that gave you an uncanny feeling in your gut.
Sukuna wanted control, you knew that, but, if he came out victorious this same night, he wasnât planning on asking for the empire. He already made sure you got that through your skull, but, all the same, you couldnât pin-point what it was that he did want. Gold? Treasures? He already had plenty. Women? No, his collection of admirers already exceeded a great number. Land? Yes, that had to be it. But, then again, whatever it was that Ryoumen wanted, he claimed it would have the empire falling into his hands sooner or later. Land couldnât possibly be the answer for that . . .
Whilst you stayed in your head, thinking to yourself, the match had already begun to get less boring. Both men had each delivered at least two hits to the other, and the clanks! of iron against iron could be heard audible throughout the arena.
Sukuna took side-steps, a new technique he had developed, while the silver-haired gladiator struck the tips of his trident at places most people wouldnât have even imagined possible.
Grunting, the pink-haired man swung his gladius like it was a mere toy, while spitting on the coarse, rough sand. That action alone sent several sections of the Colosseum swooning. But, despite the fact, Gojo didnât let any of it get to his head, and, in lieu, let out an almost facetious whistle.
âDunno if youâre aware, Ryoumen, but this isnât exactly a great time to pick up ladies,â was what the lean, pale man said, joking, as he continued stabbing with his trident.
âAny time is a great time; what are you going on about? Could pick up a chick with my eyes closed.â
The two men went forwards and backwards with their banter, like two boys rebelling and messing around in school. They joked like immature adolescents, but fought like champions of the gods. The skies were cloudless, with the moon shining bright, and it was thus unclear whose side Olympus was on. But what really confused you, was the sudden thumping sound that reached your ears. Especially with the lack of drums or any similar instruments visible, you were left in a sense of unanswerableness.
The sound of the thumping was loud, and continued to increase in volume as the match went on. Gojo slashed at Sukunaâs armorâthe drum beat faster; Sukuna stabbed at Gojoâs helmetâthe drum beat in a staccato fashion; Gojo stumbled on his own two feet, struggling to fight back against Ryoumenâs gladiusâthe drum did not beat faster, but, instead, crescendoed, along with the roars of the crowds.
It was incredibly overwhelming.
You turned to the empress, in order to ask if the emperor had hired any percussion players, but Her Imperial Majesty paid you no mind, for she was extremely engrossed in the fight, repeatedly expressing her frustrations and anticipation by cursing under her breath.
Everyone was in their own world. Spectators, as they watched and rooted for their favorite gladiator. Nobles, as they placed bets and other games of the like. The emperor and empress, as they analyzed the match and reactions of the crowds (as to decide who to favor when the time came for a turned thumb). And, if it wasnât obvious before, the gladiators, as they fought for both their lives and honor.
First blood was drawn a while ago, but only now, had real stabs been given. Pierced through his armor, clutching at his chest while taking steps backwards, was none other than the infamous, silver-haired Gojo Satoru. You did not know much about him, other than the fact he was an attractive man (A/N: donât even start with me), but you couldnât help but feel pity seeing him come to a loss so soon.
While the drum beat faster, and the volume amplified, booming across the walls of the amphitheater, you could make out, just slightly, the life returning back to Gojoâs eyes. Blood dripped, yes, but it was not plentiful enough for death to visit the grounds of the Colosseum.
Gojoâs hands twitched, his slender, pale fingers stained with blood and marked with sand, but his figure fought back for composure, and the fact soon became clear as his legs grew stiff, and his steps grew less irregular as the seconds went by.
You werenât the only one who seemed to notice the manâs recovery, but it would have been strange to admit Ryoumen was the one behind it all. Seeing as a duel to the death in an arena was all a mere lousy game to the pink-haired brute, it wasnât a refutable accusation to say Sukuna was only toying with his opponentâs life. Nearly piercing through Gojoâs chest, just to stand and watch solemnly as he stumbledâyou soon grew familiar with the idea of Ryoumen testing the waters: seeing just how much Gojo could take before the ever anticipated match-ending move was played.
Murder flashed in the pair of crimson eyes, and the etchings on Sukunaâs gladius gleamed under the moonlight as he drew up his sword for one last round.
Gojo regained his stance, delivered a blow at Sukunaâs side, which, for second, appeared to at least wound the beast, but Ryoumen, ever the calculated, drew back; and as the drum continued to beat and thump in the background, both men fought with a newfound rush of vitality and zeal for blood. Hollers sounded through the crowds, coins dropped into dishes, and the shaking of your leg quickened.
Sukuna kept silent, like a scheming child, while he hit Gojo with the end of his sword. The attack was with enough force for the silver-haired gladiator to be knocked down, off his feet, and onto the floor of the arena. A retaliation was not lacked, as Sukuna received small, insignificant and weak stabs of the trident to his abdomen, as Gojo fought for the continuation of his name, but it was for naught.
The climax of the drumâs beating was reached when Sukuna delivered an almost humorous kick to his opponent, before turning to face the emperor in his Imperial Box. Gojoâs face was full of yearning and wantâbut, whether it was for death or life was uncertain. He laid, injured and on the brink of mortality, but he was silent, and ceased any more attacks.
Crowds grew silent, but stayed as rowdy (somehow), as everyone turned to the emperor in anticipation. Clothed in the naturally designated purple toga, with a laurel wreath to emit godly status and authority, the emperor stood before and above all. A pollice versoÂčÂč was given, after careful thought, and as the beating of the drum quickened, the blade of Ryoumen Sukunaâs gladius was driven through the heart of Gojo Satoru.
ÂčÂč Turned thumb.
But before such an action occurred, the beast did not forget, with audible cruelty, to spit out the words, âThe moonlightâs illumination makes it easier . . . to see how pathetic you are.â
Blood seeped from the wound in Gojoâs chest and spilled out from between cracked lips; and as the fallen gladiator was soon carried out the Gate of Death, the beating of the invisible drum ceased, and you lost your capability to form words.
Surprise, pity, angerâthey were all shown in your expression. With parted lips, and denial etched all over your face, you sunk down in your seat as others around you stood up to applaud, cheer, cry out, and much more.
At his zenith, Ryoumen Sukuna backed away from the corpse at his feet, dug his gladius into the floors of sand, and looked âround at his spectators. Turning his head, meeting the eyes of those who wanted him dead and those who prayed for his victory, Sukuna held a scowl on his face, like he wasnât affected in the slightest by having just murdered a man.
Ryoumen was a man who knew how to hold himself in stance and gait, much like a god or a king. Raising his arms wide, eyes flickering to pierce everyoneâs souls, his voice came out just as cold as it had been last fortnightâwhen he decidedly said, in front of everyone, âBehold, mortals; feast your eyes upon the monster you have set free for your pleasure.â
This was the King of the Colosseum.
You could see that much, now.
***
The sun rose proud, the mockingbirds cooed gently, and the blessing of the dawn of a new day had been upon citizens of Rome.
Senators were gathered âround while royals and other noblemen stood and watched alongside. Whispers and murmurs were plenty, but when the emperor asked for whatever it was that the gladiator wanted, there was a stunned silence as the pink-haired beast took long, full strides to approach none other than you. Kneeling before your feet, and kissing the back of your outstretched palm, even the gods watched with pleasure and anticipation whilst an answer revealed itself.Â
Silent, swift, and yet, never before, so concise. The air was still, the noise had ceased, and even the falling of a pin could be heard clear as day whilst your figure twitched and shook ever so slightlyâfear having begun its taking of your body.
