andrwjames.

i'm so self involved.

you know what's depressing? my life.

i wont have to try anymore if i'm dead.

is there anyone out there?

i can't fathom. i can't think. on the brink, seldom the king of a kingdom. whats a king to a god, oh my god. what is a god if not for the people. the human race is the steeple. but leaning like the tower. focused on pizza at god knows what hour. i need a shower. i need a moment.

nobody does anything these days. gone are the days of builders, nurses, teachers. its all self important roles in marketing and public relations and shit fuck that.

whens the last time I asked for some help that I couldn't get from nobody else.

four years i've been tired. four years i've admired. You. But now i'm listening to blues. cos four years ago I got fired.

how did we end im a drunk on the mend and those texts that I send is me giving me. for you. to lend. maybe to own if you didnt condescend.

staring at the phone wondering if your home if your alone i've been in my zone for too long.