I owe everyone an explanation.
Iâm so sorry it took me so long to do this. It just hurts so much and it still does, but I think itâs unfair if I donât say anything.
So, I lost too many valuable people this year. I mean, only two but it still hurts like shit.
Liam passed in October, and Bella passed in August.
I donât know if I should be happy or not Bella didnât have to experience this. There are so many things we didnât do. We were supposed to build a gingerbread castle together this Christmas. She still hasnât gone to any 1D concert. She wanted to live in a house full of cats. She wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. She wanted to meet her mutuals.
Iâm sorry I couldnât give you guys an explanation sooner. Thank you very much for what you have done for us. You tried your best and we love you. Bella loves you.
Letâs hope 2025 doesnât suck as bad. Although Bella isnât here anymore.
Thank you to everybody who has been there.
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