It was needless to voice that same wretched look Ryoumen Sukuna offered your way, his crimson eyes peering up at you from beneath his eyelashes. It was nothing short of a horror.
The day after Gojo Satoruâs death, a circle of royal acquaintances had gathered at a pavilion of the palace to watch as the emperor granted whatever prize Ryoumen Sukuna wished for. Elephants, tigers, lions, and other beasts of the wild, were already lined up and harnessed. Stacks of jewelry and treasures littered the marble floors. It was clear the emperor had already expected what offers could be possibly made, and so he decorated the palace in accordance. But, when the fearsome gladiator chose to, in lieu, take you as his bride for a prize, there was unanimous astonishment.
Rising back to his feet, the pink-haired victorâdressed in his signature red cloak, ruby-adorned blade, and now, an additional laurel (to signify his victory the last evening)âlooked down at you with a strangeness about his eyes. Your hand was still in Sukunaâs when he turned to face the emperor, who stood with a calm demeanor, contrasting just about everyone.
âYou ask for the princess?â the emperor questioned, curious.
âIf it can be done.â
The emperor laughed, adding, âBut, you must know, son, there are many women who will not be happy by this news.â
At this, the crowds burst into laughter. The tension in the air dissipated, but you . . . you looked at the ground and at your feet, praying you misheard or were even dreaming. But alas, you couldnât have strayed farther from the truth.
âYou would kiss the hand of your prisoner?â you whispered, whilst everyone was distracted in their fits of laughter.
âAm I not a prisoner, as well?â
***
You were twenty years old when your hair was parted by a spear, separated into six locks, crowned with natureâs gifts and herbs, and covered by a flammeum (also known as a veil). With your face painted, jewelry adorned, and dress made ready, you were escorted and sent off to join in matrimony with Ryoumen Sukuna. Tears in your eyes, a palm branch in your hands, the completion of the ceremony came, and it was then time for the wedding feast: the banquet.Â
It was to take place at the atrium of the palace, similar to the wedding ceremony.
Pheasants were killed, venison was brought, raw oysters were consumed, and shellfish made its appearances at the banquet. You sat beside the man you now called your husband, picking at your meals and distracting yourself with entertaining the guests. Sukuna, on the other hand, sat silent, for the most part; his hand resting on your hip as he watched, full of intent, as your lips parted and moved with each syllable you uttered.
There were a-plenty dancers, poets, and musicians present at both the wedding ceremony and banquet, but, for each ritual up until now, Sukuna had failed to take his eyes off of you. Red, crimson orbsâthat seemed to never stray from yours.
It had been a week since you last spoke to Sukuna, the day he claimed you as his, and, in truth, if it were in your will, you would wish to never speak to him again. You hardly paid any mind, at all, to him as the both of you sat side-by-side, presenting yourselves as a married couple to the families, friends, and well-wishers who attended your wedding feast.
When the attention was directed elsewhere, and you received a much-needed break from entertaining your guests with talk of whatever it was that came to your mind, you reached for your goblet of wine, thirsty and parched, but were stopped by a ring-adorned, scarred hand, belonging to Sukuna, which held you firm by the wrist.
âI have murdered a man for you, dear wife,â began Sukuna, a cold, enigmatic look in his eyes as he peered into your face; âthere is blood on my hands solely for your sake, and you refuse to even acknowledge my presence?â
You tried fighting back, stretching your fingers and reaching out for your goblet, but, surprise-surprise, his strength surpassed yours. With a huff of defeat, your handâonce writhing in your husbandâs graspsârelaxed, and you gave into responding. âDo not forget, husband, I was not the one who called on you to do such a thing.â
Sukuna laughed, released your wrist, and opted to rest the side of his face on his fist as he watched you drink, a demented (but captivated) look on his face all the while. âGods, I always forget how much of a sweet-talker you can be,â he snickered.
âYou are delusional,â you deadpanned, continuing with your drink.
âAnd you, my dear, areââ
âBitchy?â
âNo.â
âCruel?â
âNo.â
âExasperating?â
âI was going more for . . . bewitching.â
You set your wine down; silent, as you avoided Sukunaâs eyes.
But the man had different plans, seeing as he gingerly seized your left hand, and laid a kiss upon your ring finger (which connected to the vena amorisÂčÂČ), before kissing down each digit, making sure his lips met almost every piece of gold on your hand. The action wouldâve been seen as romantic through your eyes, if you had forgotten what got the two of you here in the first place.
ÂčÂČ Vein of love.
You did not speak until he was done, and when he was, you said, your voice above a whisper, âHusband.â
âWife.â His response was almost immediate.
âI am . . .â You turned to meet his eyes. âI am bored, and would like to hear a story. A tale. Anything.â
âWhat is it you want to know?â
âTell meâTell me why you chose me.â
âI chose you because . . . I wanted you. Simple. Can a man not have his wants? His needs? As one chooses their lifeâs path, so I have chosen a woman I worship. A woman I need. A woman I love.â
âNeed I remind you that lust is not love?â
A darkness came over Sukunaâs eyes, like a storm succeeding the calm. âLust can be many things,â he replied, before lifting his goblet. âCare for a drink?â
You lifted your goblet, but hesitated, caution taking over your nerves. âI have had enough to drink for the night.â
âWhat, no toast for your husband?â Sukuna joked, his tone sly and cunning, as if there were an ulterior motive laced beneath his invitation.
You turned to face Sukuna, the bracelets and cuffs on your wrist sliding from their rightful places ever so slightly.Â
âNever in a million eons, you devil.â Seven words uttered before you finished off the wine in your goblet in one go.
The wedding feast ended with confarreatio, which led to the beginning of the next ritual. Domum deductio took place, and, that same evening, your innocence was stolenâripped right out from your cold, bare, fucking, hands.
đđđ đđđ.
Marriage, actually, wasnât all quite as bad as you had imagined . . . Okay, that was a lie.
Your first debut outdoors, after your joining in nuptials and being on the arm of Ryoumen Sukuna in front of government officials and nobles, took place a week after your wedding ceremony. The two of you had gotten up to making much use of your lectus genialis, and, even with the longing of fresh air and seeing familiar faces, it still took a bit of convincing for you to exit the doors of the estate; for, exhaustion had gotten the best of you.
It was hot outside; the sun shone cruelly, but you enjoyed being outside of the estateâs premises for once.
âI still donât understand why you declined traveling by a litter,ÂčÂłâ Sukuna said, bitterly, as he sat with his arms crossed, and his expression stern, whilst looking out the carpentumâsÂč⎠windows.
ÂčÂł During Ancient Rome, a litter was a portable couch or bed that was carried by slaves or animals.
Âč⎠A luxurious Roman carriage used by the privileged.
âI am not a fan of parading,â came your calm reply.
âYouâre a princessâby blood or not. Either way, a woman, as beautiful and alluring as you, should be treated as such.â
Your cheeks did not warm; Sukunaâs way of speaking about you like this was far from new, and you had gotten used to it, ever since your first encounter.
