I owe everyone an explanation.
Iโm so sorry it took me so long to do this. It just hurts so much and it still does, but I think itโs unfair if I donโt say anything.
So, I lost too many valuable people this year. I mean, only two but it still hurts like shit.
Liam passed in October, and Bella passed in August.
I donโt know if I should be happy or not Bella didnโt have to experience this. There are so many things we didnโt do. We were supposed to build a gingerbread castle together this Christmas. She still hasnโt gone to any 1D concert. She wanted to live in a house full of cats. She wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. She wanted to meet her mutuals.
Iโm sorry I couldnโt give you guys an explanation sooner. Thank you very much for what you have done for us. You tried your best and we love you. Bella loves you.
Letโs hope 2025 doesnโt suck as bad. Although Bella isnโt here anymore.
Thank you to everybody who has been there.
@fillthedarkvoid @take-a-cchonce @theydopissmeoffavocados @heartstopperlarrie @idontwanttobeabuzzkill @ravenclawdirectioner @if-i-could-give-u-the-moon @jackys-stuff-blog @enchantedlandcoffee sorry if I missed anyone. Hope this reached everybody that deserves to know (please tag), and itโs nobodyโs fault. I promise.
Hello. Itโs Andrea again.
My account has been shadowbanned and I think everyone deserves to know because thatโs basic common sense. So I am reposting on Bellaโs account and if anyone feels like thatโs inappropriate, tell me but I just think this is something everyone should know about.
Itโs been more than a year and I hope everyone is doing well.
Goodbye. And best wishes.
