I barely post here on Tumblr, but I just want to express something that's been bothering me lately. As you can see, during this quarantine period, I've been really trying to let out my creative juices to make something productive. With that, I thought that going back to YouTube (after 10 years) can be a great way to utilize my time and efforts — because I really do love video editing. However, I am now realizing that damn, my skills are not really good enough in this generation. Oh by the way, I'm 21, and yes, I've been editing since I was around 11. Seeing all these talented creators — don't get me wrong but I love them all so much — I can't help but feel so down with my skills and recent works. I don't have the energy to juggle and get back on my seat to try and edit again.
Anyway, just like what I've said, I'm making a crossover on my next upload. Yes, I'm pursuing on that, but I am not so sure when I'll upload it.
These are just some of my random thoughts during this lonely hour. I don't know if anyone is reading this, most of my followers are inactive anyway. Well, if you're still here, thanks for listening to my Ted talk. You can now scroll down, and I hope you won't feel the same way as I do.