âRyoumen,â you called, almost like a mother soothing a fussy child, âwhy do you feel the need to coddle me?â
âCoddling?â he repeated, seemingly offended. âYouâre my wife, my treasure. The question should be why I would do anything but.â
The noises of the bustling street, talk of the people, and the sound of clothing against clothing, were all drowned out by the running of hooves and the whips of the carpentum driver. It was a spacious carriage, you had to admit, but with the amount of times the vehicle rocked and jerked on the uneven roads, you had soon begun to find yourself sitting impossibly close to Sukuna. Your elbows touching, shoulders meetingâit was uncomfortable due to the evident size differences.
âYou forget that you won me, husband.â
âWhat is the difference?â sighed Sukuna, running a hand down his face. âI wouldâve put a ring on your finger sooner or later.â
â. . .â
âThough, I do argue that, killing a man for your hand, was quite romantic . . . What, donât give me that face.â
You looked at Sukuna with a stupid expression. âYou . . . are a silly man.â
âAll but for one woman,â he replied.
When you entered the carpentum, neither of the two of you knew where it was you were going. To the shops, to the villages, to the palaceâit was unknown. Or, maybe, the destination was to remain indefinite on purpose. You liked traveling through the city, meeting the eyes of citizens you hadnât seen in what felt like forever. You enjoyed the scent of home-cooked meals wafting through the air, and children laughing as they played in the streets. You liked it all, and you missed it all, even. But, gods, were you getting soft.
There was a pair of men passing through the road, and you would not have noticed them had the vehicle not yielded to let them pass.
âLook at their shoes,â Sukuna said, leaning in closer as the carriage was stopped, so you could hear him over the commotions. âDisgusting.âÂ
âDo remember you were born in a prison, husband.â You remained straight-faced whilst you spoke, as neutral as one could be whilst keeping your eyes forward.
Sukuna let out a bark-laugh. âWhat a saint you are, huh.â
Your carriage was just about to approach a turning corner, when, completely out of the blue, you heard one of the men exclaim to the other, âAh, look at that one, Caius! A sight for sore eyes, ainât she?â
His companion replied, saying, just as scandalously, âNot half-bad, my friend,â he laughed, eyeing you up and down. âNever before have I wished more to be an emperor; just imagine what works I could perform if she was a slave.âÂ
âIf?â
âIf. No way sheâs anything but royalty. No man in his right state of mind would let her out of the streets if she was property.â
The two men snickered, carrying woven baskets filled with crops as they went, completely oblivious to the way Ryoumen sized the both of them up, seemingly possessed by a sudden lust for blood. Now that he thought about it, he had not killed in a while.
You tried to put a hand on Sukunaâs arm, in a poor attempt to soothe his growing anger, but he did not pay any mind to that, for he stuck his head out the luxuriously decorated carpentum, and retaliated against the perversion of the men with insults of his own. Yelling Latin curses left and right, all the obscenities in the book and footnotes. His voice was cold, and rough around the edges, but what surprised you most, was the tone in which he said, âSomnia omnia quae vis, nothi; praecidam manus tuas antequam tangas eam.Âčâ”â You had never seen or heard such anger.
Âčâ” Dream all you want, bastards; I will cut off your hands before you even touch her.
But, before Sukuna could say something more offensive than âTe futueo et caballum tuum,â or, âFututus et mori in igni,â the men recognized his carnage-filled reputation in the Colosseum from his notorious tattoos, and, with such fear they couldâve wet themselves, the both of them went, scurrying off in the opposite direction of where they came from, even going as far as dropping every basket they carried before making a run for it.
You caught a glimpse of them in their distress, and agreedâtheir shoes were disgusting.
Although settling into Sukunaâs estate took little time, familiarizing yourself with life as a married couple, on the other hand, took . . . some time, to say the least. The both of you had your ups and downs, and the path to warming up to your husband was a rocky one, seeing as your marriage was not out of love (not in the beginning, for the most part); so, naturally, there were some days where the two of you did not get along so well. And, who knew valets and maidservants could serve as such good marriage counselors?Â
Bright, sunny days had you seated outside, beneath the shade of olive trees, and while the songbirds sang along, you often kept yourself occupied by playing your cithara.â¶ Your husband was seldom home for most of the day, and you had learned how to keep busy whilst the only company you had was the flames rising forth from the hearth, and the tamed animals which lingered while your fingers danced across melodious strings.
â¶ An instrument.
Today was different.
Sukuna had no appointments to meet, no guests to entertain, and no matches to play. He met you in the gardens of your home, and stood, stiff and broad, just three paces from where you sat on a fountainâs coping. It was as if he were afraid to approach, to disturb and interrupt your playing, but you knew he was just deciding whether or not he was welcome.
âYou play well,â came the sound of his voice.
âHow could I not? There is never much to do around here.â
âWeaving?â He raised an eyebrow, still standing still like a statue.
âI fear I do not see as much joy in that as I used to.â
âAnd why is that, dear wife?â
âI find . . . other activities to take up the majority of my time.â
âSuch as?â
Romans were barbarians in the arena and in the bedchambers.
You did not know sex until you were bedded by Ryoumen, and you did not know libido until you experienced what it meant to really be fucked. Growing up, sexual intercourse was always described as marital duties, but with Sukuna, it felt like a pleasureâquite literally.
Day and night, night and day.
It was all you knew the week following your wedding ceremony, and it was all you desired when coming home to the brute of a man you called your husband. The two of you did not exit the bedroom once during the week you spent after the final nuptial ritual. He had ruined you in the best way possible, you sometimes thought, and with little difficulty had he gotten you addicted to the feel of his cock, his tongue, and his fingers. Merely thinking about it all had your cheeks growing warm and your core practically aching with need.
But sex wasnât all you received from the man; there was also endless banter, cruel mocking, rough touches, and arguments. Sukuna wasnât a kind, vanilla man, you realized that the moment you laid eyes on him; and he was, if anything, a deviant. A monstrous one, at that.Â
Retaliating against him got you absolutely nowhere, and arguments only ended in sex. It wasnât healthy, no, but it wasnât like anyone said it would be.
With every step you took backwards, Sukuna followed with two forwards. The two of you had been arguing about a trivial matterâit had been long forgotten, actuallyâbut neither of you had the decency to end your quarrel. Your yells and insults echoes throughout the walls of the estate, and servants paid mind to avoid the room you two currently occupied.
âHave I ever told you how much I absolutely loathe your pompous, fucking, ass?â
âOh, sweetheart, only about a million times,â he answered, obviously taking your anger with a grain of salt. âBut, how could I not? when you always do more than just tell me.â
You narrowed your eyes at the man, and cursed. âGo rip out your tongue and rub it raw with a strigil.â
âI always forget how much I love to hear you dirty-talk.â
âYou are a dog,â you spat out, as Sukuna had you backed up against the edge of a table.
âAnd you, my dear wife, are a beauty to behold.â
Mentally having patted himself on the back for rendering you speechless, Sukuna closed the distance between you two and placed a kiss on your hand like he always did. Sexually appealing, successful, and charming? Damn the gods for giving him it all.Â
You and Sukuna were stood just centimeters apart, his arms caging you in as he stared down upon you with that unforgettable look in his eyes. It was intimidating, indeed, but you were his wife, for godsâ sake! you could surely hold your ground.
âFlattery isnât getting you anywhere,â you said, placing your palms on the surface of the table behind you as you challenged Sukunaâs unwavering gaze, staring up at him with eyes doe and, still, equally as hardening.
