This is Love, This is Murderous

I will not beg you for your time or try to convince you to choose me, the world is too big and I have too much to offer.

Sometimes the desperation in how much I want to be wanted scares me. Yet still I find myself laying awake praying that someday soon someone will want me as much as I want them.

Nothing will make me laugh harder than Hozier spending an entire verse of First Time being like "my life was saved by the beauty of a bouquet of flowers, do you think flowers realize they're dying once they've been cut? How cruel we are to end the life of something that spent its entire being striving for the simple joy of feeling the sun. Isn't it crazy how they give it their all, trying desperately to be alive and to, if not stave off death, then to go out with beauty and knowing you have nothing left" and then finishing the verse by going "anyways" as if he just said that to you like, in line at the grocery store

This song ruins me every time.