Lunatta was the first to notice him. The little gray kitten, barely past childhood, crept cautiously along the wall, glancing warily at the people. His eyes glittered amber, his fur was a little dirty but still fluffy. He looked both pitiful and adorable at the same time.
Hirai, upon seeing him, immediately squatted down, holding out her hand. β Hey, little guy... β her voice sounded soft, almost affectionate. The cat stopped, wiggling its ears, then took a few timid steps toward her.
Lunatta felt a familiar unease even then. A barely perceptible itch ran across her skin with a ghostly warning, though she hadn't even touched the animal yet. Her fingers reflexively clenched into a fist and her feet stepped back on their own, increasing the distance between her and the cat.
Hirai noticed the movement. β What are you doing? Are you afraid of him? β There was genuine bewilderment in her voice.Lunatta grinned briefly, averting her gaze.
β What makes you think that ? β Her voice was light, even mocking, but her arms remained firmly crossed over her chest, as if protecting herself from something invisible.
β Well... β Hirai looked at her with squinted eyes, and then back at the kitten that was already rubbing trustingly against her palm, β It's tiny. What's he going to do to you?
Lunatta did not answer. She tried not to look at them, because she knew that if she saw Hirai smiling at the little creature, it would seem for a moment that nothing would happen if she reached out her hand.
But she knew what would happen.
The redness, the itching, the feeling of hundreds of tiny needles digging into her skin. And then the annoyed look in the mirror, the futile attempts to relieve the burning. No, she didn't want that.
β I just don't want to get too close, β she finally said, trying to keep her voice steady.
β But why? β Hirai picked up the kitten, cradling it lightly against her. He let out small claws and gently latched onto her sweater, purring.Lunatta gritted her teeth as if she heard the sound too loudly.
β Hirai, just... don't make me.
Hirai froze. A shadow of surprise flashed in her eyes, which was immediately replaced by thoughtfulness.
β Wait... β she slowly lowered the kitten, letting it run away freely, and now looked at her friend more closely. β You're not afraid of them, are you? You're not afraid, but... you've always avoided them.
Lunatta didn't answer. She felt something inside her clench painfully, as if someone had suddenly torn away her light but important mask. β Who cares? I'm just not a fan of animals, that's all, β she said, deliberately calm.
Hirai continued to stare at her, head tilted slightly, as if trying to see something Lunatta was trying her best to hide. β Okay, β she finally said, her voice growing quieter. β If you don't want to talk, I won't push.
Lunatta exhaled slowly, feeling both relief and a strange, prickling guilt at the same time. β Thank you, β was all she said.
Hirai nodded, but you could see it in her eyes: she remembered this conversation.