âGood. Flattery isnât quite my style.â
Sukuna raised a hand to rest on your cheek, before bringing you in for a zealous kiss. All teeth and tongue. It hurtâhow rough he held you, that isâbut it was a different type of pain. A type of pain you enjoyed suffering. His lips met yours, and you tasted blood on his tongue. You could not tell whose it was. Whether it was from him handling you with little to no care, or it was from him, himself, or it was from another, more foreign, source, you did not know.
You responded to his kiss with just as much violence as lust. Your body pressed against Sukunaâs, seeking as much friction as you could, whilst the two of you molded into each other like pieces of a puzzle. While Sukuna kept you pinned against the table, with nowhere to turn, your hands found their way to perching on his shoulder and on his beating heart, in efforts to maintain stability (which was proving to be a challenge, if you had to be honest).
Whispers and murmurs against lips; nipping and biting of sharp teeth; heavy breathing and the failure to catch breathsâit was overbearing. The room felt stuffy and overcrowded, when, in reality, it was only the two of you.
âWere youâmmphâacting like a bitch because you missed this?â Sukuna jeered, sloppily kissing you between each word.
âI would act like a bitch regardless.â You clawed at his chest and toga, having gone equally as mad from the mere feeling of kisses alone, but, in any way, your words came out all the same as you had intended them. âTaking me as your wife may have come easily to you, but wooing me wonât.â
âLucky me,â Sukuna exhaled, releasing you from his nearly-suffocating kiss but not from his grasps. âIâm all for a challenge.â
One of his hands shot to your hip, his grip unforgivable and white-knuckled, whilst his other hand trailed down your thigh, slender fingers tickling your warming skin through the fabric of your clothing, and sending the hairs on your neck to stand up. You held your breath, hands back to their original positions on the tableâs surface, as Sukuna reached the edge of your dress, lifting it to your waist.
Cool air hit your skin almost instantly, and goosebumps arose along your limbs. But, still, you did not breathe; it wasnât until Sukunaâs cold, cruel voice spoke up that you did.
âWhat a pretty little thing you are,â he cooed, staring at the dampness of your core. âNo undergarments? Must be all for me.â
He spoke as if you were a feast; it made you bite your lip to the point of bleeding, and caused your legs to almost go wobbly, like a fawn.
Ryoumen tilted his head down to meet your neck, before he sank his teeth beneath the skin of your clavicle. It was scandalous in all the best ways possible, and you couldnât help the breathy moan which left your lips. He sucked at the wound, kissed it, and moved his lips to other areas of your collarbones. He nipped and bit at freckles and moles, sucked on your skinâleaving love marks in his way, and, despite the feat, never failing to litter sloppy and wet kisses all the while.
With his mouth on your skin, Sukunaâs hands worked elsewhere. He trailed a cold hand up your thigh, teasing you with touches to the point of it becoming agonizing, before finally getting to where you needed him most. You were dripping enough for no lube to be needed, but the man was still courteous enough to dip one finger within your folds, before following with a second. Curling them deep inside of you, and hitting just the right spot; your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your hands shook and jerked uncontrollably as you dug your nails into Sukunaâs toned biceps.
Moans and whimpers left your lips left and right, yet he was only beginning.
His fingers bullied your clit, continuing their assault mercilessly; and whilst the sound of your growing cries bounced around the walls of the estate, his pace and roughness only reached new heights, seemingly possessed by the satisfaction of bringing you to Cloud Nine.
âSukuna . . .â you whimpered, struggling to form words. âSukuna, please. Please, I need toââ
âNeed to what?â
âI . . . nngh,â you managed, moaning within your pleas, âI need to cum. I need to cum, you stupid bastard.â
âNow, is that any way to speak to your husband?â Sukuna taunted, pausing his attacks on your neck and the skillfulness of his fingers between your legs with not even a second thought.
You were this close to being brought over the edge, and you whined and wiggled your hips as Sukuna stopped reaching so deep within you, but, instead, opted for circling the tips of his fingers around the embarrassingly wet entrance of your clit. It was not even close to enough; he was punishing you, you were sure.
âNo, noânngh! Why did you stop?â you cried, bucking your hips in an attempt at reaching bliss.
âBecause you have not an idea on how to speak to the Head of the House, wifey.â His crimson eyes bore into your teary ones, and you clawed and scratched at his neck, trying desperately to pull him closer to you.
âRyoumen, no, please. PleaseâI need to . . . I need to . . .â Your voice trailed off. Truthfully speaking, now was possibly the worst time to gain a conscience.
âUse your words, sweetheart.â
âI . . . Please, Sukuna. I need you. I, fuckâI need you. Please.â You looked into his eyes, crying entreaties like your life depended on it. âPlease, I need to cum.â
âSee? Not so bad, now, was it?â
Sukuna did not resume his assault with his fingers, but, instead, for possibly the first time in history, knelt down, before you, before his wife, and pressed a degrading (if anything) kiss to your pretty, puffy lips, before attaching his mouth to your clit, sucking and licking stripes up and on it with a velocity that left you leaving permanently visible claw-marks on the furnished table.
You could not hear, you could not move, you could not speak, you could only feel. Feel the feeling of Sukunaâs rough tongue gliding through your wetness, plunging and pumping and ravaging throughout your folds, reaching spots deep within you, causing you to see stars as he reached that one good spot. It was ruthless, it was sinful, and it was so, so, so, so wrong, but, then again, it was just so, so, so, so good.
Flicking his tongue, and curling it, Sukuna continued to tease and suck on your clit. The whole act of it was just . . . incredibly intimate. Your thighs squeezed and squeezed, hands gripping his hair for support, but it was still too much. With a final kiss to your clit, you felt the coil build in your stomach, and with a scandalously loud cry, you came on Sukunaâs tongue, shaking and writhing as tears fell from your dazed eyes.
Allowing you to ride out your high, Sukuna lapped at your release, gripping onto the flesh of your ass with white knuckles to keep you from squirming and wiggling.
âPoor baby,â he cooed, mockingly, before his voice turned cool once more; âyou can handle it.â
Rising to his feet, and wiping his mouth clean with the back of his hand, Sukuna stared at the wood behind you whilst watching you catch your breath, chest heaving as you depended on the table for balance. âIt was a smart move to buy such a large table,â he murmured, stepping closer.
But before you could ask what on earth it was that Sukuna was referring to, he answered all your questions by lifting you up by the meat of your hips and laying you on your back on the rough wood of the table. It was cool against your bare skin, and sent a shiver running up your spine.
âYou . . . What?â you questioned, attempting to sit up, before being roughly shoved back down.
âDonât âWhatâ me, sweetheart. Iâm giving you what youâve been waiting for. Unless, of course, Iâm hearing complaints?â
â. . .â You gulped, swallowing the lump in your throat, before crossing your legs behind Sukunaâs back and pulling him closer to your cunt, the hard-onâbarely hidden beneath his togaâbeing pressed right up against where you needed him most. It sent a shock to your core.
âNow thatâs a good girl.â
He pulled the dainty cloth of your dress off your body as easily as it was for you to put it on when you awoke that dayâs morning, and mindlessly threw it onto the floor behind him.
âSukuna, youâcould you take any longer?â Laid bare before his eyes, you shivered, but not before pulling your husband impossibly closer. His hands planted on areas beside your head, and your lips met, molding together, as wildly as before.
