//safe to say, I am the biggest wedding fan you’ll meet in your entire life. Hindi ko pa nakikilala yung mapapangasawa ko, alam ko na kung ano yung gusto kong maging theme ng kasal ko. From the gown to the set up to the videographer, lahat, I had it all figured it. That’s why I’m getting sad kase eventually I start to think that maybe I just like weddings pero maybe it’s not yet for me. I hope and pray na sana dumating yung time na I get to believe in weddings again. Maybe partly I got all the wedding vids to blame how I get this notion na bakit wala ako nung nasa videos.. Why do I see guys tag their girlfriends everytime a wedding sde comes up samantalang ako I don’t get that,kahit alam niya na I’m a big wedding fan. Is it because of the pressure? or maybe, just maybe, we’re not yet on the same page. Should I be worried? We don’t get to talk about the big things, sobrang I get disappointed lang pag walang nangyayari when that topic comes up kaya ako, sobrang skeptical ko nalang din about it. I mean hello, if you don’t want to get married then fine. who am i to like even plead about this. I don’t deserve this. Sana man lang there’s this tiny assurance that wedding is something big for you too no, hindi yung laging ako lang. so what i’m gonna do know is that i’m never gonna mention anything again about weddings. I will work on my career more cause I think atleast dun may assurance ako. But I get kinda sad too, you can’t blame me. I’m not in a hurry, or maybe I am. I just want to feel assured cause right now I’m not.
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