Squeezing your eyes shut, breathy moans drawn forth from your lips, you held the sides of his throat in your hands, and occasionally carded your fingers through his rosy, unruly hair. All while sneakily dragging a bare foot up the fabric of his toga, revealing tattooed skin as you went. You couldnât wait any longer, and if you were the one who had to get your husbandâs cock out, so be it.
Well, it didnât matter anyway. Sukuna couldnât care less for your impatience; he . . . had an appreciation of the sort, for the rare times you took mild control.
Sukuna murmured, laughing against your kiss-bitten lips, âSo impatient today, wifey.â
âLike youâre not?â
Sukuna rolled his eyes, looking down at you once the two of you released each other for breath. His eyes were dark and dull, but you noticed the strands of hair askew on his face, (if it wasnât already enough for you that his toga was now completely off). âCome on. Do you really want to go down that route, sweetheart?â
âI canât help it. Bullying is just suchâo-oh!â
Despite biting your lip, you let out an embarrassingly loud moan, arching your back as Sukuna had your hands pinned down above your head on the table. The first thrust had the air knocked out of your throat, you didnât even notice it was coming in the first place! Even with the amount of times he bedded you, you had never gotten used to his size. Long, girthy, with veins that twitched and never failed to send you straight to Olympus? Yeah, you couldnât really blame yourself.
âAll it took to keep you from running your mouth was some cock, huh? Yeah, you make such a good whore for your dear husband, donât you.â His cold, dark voice, complemented with the contradicting degradation and praising words of his sent you spiraling albeit it was only the beginning.
You kicked your feet, whining and gasping for breath when Sukuna took the opportunity to lean down, littering bites and love marks on your bare chest, trailing, ever so slowly, all the way up to the swell of your breasts. Hands still pinned to the table, legs locked around Sukunaâs waist, meeting his continuous thrusts without fail, your back arched with pleasure, giving Sukuna easy access to your tits, bouncing in all their glory before his mouth.
He leaned over your body, the difference in your heights showing itself clearly at this moment, as he swirled a wet, warm tongue around your areola, before attaching his lips to your tit, biting every then and there around the soft mound. Your nipples, perky and hardened long ago, reacted as they always did when they met Ryoumenâs lips. Sensitive, they were, and it showed, when you squirmed uncontrollably under his assaults, eyes opening and closing with vertigo.
âSuch pretty tits,â he murmured, his voice sending vibrations to your already aroused buds, âbet they would look even better all swollen with milk for my heir.â
You whined, moaning from the thought aloneâargument long forgotten. Your cunt, its walls, actually, tightened at the idea of Sukuna giving you a baby, and you were sure he noticed with the way he was smiling like a madman with your tit in his mouth, one hand pinning yours down, the other twisting and pulling and pinching at your other neglected nipple.
âMm, yeah. You like the sound of that, donât you? clenching down on me like a vice. Want me to hold you down and make you a little mommy? Is that what you want?â
You nodded fervorously, throat dry from crying out, and mind already gone and thoroughly fucked-out.
Sukuna laughed, like the cruel man he was. âWell, if thatâs what my lovely wife wants, itâs what my lovely wife gets.âÂ
Eyes rolling to the back of your head, you thrashed around and moaned aloud like a crazy woman as the tip of Sukunaâs cock hit you in all the right places. It was incredibly overwhelming, and with the way your walls were convulsing around the cock reaching depths deep within you, the both of you were sure your second orgasm was to come no later than the first one.
Your cervixâkissed over and over and over again by the head of his cock; your titsâgroped and bitten and sucked with relentless roughness; there really was no end to the pleasure you received from Sukuna. You felt stimulation all over to the point it was embarrassing how much you were pushed over the edge by simple touches and caresses alone. Even hearing Sukunaâs grunts and the rasp of his voice had your cheeks growing warm and your skin glowing under a thin layer of sweat.
âO-Ohh, I . . . nngh,â you whimpered, your wrists growing sore as your voice grew meek, letting out a soft, quiet âPlease.âÂ
Blood rushed to Sukunaâs ears at the sound of your weak voice, and, most importantly, also rushed to his cock. âDo you want me to spell it out for you? Weâve been over this, darling. Use your words.â
âIâbut . . . Sukuna, please! I need to . . . I need to cum. Iâhahh.â You let out a shaky exhale, your orgasm within fingertipsâ reach.Â
âYou want to cum? Go on, then, and cum right on your husbandâs cock, just like the slut of a wife you are.â
Everything turned to black when you reached your climax; warm, sticky whiteness running down the base of Sukunaâs cock. He finished inside of you soon after, one last grunt and deep groan marking his release, whilst his seed filled you to the hilt, reaching deep inside of your quite fertile cunt at his cock still being buried in your twitching walls. You didnât think at all about the possibilities which could follow after having laid down with Sukuna unprotected, and it seemed it was the same for him, as well.
His grip on your wrists did not give out, but still, nevertheless, loosened ever so slightly, revealing a ring of red marks around your wrists. You breathed out a sigh, shaking with eye-opening bliss as your stomach, once empty, was now bloated with the impeccable amount of semen shot by your husband. It swelled, full and swollen, painted white with ropes of cum, and when Sukuna pressed down on the bulging outline of his cock, you let out a poor whine.
âDonât tell me youâve given out on me just yet, sweetheart. You donât think weâre finished already, do you?âÂ
***
Crawling out from beneath messed up sheets, climbing over sprawled out limbs, and tiptoeing around in nothing but a loose-fitting stola had your escape occurredâexiting from the bedchambers smelling of musk and sex, and entering the balcony, seeking breaths of fresh air.
You did not usually awake before your husband (he was usually up and out of the room by the time you opened your eyes), but perhaps yesterdayâs exertions had tired him out, seeing as neither of you slept from after supper to the break of day. And, yes, while you, too, were also thoroughly exhausted, you fell into the arms of Somnus much before Ryoumen did, which likely contributed to your quite early waking.
The view downwards was pretty. Blurred shades of green and blue and white. You could see servants walking to-and-fro, and, for a moment, you remembered when your life was something similar.
The sun shone on your face as brightly as it did when you first saw the man still lying asleep in your bed, but you did not raise an arm to shield your eyes. It was quiet, and you felt more alive than you did in weeks.Â
Morning dew fell from trees, and the birds sang. The railing on which you rested your elbows was cold and rough, it reminded you of something that you could not quite put your finger on, at least, not until you heard the sound of footsteps behind you, and the yawning and cracking of unused bones.
âSurprised to see youâre not already knocked up with my kid,â came the raspy, unfamiliar morning-voice from behind you.
âSurprised to see you awake at a time after six,â you quipped, not turning around to face your lover.
Warm arms wrapped around your waist, and a bare chest pressed itself against your back as Sukunaâs lips met your collarbones, kissing your skin in greeting. âA snarky one, arenât you? What, did last night not soothe your wants?â
He was always so clingy in the mornings. Like a needy child.
â. . .You are only wearing a subligaculum,Âčâ¶â you observed, changing the subject with haste.
Âčâ¶ An undergarment.
âItâs not like I hear any complaints,â he joked. âBesides, no oneâs up here. Donât tell me youâre afraid of a servant taking a little peek.â
You swallowed. âNonsense.â
âSmart girl.â He rested his chin on the top of your head, his weight resting on yours, causing you to lean the combination of your weight on the balcony railing. âNow, tell me, what is someone like the missus doing someplace out here?â
âCan a woman not be alone in peace?â
Sukuna seemed to pause in faux thought, before finally saying, âNot when that woman is my woman.â
âSo, no?â
âNo.â
â. . .â
â. . .â
âWhat are you doing out here?â you questioned.
âSeeing my wife,â he stated, in a matter-of-fact fashion.
âBut,â you bit your lip, âdonât you have any business to attend to?â
Sukuna rolled his eyes, removing his chin off of your head and, trailing an ice-cold hand down your spine, which sent shudders throughout your body, he slid a sneaking finger up your thigh, until, with an agonizingly slow pace, he stuck a digit up your cunt. All this he did in a casual manner, like it was an everyday thingâwhich, technically speaking, it was.
âAre you trying to get me to leave you alone?â he asked, as if he didnât have a finger up your pussy, âbecause it might be a little late for that.â
You whimpered, collapsing on the balcony railing for support when a second finger was added.
Sukuna curled his fingers, scissoring them and quickening his pace as he did so. The squelching of your cunt sent you over the edge, the idea of someone overhearingâor, worse, seeingâthe two of you in this act had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
âSukuna, please, weânngh! We shouldnât . . .â You let out a shaky exhale. âNotâNot out here.â
Sukuna leaned down to place a kiss to the lobe of your ear, giving a sloppy, dirty lick to the skin there. âWhy not?â
âBecause . . . someoneââ You were cut off by Sukunaâs fingers hitting your sweet spot, and couldnât help but let a scandalously obnoxious cry slip from between your lips, the three syllables of your husbandâs name following soon after, like a prayer.
âBecause someone, what?â
His voice mocked you, whilst the longest of his fingers bullied your cunt, and his thumb, every so often, circled around and applied pressure to your clit.
âSukunanngh . . . IâYou . . . You bastard,â you groaned, whining against the palm slapped over your mouth.
âWhat was that? Oh, you want me to fuck you?â His fingers moved faster, his voice growing cruel and dark. âWell, who am I to decline my bride, hm?â
Pulling his fingers out from between your legs, leaving you a shaking, heaving mess, Sukuna moved on to bring the ends of your dress to your hips, gripping and groping the flesh there as he pressed the outline of his cock against your slick.
Your breath got caught in your throat, choking on your spit, and you whined from the weight of his cock against your ass. You were dripping from the thought alone of Sukuna taking you right now, right hereâout in the open, out on the balcony, where anyone, and I mean anyone, could catch a glimpse of their master and mistress from below.
Teasing the fat, leaking tip of his cock against your entrance, you bit your lip till you bled, pressing your ass back against Sukuna for any sort of friction to relieve you of the throbbing of your core, but that only worked against you; a harsh slap! was delivered to your left ass cheek, which sent you crying out, arching your back away from Sukuna. But that wasnât even close to enough.
Bringing a hand to the column of your throat, his nails digging into your skin, creating red, angry crescent marks, Sukuna had you gasping for breath as he held your throat in his grasp, choking you to the point of gagging, but not yet enough to cut off your airway.Â
Leaning down, he whispered in your ear, saying, in that rough voice of his, âYou wanted to be fucked like the dirty whore you are? Iâll show you how much of a dirty whore you are.â
Grabbing a handful of your ass, Sukuna pushed you against the balcony railing, bending you over with ease.
Your voice, still evidently hoarse from last night, was cut off by Sukuna slamming his cock into your cunt, shutting you up as his hips pistoned against yours whilst you braced yourself by clawing at the railing below you.
âYou are dripping. You really are insatiable, huh . . .â he muttered, releasing your throat as you gasped for air, only to be cut short by rough, deep thrusts that had you seeing stars.
âSukuna . . . hahh.âÂ
âTight as fuck, arenât you? Cuntâs gripping my dick like a goddamn vice.âÂ
Sukuna ripped your hands off the railing, bringing them behind you and binding them together with gods knows what. Probably a cloth he found lying nearby. You writhed and squirmed and writhed and squirmed, but to no avail! Your wrists were bound to your back, held just above your ass. Now, you had no way to hold yourself steady, no longer pushing yourself off of the railing for support.
âI . . . nngh.â Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, you could not find even the strength to complain about your having been tied up.
Fully bent over, your ass bouncing with each thrust, you moaned and mewled to your heartâs desire. Slick dripped down your legs, and though the ticklish sensation left you bothered and just slightly uncomfortable, that feeling was soon forgotten by the cock absolutely pounding your dripping cunt.
Your shame was gone, you were a ruined woman through and through.
âFucked the attitude out of you, yet?â Sukuna laughed, burying himself inside of you before pulling out, leaving just the tip in, before slamming himself back in, and repeating his assaults. He was like a big, mean bully, having fun by tormenting none other than his bride, his prize, his property.
You thought it degrading, but found heat pooling in your stomach at the afterthought, nonetheless.
âGods, you . . . you are such a dick,â you managed out, through screams twisted between pain and pleasure, a line which you could not exactly draw.
âItâs what I do best, sweetheart.â
Birds scattered throughout the confines of their habitat at the not-so-peaceful-sounding noise of your cries, and you were sure someone had to have noticed the deviant behavior taking place upstairs on the masterâs floor of the estate.
âThen hurry up and make me . . . hahh . . . c-cum, you ass. You are such aââ
One particularly hard thrust had you seeing stars as Sukunaâs cock hit your cervix, surely wounding your womb as the words got stuck in your throat, and your legs gave out beneath you. The only thing holding you up being Sukunaâs hand tangled in your hair, giving a rough tug, which forced your tear-streaked face back, and the other one being on your hip, his grip white-knuckled as his thrusts turned from rough and coordinated to stuttering and staggered.
You came without resolve, your moans merely music to your husbandâs ears as he, too, finished inside of you, his cock pumping endless ropes of seed up your cunt, stuffing you till excess bodily fluids were forced to drip down your thighs. Your stomach felt warm and bloated as you were filled to the brim, seed ending up snug in your womb as Sukuna pumped you full of his cum, not wasting a drop, and even going as far as scooping up the excess fluids to shove two fingers in your mouth, allowingâmore like forcingâyou a taste of your actions.
After all, Ryoumen Sukuna was nothing if not a cruel man.
***
It was the eleventh of October when Sukuna left the estate without a word, and it was the eighteenth of the next week when he returned.
You had been out in the gardens, overseeing the yard-work when, in the middle of giving orders to trim the bushes to the left ever so slightly, a maidservant had come running to notify you of your husbandâs departure. He did not leave a note, did not kiss you goodbye, and did not give commands for any of the servants to inform you of his leave (the maid just happened to be particularly loyal to her mistress).
âCecelia!â was what you first exclaimed, surprised by her sudden appearance beside you. âWhat brings you here?â
âMistress, IâI have brought word that the lord of the estate has taken his leave. On a horse or two.â The woman spoke between gasps for air, she seemed out of breath, perhaps from chasing after Ryoumen and his steed(s). âI saw a carriage pull away from the gates, and I . . . I supposed he did not inform you, either.â
âOh, thatâs . . . I thank you for the note, Cecelia. But that will be all. Youâre correct, he did not tell me, and,â you paused, touching your index finger to your chin, âI do ponder where he went.â
You assumed your husband would only be missing for one evening, and return the next to fill you in on his seemingly hasty departures. But one sleepless night turned into two, and two turned into three, and three turned into even the advisors of the estate beginning to worry for their master. In turn, however, you had begun to grow indifferent to your missing husband.
On the fourth day, you discovered news of yet another gladiator match that was to take place. And who was to compete in it? Take a guess.
Being petty was a greatness of yours, and, while for a time, you were able to keep entertained by playing your beloved cithara, reading, or tending to your gardens, you had begun to grow bored. The estate was large enough, and, with your husband being gone, you were even more lonely than you were before. You had no children to run through the halls, no friends who could visit the property, and no duties besides your hobbies to keep you company.
On the fifth and sixth day, you had already invited over a number of âguestsâ to the estate. Your beauty was no unfamiliar subject to the people of Rome, and it wasnât difficult to find men in want of serving as entertainment to you.
You had some feed you grapes, some play their music to you, some read their philosophy and literature, some tell you of stories from afar; it was all very enjoyable. Or, well, the idea of it was.
On the seventh day, you had appointed a raven-haired, older man to keep you company. He was a traveler of sorts, and had many stories of the West and the East to tell you. From wraths of gods, to legendary criminals, and heinous crimes, he knew it all. He made you laugh, and was . . . not a bad flirt, if you did say so yourself. But it was nothing serious.
You were in the middle of drinking wine with the fellow, when, by the informing of Cecelia, you were notified of a something that required your utmost attention at once. She did not explain further, but you noticed an urgency about her eyes, and did not tarry.
Excusing yourself, you stood up from where you lounged rather casually on the ornately designed sofa, and took graceful, calculated steps down a hallway to the left wing of the estate.
You were nearing the room Cecelia pointed you to when, to your utter surprise, a rough hand had pulled you to the side, keeping your back flush against the chest of a man you could not see, for his other hand held the blade of a dagger right against the column of your throat. Your breathing grew ragged, and your hands went up to attempt (and fail) at removing the dagger-wielding hand.
Your heart pounded, and the blood rushed to your ears.
âDid you miss me, . . . wifey?â
His stray hand was gripping the flesh of your hip, and held you firm above the ground, where you dangled, your legs kicking around uselessly.
âSukuna? WhatâWhat are you doing?â you managed to whimper out, against the dagger being pressed against your neck.
âAs much as I love to hear those pretty sounds of yours, angel,â he began, before his voice suddenly turned cold, âthere is a man in my house, standing next to my woman, and making her laugh. Care to explain?â
He did not release you from his grasps, but lifted the blade just a centimeter away from the skin of your throat so you could form coherent sentences. How thoughtful.
âWhen my husband has left for a week with no explanation, am I supposed to not keep myself occupied?â
âSo youâve borrowed a man to keep you company.â
âAre you turning this against me?â
âShould I be?â
Learning your husband has yet to retire from gladiating, and discovering he has come home, with a dagger to your neck upon arrival, was infuriating enough to make you forget the possibility of throwing yourself into his arms in greeting. He did not tell you a word about his match, prior and after, and you were the one in the wrong? Men were nothing but animals.
â. . .â
You kept silent, your face defeated, and Sukuna, finally having decided to let you go, released his hold on you and sheathed his blade once more, before dropping you back onto your feet. You nearly stumbled over yourself finding your balance, as Sukuna began to turn away, walking down the marble-tiled hallways.
âMy hands are bloodied. I will be in the bathing quarters.â
All this he said, whilst his back was kept to you.
Several moments later, you had a valet escort the raven-haired guest out of your estate, and, next thing you knew, you were storming down the hallway, the sound of your footsteps reverberating throughout the estate, an evident display of your boiling rage. Your maid-servants werenât unfamiliar with your and the masterâs almost daily feuds, and were, by now, practically accustomed to setting out changes of clothes for when your arguments concluded.
Cursing to yourself as you went, your footsteps continued to thunder as you approached the bathing quarters, where you could hear small splashing sounds inside. You threw open the door, the scowl and glare on your face both clear as day whilst you walked in a straight line towards the pink-haired man who sat at the steps towards the end of the pool.
He was naked, completely bare in all his glory, but you couldnât notice, not from how clouded your vision was with anger, no. His arms were resting on the edges of the pool, and his expression was cool as he leaned back, watching you approach him with not even a flinch.
âYou motherfucker. You think you can just come waltzing in here, and avoid all your problems? You donât pay any mind to the fact Iâve been worried sick, because my husband has left the estate with not even a word of explanation, and then, come to find out, heâs been gladiating?â You berated him without end, pointing a finger at his emotionless face as you walked along the poolâs edges. âWho do you think you are?Â
âWeâre married, remember? You won me. And now, youâre putting your life on the line? Whilst we are married? I donât give a fuck whether youâre competing to win more wives, Ryomen, but where does that leave me, huh? If you die? I was just some temporary toy for you, and my life will basically end, as well? I will have no worth, Sukuna. No one takes in a ruined woman. And Iâm not a solicitor, or, at least, I donât want to be . . .â
Sukuna didnât respond, and you were honestly thankful, actually. You feared, if he did speak, you would fold within seconds, so you took the time you had to get your frustration out and your point made.
âWhy couldnât you have just told me you didnât retire? I mean, I would still hate you, but . . . fuck, you are such an ass.â You ran a hand down your face, stopping just two paces away from the beast, before continuing your storming. âGods, you take new lows each day. I canât believe my life is tied to yours for as long as I liveâ!â
You were shut up by the action of Sukuna pulling you down by the ankle and dragging you into the pool, manhandling you in all your writhing and struggling, and seating your ass right on his lap with ease, your back flush against his bare chest as his hand came up to wrap around your throat just as it had earlier.
You screamed, but another hand came up to cover your mouth, muffling any whimpers and noises you let out. Through your anger, you could not remember to think about how your dress was now thoroughly soaked through.
âMmph . . . !âÂ
His face tilted downwards despite your struggles, and his lips whispered into your ear, his breath fanning hot air against your skin that left you with a strange tingling sensation.
âYou never stop complaining, do you? You want to know why I left? Without explaining? Has it ever occured to you that, maybe I wanted you to truly hate me, after all, so the potential news of my death wouldnât affect you? You make me out to be an animal, but even the gods know Iâm not heartless.â You could practically hear his eye rolling. âCâmon, wifey, donât you know, Iâve no need for another wife when Iâve already gotten my hands on a goddess right here. A goddess, that just so happens to be the worldâs biggest bitch.âÂ
You struggled against Sukuna, your legs kicking and splashing in the water as your nails clawed at tattooed biceps. âMmph! MmmâMmph . . . !âÂ
His left hand released your neck, but he didnât let up on your mouth. âI only took the match because I was bored. Truly. Wanted to taste blood. But, what would you know about that? Youâre an angel.â His voice was mocking, and dripped with malice. You shivered.
You gasped, desperate for air, when Sukuna finally removed his hand off your mouth, but your relief was short-lived when he tore the fabric off your body in one swift tear.
âWhat?â he asked, jeeringly, when you looked at him in confusion. âWeâre already in the baths, might as well undress, too.â
The water was only up to your belly button, and a shiver ran up your spine from the low temperatures of the room. Sukuna, however, was like a walking, talking bonfire; he literally emitted heat.
Your nipples hardened from the air, and you squirmed around on Sukunaâs lap, growing uncomfortable. âYou . . .â
âWhatâs the matter, honey?â He feigned concern, cooing. âFeeling pity? Gonna admit your mistakes?â
âIââ
He cut you off. âLet your body do the talking, and maybe Iâll find the heart to forgive you.â
Sukunaâs hands trailed down to your chest as he spoke, cold fingers going up to grope and pinch and tweak at your hardened nipples with each syllable he uttered. It sent a shock through your body, and you bit your hand to keep quiet.
âO-Oh, my . . . Nngh . . .â You mewled and twitched uncontrollably.
You didnât know how much you loved the feeling of Sukunaâs hands fondling the mounds of your tits until you met your husband, and even then, he reminded you almost every day.
âYeah? Does that feel good?â he asked, voice full of sarcasm. âWhat I fuckinâ thought, you whore. So needy and bitchy, all for some dick, arenât you.â
Sukuna continued his assault on your buds, pulling and tugging at your nipples like it was childâs play. You arched your back at the stimulating sensation, your core growing warm from his fingers alone as you continued to attempt suppressing your noise with a fist in your mouth.
âHahh, IâSukuna . . . Mmph! you . . . You bastard.âÂ
You pressed your naked thighs together, your own hand flying in-between to apply pressure to your clit; your orgasm soon hit you like a chariot. The friction newly added was more than enough to finally throw you over the edge as you came from solely Sukuna playing with your tits, groping and squeezing like they were mere toys.
âFuck, wifey. Making a mess from only my hands? Maybe I have been depriving you.â
Your release dripped all over your hands, and Sukuna brought your fingers to his mouth, sucking the juices off like wine. His lips made squelching noises around the bodily fluids, and you couldnât help the moan that left you as you felt the warm wetness of the sensation.
âSukuna . . .â you whined, eyes growing teary with need.
âIâll give it to you soon enough, princess. Quit your nagging,â was the reply that came, whilst Sukuna refused to let go of your fingers, even going as far as biting on them, leaving a clearly indented mark of his teeth on the skin, before finally releasing your hand from his grasp, and wiping his mouth clean of your slick.
Sukunaâs muscles were toned, abs flexing, and skin tanned from the ever-so cruel sun that shone down on the people of the empire. Even if his hold on you was gentle, his distribution of strength was enough to make it seem otherwise. That was made quite clear when he decided to abruptly cut your bliss short by lifting up your thighs by the backs of your knees, pinning them to position by your ears.
Legs spread, pussy weeping, back arched; you looked a mess. If that wasnât humiliating enough, your hair was disheveled, body marked up with teeth marks from previous nights, and you could do nothing but claw and scratch at Sukunaâs arms. But, hot mess aside, (or not), you looked nothing short of a damn feast in Sukunaâs eyes.
Whimpering, mewling, and crying out, your ass was sat on Sukunaâs bare lap and the only thing running through your mind was your insatiable lust for being ruined by the brute you called your husband.
True to his word, Sukuna lifted your ass up with ease, before bringing you back down, practically smashing you onto his cock with one rough thrust. His tip pierced your cervix without fail, kissing all your sweet spots like habit.
It had been seven days. Seven, fucking, days without this man. And the first thing he did was fuck you like he meant to break you.
All the wind was knocked out of your throat as he continued to mercilessly slam his hips up into yours, bouncing you up and down without abandon whilst he kept your legs spread in the air.
The two of you had never tried this position before, but, gods, were you thankful for having done so. From this angle Sukunaâs cock reached areas deeper within your cunt than ever before, and with your thighs separated, it was significantly easier for Sukuna to fully bottom out before thrusting his entire length and girth back in, fucking you through the tears that fell and the sobs that left your lips from the constant thrusts, and bounces, and the frequent feeling of his hips pistoning against yours.
âAwh, donât tell me my sweet wife is crying.âÂ
You nodded weakly, hiccuping, completely delirious.
âShame. Your tears will only make it worse,â he said, darkly, wetting your skin even further as he licked a stripe up your cheek, ridding you of the tears that fell from your eyes.
Throughout all of Sukunaâs rough fucking, you came multiple times, his cock filling you with warm seed up to the brim. Eyes rolling into the back of your head, thighs shaking, pussy squirting all over, and lips quivering; but not once, never in any of those times, did he stop for you to catch your breath and regain your composure. He fucked you through every orgasm and continued to the next and the next.
Water splashed all around your naked bodies, and you couldnât tell if you were more wet from the pounding of Sukunaâs cock, or from the pool you two were currently in.
Your skin was warm, wet, and glistening with sweat.
Behind you, you could hear Sukunaâs jagged breathing and, every so often, his grunts. The man wasnât a very vocal one, but he never tried hiding his moans and groans, per se. He had no shame in whining in your ear from how tight your walls clenched down on his cock, and definitely wasnât afraid of whimpering from the feeling of your ass grinding down on his chest, your slick dribbling down his naked abdomen.
âAhh . . . ! AhhâNnghh . . . !âÂ
âMmm . . . unghh . . .âÂ
âHahh, o-ohh . . . !âÂ
Sounds of cries and plap, plap, plaps! filled the bathing quarters, and your cheeks warmed from the embarrassingly lewd noises the two of you made. That, and the feeling of veins on Sukunaâs cock twitching and sliding up and down and in and out of your weeping cunt had your eyes rolling backwards and your toes curling with the coming of an orgasm.
âNow, hahh, you gonna tell me why there was a man in my estate?â Sukuna managed to ask you, whilst he kept his cock ramming your poor, used pussy, lips of which were puffy and erect with need.
âW-What? Why are youââ
âAsking that?â he cut you off, finishing your sentence. âDunno, maybe because my wife was home-fucking-alone with the dirty bastard.âÂ
His cock twitched inside of you, and you clawed at Sukunaâs biceps as he spoke. It seemed that, with every second the two of you spent speaking about the man who was in your home, Sukuna grew more and more frustrated, his thrusts turning out clumsy and sloppy and rough.
âI . . . I t-told you already, Sukuna,â you whined, stuttering from his thrusts. âHe was just keeping me company, I . . . unghh, swear.â
âOnly keeping you company?â
You nodded profusely, your voice growing weak from Sukunaâs cock repeatedly hitting your sweet spot. âS-Swear. Hahh, I . . . ahh . . . mmph! I swearâI swear.â
âYeah? You swear?â
âM-Mhmm . . . Gods, please, Sukuna, o-ohh! gods, I need to cum. I need to cum!â
âWhy not, go on, then. Cum all you want on your husbandâs cock. Yeahh, atta girl. Shit, youâre fucking milking me dry, arenât you. Want my seed so bad, donât you? Want me to fuck my kid into you?â
You mewled, music to Sukunaâs ears as every last drop of cum fell from your cunt, coating his dick with your fluids whilst the two of you rode out your highs. Your walls were painted white with Sukunaâs seed, filling you to the hilt as he kept his cock buried in your warm, wet cunt. Yeah, this one would surely takeâSukuna would make sure of that.
I think its was a Roman au, reader is a princess (adopted) and sukuna is a gladiator fighting against satoru. Sukuna was kinda close to the king and requested to take readers hand for marriage if he wins (which he does). they get married and he disappears for a little while to continue being a gladiator, i didn't get to finish the rest. I believe it was a one-shot fic but im not too sure! Please help me find it o cant stop thinking abt it đ